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Portami ovunque tu sia
Before you my sky was empty, today I kneel before God begging him not to take you away. I do not know if he exists, but if he does I will beg and beg till I cannot anymore. You, my darling have brought a non-believer to her knees. I have no doubt you’re my qismat, my darling you have breathed life into a woman who wanted to die, you gave meaning to an undefined soul, you made a non-believer pray. You gave a girl who has never known a home, shelter in your arms and she has made your very presence her home. Your absence makes me homesick so take me wherever you are and I’ll be home.
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Casa il mio amore
In the night at 12am as I drink my coffee
I am once again reminded of your absence
And I think to myself
Is it my husband that’s gone or my best friend?
I once compared you to Achilles
Now I must compare myself to the aristos achaion
When you’re gone I feel the grief he felt as he killed hundreds of Trojans in the name of Patroclus
How do I tell you you’re my very heart without speaking to you?
How do I tell you my eyes bleed with tears knowing you’re not here?
How do I tell you my heart aches not knowing if you’re okay?
You can be angry with me
You can yell at me
But please come home
Come home into my arms
I promise I’ll shield you from the world
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Musings of love
Our love is creation yet I don’t know what to do with this new feeling, for the only love I’ve ever known has brought ruination. Every love I’ve ever known could bring about a thousand thoughts of violence, but with you the world is brought to its knees with peace.
You shine like a million suns yet can’t notice your own glamour. You are the Achilles of today, the best of men and if science didn’t exist I might’ve thought your holy presence brought about life on earth.
My anger for God and life was nullified the day both graced me with your existence. Ever so often I think you’re an angel posing as a human, for no creature on Earth has a smile like yours, one that shines like a thousand diamonds hit with the rays of the sun.
Mayhaps I am mad, but it is your love and adoration that has maddened me. Each dusk and dawn I can feel your hands entwined in mine, much like our destiny. If we are not soulmates then what are we?
My love for you grows like a lush green forest when given rain and sunlight, and like a rainbow my world is brightened with color once I am honored with your presence.
Your name is etched into my heart, and even if I were to forget all else, I will never forget your love. For your love is the blanket that protects me from the world, while the world is bickering, your love gives me peace.
All the stars in this universe may collapse and die yet my love for you would not. This world may die, even my soul may disappear into the abyss of space but my love for you would survive and like a magnet I would be drawn to you in every life and nurture your ever so kind heart.
Your eyes hold the universe, you, my darling are exquisite. Your blood is what the Gods drink as ambrosia. To describe you, I’m afraid I may have incited the wrath of Zeus.
You are unearthly and your place is with the stars, now sadly I must end this writing, though I do not make much sense, my words carry my love for you across a thousand worlds.
- zoia
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Having love has been the most scary thing that’s every happened to me. It could fade, it could disappear and yet I trust him enough to never stop loving me. Oh dear lord, I know I am young yet I have a feeling he’s the only man I’d ever consider marrying. The way his words touch my heart, the way I feel when he says he loves me. Now I propose to you another theory, love is like energy, neither created nor destroyed, just converted into different things such as hate and indifference. Dare I say that I’ll always love this man? I shall love him till my dying breath, till all the stars in the universe die, in every life, every dimension, every parallel universe, I shall love him. I shall love him till my soul ceases to exist.
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In light of all my posts I am pleased to announce I have found love gg
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The world may not think you’re special, but darling you’re special to me. When you’re around my heart races and flowers bloom.
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There’s something strangely terrifying about being in love, you now have something to lose every time you take a risk, yet the yearning for love and to be loved in return is a feeling I cannot shake.
- zoia :)
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Trope where the hero and villain dk each other’s secret identity and as civilians they meet through a mutual friend and develop crushes on each other
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Judge me all you want, when I become a writer you’ll know. I’m not leaving this world without making an imprint on it. Mark my words.
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I want love, but mayhaps love isn’t made for me
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The birth of Venus by Sandro Botticelli
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this sent chills down my spine
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That one kiss between Jude and Cardan filled with spite and desire was one of the best moments in the cruel prince
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I hate to admit I have loved and trusted just to have been disappointed. Love isn’t like what they tell in the stories, not like how Eros loves Psyche, Achilles loves Patroclus or Hades loves Persephone, oh no. It’s more of how Zeus loves Hera, all the cheating and lies. I shall not say this is all there is to love, but I find a hard time thinking true love exists anymore.
:) zoia
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I want to be loved but I don't think I'm fit for it. I won't have exciting love, and if I don't I shall not be satisfied, but most of all I don't trust, it doesn't come easy to me and to have a lover, to call someone divine as Hades calls Persephone, I must trust which I am afraid I can't do. Mayhaps love isn't for me.
zoia
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Is it so bad to want love, you know like how Hades worships Persephone and Achilles Patroclus. Both are more powerful than their lovers yet worshipped them like their lovers were the most powerful beings in the world. Hades calls Persephone 'Goddess' like he himself isn't a God and Achilles calls Patroclus 'philtatos' like he wasn't prophesied to be the best of warriors. Why can't I too be loved in such a way that I am ravished before I even become theirs? Is it so bad to want to take shelter from this cruel world by being loved so passionately by another? I am broken, I know but mayhaps someone could the pieces of me and perhaps even love me because of it.
zoia
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Love was realer back then, or mayhaps I do not yet know love, I am scorned by my father and perhaps even hated, love was never the foundation of any relationship I ever had, sometimes it was mutual interests, necessity or naivety. I wonder if I shall ever know or feel the love Achilles and Patroclus had for eachother, I wonder if Hera will scorn me for being loved by my lover unlike how Zeus prefers to be with lesser beings than her. I wonder if my heart will beat in envy if someone so much as brushes the skin of someone dear to me, or even go as far as to challenge the world for one person. Is it even possible for my small frail heart to feel this way? As broken as it is? I certainly do not think so, I however, do not want my heart to churn in pain at the loss of someone, it is quite frightening I must say to feel so much pain yet be so helpless, the rage that shall probably seep into my heart and grow it’s thorns will be enough to tear down a whole village. For how could you truly love without feeling the rage of losing them. - zoia
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