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SUFFOCATION, NO BREATHING

DON'T GIVE A FUCK IF BURN MY MOUTH EATING

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me and the mutuals moodboard

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Numb // Linkin Park 80s Remix

#important

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Si/siad? What kind of fucking neo pronouns bullshit

it’s literally just she/they in irish

#please I’m sobbing

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Jakube

The fusebox subreddit will only delete my posts but they can’t silence me on tumblr

#litg #litg shitposting #Jakub litg #love island the game #rip me #sorry I’m doing this and ignoring my messages for the twelfth week in a row

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at this point i'm holding myself together with glitter glue

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Madisol

#litg #litg memes #litg season 2 #marisol litg #no I’m not sorry

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#Don’t mind me I’m just scheduling posts for my vacation

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tumblr glitch that publishes all your drafts how fucked are you

#honestly I don’t know what’s in there and I’m too afraid to look #it’s probably some half baked one shots

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howdy y’all I wanted to make a quick post to say I’m sorry that I’ve dipped off the face of the earth but literally shit keeps happening??? I have to meter my energy very carefully but I’m hoping that soon I will be out of this bs (if I could just have one week where something doesn’t happen…….haaaa.)

Some of these things have been very traumatic and I am just so very much not myself right now and I am only able to engage in certain spaces for small amounts of time. Anyway I’m taking a vacation next week to go somewhere I’ve wanted to go much of my life so here’s hoping that renews me because holy hell I’m exhausted. Thanks for being patient with my chaotic self and I hope to chat with y’all v soon ❤️❤️‍🔥

#MK’s constant sob story #pls #can I just have one week without something happening #I’m losing my mind here lmao #about me #just felt I needed to address my absence #and my forced hiatus

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something about aba therapy that i feel is worth noting:

aba therapists are the only type of therapists in the united states that are not required to have a college degree in order to practice. the vast majority of aba therapists i’ve met don’t have one.

then what are the requirements, you may ask?

be at least 18. have a high school diploma. complete a few hours of general training.

that’s it.

they’re also allowed to teach your child literally whatever they want. i saw a video of someone the other day who was put thru aba as a child. they were obsessed with the color blue, so what did the aba therapist do? gave every child in their class except them a blue piece of paper for weeks until they stopped crying about it. aka, until they were too numb to the emotional pain of being left out to react anymore.

i guess the end goal was to make them…not like…the color blue anymore? like, seriously. what was the point of that???

they teach children to smile on command even when they don’t feel happy. they teach autistic children not to stim - something that has been proven not only beneficial but necessary for autistic people’s wellbeing.

they can withhold water, food, or affection from your child until the child complies with whatever behavior they want them to complete. i wish i was joking.

this is literal child abuse.

the only therapy that does not require a degree to practice, abusive as hell, manipulative, they are literally allowed to teach your child whatever the hell they want…and yet it’s also the only therapy for autistic children that is covered by most insurance companies.

make it make sense.

#I literally got in trouble constantly for simply reacting to my surroundings #holy #read later

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I got 4 and almost died

#made it to 6 which is surprising lmfao

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#this is so cool but it made me realize watching right handed people do anything makes me so uncomfortable lmfao #left handed problems

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Holy fucking shit y'all.

#WHAT PLEASE #SJAIEKCJFKEKE

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me every time i see uncensored porn on my dash now

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ARE YOU SEEING THIS

#THIS IS THE ONLY SPOILER I WANT TO SEE ON MY GOOD CHRISTIAN INNANETZ