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Title: Whiskers in Between

Genre: Romance

We sat there thinking how we ended up being together. Thinking 'bout how our families met and just decided that we might help each other heal. Thinking about what came to their minds for them to decide that we should live together. I mean, I barely know this guy. I can't even think of any reason how I could help him, same as him to me. I can't risk myself again. Reminiscing how I ended up building myself over and over again. What if this person gets so close to me somehow? I should say "no". But why does the other half of me pursues to risk because maybe he can really help me? Can two different people really help each other? I stood up and decided to make some coffee for us. I gave him his americano as I was sipping from mine, then sat beside him and faced him. My mind is made up. “When do we start?” both said simultaneously. 

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Sitting at the balcony, talking to a bestfriend. Early in the morning, staring at the blue sky with your coffee beside you. Having deep conversation about life, is it really better to walk, rather than run? “I don't want to run all by myself,” she stated while with those gloomy eyes. You run, you travel fast, yet the higher the chance of meeting jeopardy. Menace can be stumbled upon at any time. Peril such as rocks, bough, even concavity can topple you and cause bleeding, lacerations, contusion and may lead to choosing on stopping first, find remedy, wait for it to mend. Howbeit, what if it's too deep to cause excruciating pain? Too vast that cannot be treated in a short period of time. Too fast that you may get tired easily too. Is it really better to walk? You travel leisurely—deliberately, more chary and circumspect when peregrinating in life. I smiled and replied, “It's better to walk for me. You don't haste and rush things. Just the right timing, less risk and chance in colliding with torment.” Life is a game. Not a race, but how good you handle it. How you face it. Who'll be strong and brave enough to finish the game alive, faced all the conflicts. About your mindset, your attitude, your character. “How about walking together? What do you say?” I asked.

—Walk or Run // Nyx Lunare

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Sipping through my cup of coffee, sitting right next to the window, embracing the caress of the cold breeze of the wind. Gazing upon those glistening stars right above the night sky, wondering how much more of those are gleaming wondrously in the midst of this alluring cosmos. Past midnight already, still awake, thoughts start to wander around one's mind. This might be the last and ironically, the first coffee for the day. Coffee before sleeping while the sky's still present with dimness, yet it's morning already. Memories flashes through your head, you start to reminisce those very moments that became a part of your life. You realize you wouldn't be you right now without those every bit of a second that had happened within the past of your life. From those euphoric, to the most loony, to the agonizing, and even the melancholic ones. You smile and realize how you've been tough enough to handle and face all of those conflicts and now, here you are, with a curve on your lips. cloud nine in your eyes, laughing at those moments where you thought of wanting to give up. “Hey, great job, self. You made it this far enough,” I said as I sip the last of my coffee. I put the mug on my bedside table and covered my body with my blanket. I smiled once more for another day of my life—to be lived at its finest. In a few hours, the beam of the solar will again touch and kiss my skin.

—Last and first coffee // Nyx Lunare

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rain drops falling out of those dim clouds. coffee on your hand, a pen on the other, a notebook on your lap. looking outside the window, thoughts as deep as an abyss. emotions flow as that hand of yours writes spontaneously.

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No one loves you

Never ever think that

You are important

Stop with the crap

We all hate you

We're not here beside you and

Stop with the nonsense that

I love you

I never did

I want to see you leave

I never thought that

I would always want to be with you

Bear this in your mind

You don't deserve to be loved

You don't deserve to live and

You don't deserve happiness

I hate you so damn much

You're so wrong on that part that

I want to spend the rest of my life with you,

I don't care about you

You're wrong if you believe that

I always miss you and

I love you

(Now read from bottom to top)

—Nyx Lunare

(P©ttto.)

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Everyday, every hour, every night. That one person just pops out of your mind. Both heart and mind agrees on what you feel. Then, you wonder things such as; "Have you ever thought about me, too?", "Have you ever wondered what I'm doing like how I spend my time thinking about what happens to yours?", or that "Did you atleast even got worried of me like how I'm always with you?" kind of things. Most of the times, you just feel like a wild flower. Wandering around random fields, waiting for something or someone to pick you up and say they are lucky to have you. Yet, no one realizes it presence. Can I ask you? Have you ever actually thought about me, too? Have you ever had a sleepless night where you wonder what I am doing, if I'm alright... It stings how you are a rose that I could feel thorns when I try to make you mine–and so... all I can do is just admire you ceaselessly and serenely. The audacity of me hoping you would atleast worry of me for something deeper even just once... But, how selfish of me.

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The point in your life where you question yourself, why are you gazing upon a certain star when there's millions of them. They say, out of all those, there can be atleast one that's made for you. Notwithstanding, why do you continously gazing up for the one that can never be called yours. Why'd you keep admiring. Why'd you keep reaching it when you know this could just hurt you. A fool, they say.

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Most cries when rain drops pours, it's the opposeite for me. Can I be selfish even just this once?

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… men act and women appear. Men look at women. Women watch themselves being looked at. This determines not only most relations between men and women but also the relation of women to themselves. The surveyor of woman in herself is male; the surveyed female. Thus she turns herself into an object—and most particularly an object of vision: a sight.

John Berger, Ways of Seeing.

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“All the love you have given to the wrong people—it will find its way back to you.”

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Mood: Biking on a rainy with your bestfriend or with the person you like...

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“Writing, to me, is simply thinking through my fingers”

–Isaac Asimov

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“The pessimist sees difficulty in every opportunity. The optimist sees the opportunity in every difficulty”

–Winston Churchill

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“I think w o m e n are foolish to pretend that they are equal to men, they are far superior and always have been”

–William Golding

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“Keep away from people who try to belittle your ambitions. Small people always do that, but the really great make you feel that you, too, can become great.”

–Mark Twain

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“Overnight success is almost always a myth. Half of this industry is luck, and half is the refusal to quit.”

–Victoria Schwab

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There are things better left unsaid. Even if it feels like you got shot in your head. Stabbed 20 times in your chest. Tons of chains around your soul. But better to stay serene of what you feel for you know it's the right thing.

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