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nowmidday · 8 months
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gonna fuck this guy tomorrow then go back starving. will not be back on this blog. dm me on twitter (cr33pbby) if you think i need to know something. just dont use edblr anymore
love yall, stay safe+hydrated
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nowmidday · 9 months
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i went into semi recovery for two weeks and that shit was not worth it wth. back on my fasting bs now tho
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nowmidday · 10 months
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sooo its been a minutee
im mainly on twitter now, but i did want to update my tumblr.
ive been fasting for 98 hours and i feel GREAT. O. M. G. GUYS I FEEL GOOD??? GOOD??? HOW?? IM NOT EVEN HAVING SIDE EFFECTS, MY VISIONS NOT DARKENING AND IM NOT SHAKING WTFFFF
otherwise ive lost 4kg even after a 3 week binge cycle so im proud of that. im hoping to lose 6kg between my next psych appointment and now.
its my dads birthday so i made him a cake and I DIDNT EAT ANY OF THE BATTER! I used to ALWAYS ALWAYS eat the batter/ingredients. and. i. didnt. i feel so in control of myself and my food. im so happy, my bulimia tendencies left me feeling depressed 90% of the time but now im feeling so happy. its crazy
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nowmidday · 1 year
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i keep binging which ends in purging and im trying to break the cycle, but whenever i binge i feel like i have no choice but to fast. like i feel so shit when i dont fast after a binge like its horrible dread and self hatred. i have no clue what to do about it but keep going in this cycle till i somehow manage to break free.
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nowmidday · 1 year
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i don't like saying i have an eating disorder but i definitely have one
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nowmidday · 1 year
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i think ill be sleeping in pretty late because it's 415 rn and I'm not even slightly tired. prob pass put at like 5 or something. gonna watch tv on my phone and write some stuff
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nowmidday · 1 year
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i cant decide between fasting tomorrow or omad
normally its just like fast is the obvious choice but i already told twitter i was doing a omad
i think ill fast till tuesday? two days isnt too bad, esp if my sleep schedule is all wonked up.
probably'll finish saiki k maybe
def gonna web browse for future clothes and maybe ill update measuringkcals for funsies
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nowmidday · 1 year
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i love tumblr but i was gone for so long i forgot the etiquette and now im nervous to post ED stuff
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nowmidday · 1 year
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i have like no fucking energy and im so fucking anxious and all i want to do right now is fucking die
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nowmidday · 1 year
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i love fasting because i get to do all this special stuff as a reward for myself
i get to
~ Listen to my special fasting playlist 💚
~ Watch YT on my special fasting/ed account 🧡
~ Binge watch TV and not feel bad about it (⁠◡⁠ ⁠ω⁠ ⁠◡⁠)
~ Get coffee from Tim Hortons (⁠人⁠ ⁠•͈⁠ᴗ⁠•͈⁠)
~ Play video games for as long as I want 🐢
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nowmidday · 1 year
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if i hadnt eaten yesterday, like i planned, i couldve eaten today.
just gotta make it through another 4 and a half hours and i can go to bed
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nowmidday · 1 year
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maybe if i was skinny he would’ve talked to me today
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nowmidday · 1 year
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im not used to people liking me or liking other people so my reaction to it is to starve
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nowmidday · 1 year
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im backkk
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nowmidday · 2 years
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People be like:
*asigns morals to food*
*normalizes mistreating anyone that is overweight*
*equates eating with indulgence, laziness, disgust, hedonism, etc.*
*makes food something you have to earn*
*refers to the normal effects of food as "consequences"*
"Why people have eat disorder? It must be because vain teenage girl want to be skimny lik model!!"
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nowmidday · 2 years
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yay my bf gonsta break up wit me
binged so it's time to starve
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nowmidday · 2 years
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istg this blog is a fucking roller-coaster
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