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The jump from 2019 to 2024 is sooo violent.

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Franz Kafka, The Diaries of Franz Kafka: 1914-1923

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whisper of the heart - 1995

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STUDIO GHIBLI + BEDROOMS

Kiki’s Delivery Service (1989) Whisper of the Heart (1995) When Marnie Was There (2014) Spirited Away (2001) The Cat Returns (2002) Only Yesterday (1991) The Secret world of Arrietty (2010)

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Ottessa Moshfegh, My Year of Rest and Relaxation

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There'll be a moment when you realise you're 27 when yesterday you were just 17; and you wouldn't be able to tell how a decade passed away and your life got divided into before and afters. The fury of youth will subdue and nothing will really change but everything will feel different when you look at old photographs and blurry videos taken on cheap mobile phones. Scents will remind you of childhood and certain friends you don't talk to anymore, hangouts will become reunions and mom's burnt pie will become the best food you ever had. And I know on some days you won't be able to show anything of those 10 years but I hope you remember to breathe, and let go of the knot in your chest. I hope you go out in the sun and live a little, because tomorrow is 37.

Edit- I added the visualizer for this piece on my YT, check it out here

-Ritika Jyala, excerpt from The Flesh I Burned

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愛でも叫んどこ。

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― Ocean Vuong, On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous

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sometimes even the bad times of your life can feel weirdly nostalgic once it’s all over

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mothers are insane they'll come into your bedroom exhibit mental illness then just leave

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Tumblr is not a social media site, it is a mid-20s crisis center at this point

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the fact that I have to be in the “right headspace” to do even the simplest tasks. absolutely humiliating

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“I want to sleep with you – to fall asleep and to sleep… Simply – sleep. And nothing further. No, also: to burrow my head into your left shoulder, my arm on your right shoulder – and nothing further. No, also: to know even in the deepest sleep that it is you. And also: to hear how your heart resounds. And – to kiss your heart.”

— - Marina Tsvetaeva, from a letter to Rainer Maria Rilke

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Borrow books, share pdfs, email ebooks. Understand that academia is expensive. Make it more accessible, help someone gain knowledge. Dismantle the disparity with second-hand books and hand-me-downs. Share. Share. Share.