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HE’S IN MY STATE

#HE COULD BE HERE REAL SOON #chilchuck tims #chilly chuckles #delicious in dungeon

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the fact that i still have to unlearn shame… like come on that’s literally the most embarrassing thing to not have unlearned yet

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There’s still debate about split attraction on my dash why do you people even care

#there are going to be queer identities you personally do not understand #and that’s ok #that doesn’t make them wrong or bad #complex identities are not somehow ruining the community by confusing the cishets #the bigots see all of us as the same #what’s ruining the community is all this finger pointing and policing going on #excluding the identities you personally don’t like is not helping anyone #it’s just causing us more problems #infighting is exactly what the bigots want because it keeps us from getting anywhere

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btw the thing she couldn’t ignore was someone calling her out for saying anti-depressants/hormone therapy are only perscribed by lazy doctors

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Steve and Eddie both being autistic and not finding out until one of their kids gets diagnosed autistic in the late 2000s.

Turns out when you grow up not knowing you're processing things differently to everyone else, the alarm bells don't go off when your kids do the same. Not for them anyway. Not until a teacher called them to set up a meeting and gently suggested they get their kid assessed.

And while they're at the appointment, after making a few too many comments like "but that's normal right, I did that?" about different things, they end up leaving with a phone number for another doctor. Everything slots into place, they just don’t really know how to start unlearning their masks.

But they try. If not for themselves, for their kid, who they don’t want to grow up learning to detach themself and hide away from the world.

So they figure out how to help each other. They remind each other that stimming is okay and normal, try to set a good example for their kid of letting themselves self-regulate that way. They put time into figuring out everyone in their family's individual sensory sensitivities, and adjust their environments accordingly. They consciously try to be more direct with each other and their kids to avoid pointless misunderstandings. They try to work through the shame they feel when being their true selves around other people.

And they’re not always successful. But they do understand themselves a little better every day.

Plus, seeing their kid be able to grow up unmasked? To be authentically themself, without shame? It's healing. They never got to have that (may never truly have that), but they're gonna make damn sure their kid does.

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3 am is the new 12 am

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playing around to sate my own curiosity. I made her a more yellow toned green, and made her slightly less saturated. Also took away the orange lips

#this looks way better #just changing the skin tone makes a huge difference #I get what they were going for but the color green they chose just looks cheap to me

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warm bread with butter. reblog if you Agree

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Me: I hate gossip

Also me:

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@stcreators event 7 — humor

THE HELLFIRE CLUB + anonymous asks (in/sp/os) (eddie + erica, jeff + gareth, dustin + the freak, mike + eddie)

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stellar graffiti near my apartment

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I bet my art is more inconsistent 😅 also uhhh flutter muffin dash 👉👈

they eepy

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#I’ve heard the word before but have no idea what it is

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requested closeups of the steddie tinder profiles