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is it so bad to want to kill everyone at all times

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“Eye contact is way more intimate than words will ever be.”

— Faraaz Kazi (via quotemadness)

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“I love you” isn’t what you think it looks like. It’s not romantic dates and holding hands. “I love you” is taking care of someone when they’re blackout drunk and throwing up “I love you” is popping back pimples and still kissing through the runny noses winter brings “I love you” is drooling during sex and laughing together “I love you” is being held while violently sobbing because of an anxiety attack “I love you” is discussing what your morning breath smells like with each other “I love you” is “I don’t want to but I will for you and only you.” It’s all the good and the bad and the gross and the beautiful and ugly things about life and embracing that in each other.

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being known is being loved

"i know your pizza order" "you have freckles on your ears" "you make this face when you're tired" "you order green tea on a good day black on a bad day" "you always make that face before you try something" "the tips of your ears turn red when you're angry" "i knew you'd say something" "you must be exhausted to miss the class" "your favorite pie is pumpkin, right?" "i know your phone number, don't worry" "you miss me, i can tell" "you fiddle with your pens when you're bored" "you don't like converse unless they're high tops" "your favorite cereal is cinnamon toast crunch and you first ate it when you were 8"

being known is being loved.

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life is so hard. can someone be soft with me 

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by thatgirlbeth

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Mahmoud Darwish, from Almond Blossom & Beyond: Poems; “Happy, I Know Not Why,”

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I’m not afraid of dying. Pieces of me die all the time.

Sage Francis (via bnmxfld)

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California by debodoes

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If you push me away, I’m not coming back.

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