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In harmony.

#frequency #tunein #space #balance #key #backwardsforwards #digitalart #illustration #neweresth

[neweresth]

Continuum.

#unlimitedpotential #creationofreality #powerofthought #fieldofsynchronicity #intersection #timeless #simultaneous #illustration #digitalart #neweresth

[neweresth]

Insight.

#onefield #leadtobelieve #isitreal #powerofthought #idea #intention #digitalart #illustration #neweresth #extension

[neweresth]

8/March 2024

Sometimes I feel lke I've reached the new/next level of being delusional. Last month was a rollercoaster - I love it, it's beautifully painful. I don't know, maybe I'm just scared - to believe. Everything reminds me of everything. Everything I see in everything. Everything is connected to everything. Everything reminds me of you.

I had no idea I needed a therapy until I was lead to one. I feel like I was lead back to square one. I kind of expected it, and I almost forgot. What are you scared/afraid of? Why? I think I'm scared of life. If you're scared of life - why are you here? I'm tired of rejection. Rejection of oneself. I can feel the potential, but I have no idea how to get it out. I'm tired of healing, but I'm grateful that I can be here - be who I am, even if I have no idea. I'm grateful that I have the opportunity/to have the chance to find the way back to myself. I'm grateful that I can try something new - something I had no idea about - to feel different layers of our existence.

(I was fascinated how every one of them reminded me of someone I've already met in my life. The whole time I felt like I was dreaming.)

For the last two years I didn't meet any new people, except those I work with - so I've decided I wanted to change it this year - to learn how to be friends with my nervousness.

(I've lost count, how many times I have signed up for some sort of dance course in my life - and it left me somehow traumatized every time, and I did it again, kind of hoping for a different result - but for now I'm just frustated'D I just want to learn - how to have fun.)

The spring is slowly coming and it's making me feel excited - to see/to feel how everything grows - blooms - in colour - again.))

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#power #space #hearttoheart #intention #illustration #digitalart #neweresth

[neweresth]

Space of infinite possibilities.

#intertwined #breathe #essence #space #digitalart #illustration #neweresth

[neweresth]

Trust.

#reimagine #illusion #space #digitalart #illustration #neweresth

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#mist #bluejay #intotheotherworlds #parallel #lead #digitalart #illustration #neweresth

[neweresth]

Patience.

#turtle #possibility #space #depth #digitalart #illustration #neweresth

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#horse #universe #spacetime #illusion #echo #sound #digitalart #illustration #neweresth

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#∞ #closer #universe #digitalart #illustration #neweresth

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#universe #lightwaves #listen #givein #digitalart #illustration #neweresth

[neweresth]

1004.

#theotherbeing #otherrealm #all #1612 #digitalart #illustration #neweresth

[neweresth]

Connect.

#horse #haze #6thsun #restoration #reprogram #digitalart #illustration #neweresth

[neweresth]

Notes.

#unlocktheheart #otherwordly #digitalart #illustration #neweresth

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#catalyst #blueprint #nest #digitalart #illustration #neweresth

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#riverflowsinyou #sparkle #invisibleline #healingsounds #digitalart #neweresth #illustration

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#re #lens #throughtheheart #digitalart #illustration #neweresth