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Happy birthday!

thank you, tom!!! 🫶🏼♥️

#harmony's inbox #answered #duaslipas

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birthday gworl 😌🫶🏼

#harmony’s face #selfie tag #face tag #my face #27?! what’s next - 30?!

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it’s my birthday :’)

#harmony speaks

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still here, still vibing

#harmony’s face #selfie tag #listen this filter is my comfort filter idk i want the glasses

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well!

just found out my step brother fucking went through my old phone while it was unlocked, WENT THROUGH MY CAMERA ROLL, AND FUCKING SENT HIMSELF MY NUDES

i feel so disgusted and violated and then it gets worse — i recorded 16 minutes of me confronting him and it’s kind of chilling how calm my voice is the entire time considering how absolutely NOT calm i am actually but i finally got him to either admit the truth or come up with a lie but his story is that he sold my nudes to an ex coworker

let me remind you we both currently work at the same place :-))

i feel so violated right now. i found out because apparently my old phone synced messages with my main phone, and i saw in our thread that something said “seen thursday” and i was like what did i send taylor last thursday, and i scrolled up and it was a video and like 7 nudes of myself and my blood just ran cold because there’s no message history on my old phone which means he deleted the messages which means he knew what he was doing was obviously wrong and he still chose to do it anyway.

i told his mom, my stepmom, and she got mad at ME and said “he can’t entirely be blamed if your phone was unlocked” and i was like even if that’s true that i should have locked it you cannot be seriously telling me that it’s in any way my fault that your son is the kind of person who would send himself his own step sister’s nudes with the alleged intention of selling and distributing them

i feel just so beat down and violated and i couldn’t even muster the strength to yell when i found out, so maybe that scared him even more lol just how rational my voice sounded but i’m fucking PISSED. i didn’t sound like i was angry but i was an i am and i’m hurt and i’m confused and disgusted and i don’t fucking feel safe here anymore???

#harmony speaks #personal #jesus #idk what to do

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Grzimek's Animal Life Encyclopedia: vol. 1 - Lower Animals. Written by Dr. Bernhard Grzimek. 1974.

Internet Archive

1.) Blue jellyfish (Cyanea lamarckii)

2.) Australian box jelly (Chironex fleckeri)

3.) Barrel jellyfish (Rhizostoma pulmo)

4.) Nausithoe rubra

5.) Compass jellyfish (Chrysaora hysoscella)

6.) Moon jellyfish (Aurelia aurita)

7.) Crown jellyfish (Nausithoe punctatais)

#art

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“u look tired” dawg i’m going insane

#yep

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jesus christ how do you fix things when you don’t see any feasible way to fix them

i think i might be losing my job in the next week, but im supposed to be moving out in a few weeks

and i don’t have any way of saving unless i get another job for what - 2 paychecks? - so ill have to do something else, doordash and obviously selling basically everything i own already

i just wish i could fast forward to like 6 months from now and ask “am i okay? am i doing better? does this fear get a tiny bit more manageable, maybe??”

#harmony speaks

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Hi! I came across one of your posts from like 2 years ago about ketamine treatments for treatment resistant depression and it seemed positive, but I couldn’t find an update on your page afterwards. I’m looking into solutions for my own treatment resistant depression so I wanted to ask if you continued to see positive change afterwards and if you think it’s worth it? Feel free to disregard this ask if you’re not comfortable answering! Well wishes 💕

hi i’m sorry i’m answering this so late!! i actually still have some and this ask reminded me i have it — i had done a few ‘treatments’ and personally noticed a positive difference — nothing will truly (for me, at least) ever fully get rid of my depression but again, personally, ketamine really really helped. of course i still have bad bad days but the treatments and experiences i had really made me more loving and understanding towards myself if that makes sense? i’d tried so many other anti depressants that just never fully worked or stopped working but for me, ketamine helped me understand more about myself and how i view things, and i did absolutely notice a positive change. however meditation and therapy are and were helpful as well, and i view ketamine therapy more as a really beneficial tool rather than a full 100% fix — i am in a way better mental place than i was 2 years ago, but i’m still very much depressed if that makes sense? but it’s more of something i can deal with for the most part rather than the all consuming dread i was feeling years ago. and again that’s not to say i don’t have horrible days, the depression i have is very much intertwined in every facet of my being, but i truly believe i have developed ways to manage it better due to the ketamine experiences. the last time i did it about a year ago i cried happy tears because of the realizations i was coming to — i found it a wholly beneficial process especially since a lot of those memories stuck with me and im able to use them moving forward. to give a concrete example, one of my experiences i just felt the most at ease about myself and existence as a whole that i “saw” myself as someone to stop fighting with and stop fighting the bad as much. it’s like i realized i’ll always have bad days, bad weeks even, but the burden will (and always has) lifted (even if it comes back). i don’t even know if half of this makes sense but for me it was a net positive and well worth trying if you were in the same boat as me - just completely a wreck, unable to see much to continue living for. some days i’m struck by the beauty of the world and how i WANT to live and i very much attribute ketamine to that shift in my perception. i hope this answers your question but feel free to ask anything else if i havent or if you have any follow up questions as well!

best of luck to you my sweet anon friend, it may not get better overnight but small steps towards the good every day will add up, i promise you. and maybe someday you’ll realize that it’s gotten 1% easier or 2% easier and that all adds up.

be safe and remember you always have value and are loved even if you don’t feel like it. i’m here for you should you need anything else from me! 🫶🏼

#harmony's inbox #anon #ketamine therapy

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BROOOOO I BINGED HAZBIN HOTEL AND ITS FUCKING AMAZING I NEED TO SCREAM ABOUT IT I FUCKING LOVED IT SO MUCH😭😭😭 oh my GOD

#dude ‘poison’ was so good i cried #harmony speaks

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MY BEST FRIEND AND I ARE MOVING IN APRIL JUST BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY HOLY FUCKKKKK

#I COULD CRY

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Nice tat! a̶n̶d̶ s̶i̶d̶e̶b̶o̶o̶b̶ Good to see your face again too, as gorgeous as ever!

hahahaha thank you my lovely anonymous friend!! i appreciate this so much and it gave me a good laugh too 🫶🏼

#answered #harmony's inbox #anon

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got a new tattoo 🫶🏼

#and i just want more #hehe #was bellaramsey

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guess who’s back 🤔

#it was time for a change back to my best girl

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in paradise 🌺

#long time no selfie ;) #harmony’s face #selfie tag #my face #im having the TIME OF MY LIIIIIFE

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#idk i wanna be more active on here n maybe a url change is the way to do it?? #u know inspire me and whatnot bc i kinda dropped off tumblr for a hot sec here

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That red dress is gorgeous! Congrats on the progress 💖

thank you so much!! i appreciate this 🥹🫶🏼

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