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Poor Things (2023) dir. Yorgos Lanthimos

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my immediate thought after the lights came on in the movie theatre when Bottoms ended

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musings on coffee (pt 1)

Ivan Kolisnyk (Still Life with Coffee), Mahmoud Darwish

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I’m glad that it happened, I mean it Between us, I think there’s something special And if I lose my mental, just hold my hand…

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Do you know how hard I worked for us to have accidental eye contact

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the new the 1975 album is already altering my body’s chemistry. i have listened to about you on repeat for half an hour. i am not who i was when i woke up. matty healy i want to kiss you and also hit you with my car.

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"I think I understand what people mean to each other"

End of the Fucking World (2017) / Keaton Henson, Alright / Richard Siken, Crush/ End of the Fucking World (2017) / Madeline Miller, The Song of Achilles/ Neil Hilborn, A place where someone loves you/ End of the Fucking World (2017)/ Taylor Swift, New Year's Day/ The Front Bottoms, Be nice to me

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sometimes I feel like im bothering people w my very existence.

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when you're at home everything feels depressing, things doesn't seem to go the way i want, not because my parents don't love me but because i feel pressured and called too? even if you're lying on a bed working or Binge watching series, they just think I'm not good enough just because i don't live upto their expectations? my parents often tell me to take a bath, go for a walk, just don't sit around and be on you're weird electronic devices, that scares them. ik they just want better for me, but isn't i am the one to decide that? i choose the field where I've to sit and work.

even if everyone else appreciate you or your work you just can't seem to appreciate yourself. demeaning? yes. but how can you feel good about yourself when all you heard as a child is that you aren't just good enough. because of all the beauty standards society has. to be honest that doesn't even bother me, ik I've a better taste then majority of population, wow, narcissistic enough? but that's the thing i think things and even if i said them out loud to my parents they wouldn't understand that. but still they support me, weird right? ik people have expectations that you'll do good (whatever they consider good is) specially form their own child, to get married to a better person who looks good and has money that can support me, but isn't that my duty too?

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All time ever does is pass

and all you ever do is remember.

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#Spotify

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When I was some years younger, I promised myself, "I'd become the one I've always wanted to be. I'd find myself and walk back home, into peace and comfort." And now I've realized I've come so far on my way that I can see the changes, I can thank my old self and I can walk ahead and reach the home called 'Me'.

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V special one

#playlist #spotify #the secret history #litrature #art #poetry #books #classics #rocknroll #mordenrock #Spotify

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#greek mythology #litrature #art blog #artists on tumblr #greekromanart #poetry #artwork #egyptian mythology #the picture of dorian gray #dorian gregory #gothic #vintage #oscar Wilde #gothic era #the secret history

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pull her hair away from her neck to kiss it