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Draco “and I wouldn’t marry me either” malfoy,
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Harry “but I’d marry you with paper rings” potter
#draco malfoy#draco x harry#drarry#i love you taylor#taylor swift#youre losing me#youre welcome#it’s 3am#i have a headache#i have tears in my eyes
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Drarry must read fanfics
Let me know if you have any specific requests or suggestions these are just recs I’ve been previously asked for🌈✨
•Draco with a praise kink 🦋
• must read smut❤️🔥
• cute draco🧚🏻
#draco malfoy#drarry#draco x harry#praise#praise kink#soft draco#bottom draco#top harry#fic stuff#rec list#smut#drarry smut#daddy kink
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Harry: it’s actually very sad to talk about but I was abused at my home.
Draco: lol me too
#drarry incorrect quotes#drarry#draco x harry#draco malfoy#harrry potter#wtf man#seriously#i need therapy
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I do not own Harry Potter but Draco Malfoy sure does.
#drarry#wattpad#harry potter#i have no regrets#i read too much fanfic#draco malfoy#this was a bad idea#harco#draco x harry#girls that get it get it#girls that don’t don’t
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Draco: oh what a tradgedy. The room we are stuck in appears to have only one bed. We just might have to share it potter.
Harry: but Draco there’s clearly two beds in here.
Draco (taking out and flickering his wand): well not anymore.
#incorrect quotes#draco x harry#drarry#drarry incorrect quotes#harry potter#draco malfoy#hp text post#hp fandom#one bed trope
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‘Tis the damn season
•Prologue•
*This is a soulmate au where once you turn 16 and catch the eyes of your soulmate you start seeing the world around in colours for the very first time.*
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".... and the road we swore to never take looks real
good now"
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Author's Point of view
Draco was only five when he realised his father's infidelity to his faithful mother who loved and adored his father from the depths of her heart. They both saw the world in black and white only heard stories of the beautiful colours that surrounds the surface of the earth, they were always a stranger not to the numerous tales of the the unforgettable beauty of nature that stamps itself on your mind and once the colours are filled in the empty minds as they leave everyone in a stance of amusement but to the colours themselves.
Often times he was told that when he would see the colours from his very own eyes he won't be able to do much to contain his amusement and not be smitten; fathomed with all that laid underneath the shadow of the black and white world his mother and father saw.
As a child he grew up trying to reason with himself the reasons for the various fights that occurred like a daily chore in his home. Maybe the reason they fought so much was because they knew they weren't each other's happily ever; they weren't each other's soulmate but a minuscule part of him knew that was only the tip of the iceberg of the numerous problems their ship was trying to sail away from to remain up float.
He knew no matter how much his parents once were in love; were once the reason behind each other's joy had died out a long time back and all they were today were two beings upholding the standards of the malfoy's.
He didn't know exactly when their loving words that danced on the tip of their tongues turned into insults with disgusted scowls maybe because it all went down before he even took his first breath into a world that promised him happiness and recognition.
He wasn't a coward or a liar to his feelings when they would affect himself, he was never one to let his feelings be the cuffs that holds him back from being the one he was supposed to be; from playing the role his father had dedicated and written him the script for before he stepped a foot out in the world, so he'd admit even if it was just to himself that he was afraid of loving someone other than his yang or the one assigned to him by heaven itself, scared that he was one day going to end up like his parents. It wasn't the colours his eyes craved to see; it was happiness but his father never approved of his thinking and was often repugnant with his simple choice and Draco in this one crucial decision of his life and only this decision of his life aggrieved against his father.
The look of disappointment that dawned his father's face was not unnoticed by him but he couldn't bring it in himself to one day be like his father and put up a constant fight to the one person who he chose and swore to spend eternity with.
After every ruthless fight his mother was left picking up every piece, the broken shards of glass that scarred his mother's once flawless hands and he believed that maybe after some time her hands got numb to all the pain but the blood never seemed to stop flowing, it left a permanent mark on the marbled floor. Stained his childhood crimson a colour that was unknown to him but the feeling wasn't .
There was never a moment he saw his father pleased with him, his mother and their home but the hope in his childhood body burnt like a spark of fire that ignited for awhile; a long yet lone one to say.
He had high hopes that maybe one day his father would care about the world of daydreams and fantasies he built and play his part, play the role like he had been playing for his father for years. But the father he wished for never came, all that was left was a father whose eyes held disappointment and disgrace along with his mother's hollow soul who he believed loved the boy who never grew up too much.
Time turned the flame in his soul to ember and he realised his childhood issues put a mask on his eyes, that changed his view on marriage to someone other than one he is meant to be with. The issues as he liked to call them ran deeper in his veins and the roots grew steady in the ways he loved ever again.
It left him careworn trying to suppress the unpleasant memories in the back of his mind but alike everything he often did; he failed miserably at the task. It affected himself more than he ever brought on, more than what met the naked eye and more than just love. He was always left trying to paint himself a person he truly never was all in hopes to impress his father who only acknowledged his presence as the heir to the Malfoy's ,someone who ought to uphold his reputation and carry out the hierarchy of the Malfoy's. He was a candy for the eyes to his father, someone who was only appreciated out in broad daylight, he was everything that built and bonded the reputation granted to the Malfoy's but never a son.
#drarry#draco malfoy#harry potter#soulmate#sixth year#alternate universe#draco fanfiction#draco x harry
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Right where you left me
Arcade (chapter 7)
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An: i usually avoid writing these but its my BIRTHDAY today so hehe.
*these are Beastboy's thoughts and the 'him' is a reference to Damian*
Narrator's P.O.V (Point Of View)
He laid on the green comforter baffled as all of his thoughts jogged around his memories; the joy and the grief, all of it. The times he found happiness in the least all because he grew from the worst; the bliss of waking up to the happy chattering, pointless question of his friends and blazing alarms. The times he remained content.
Today was not one of those days; not one of the days he found a way to avoid, to distract himself from the memories he kept reminiscing on, kept going back to even after all the rejection. The times where his mind wandered off to the same question
'If it was supposed to be their fairy tail then why did she let him in ?' He always gave himself the same answer yet it never nourished his broken heart, bloomed his wilted thoughts. He needed to realise that two made a whole, filling up a half with daydreams of desire could never achieve a pair of one.
It was so hard on his mind and his body, his heart and his soul trying to realise she has someone in her heart who isn't him and possibly never was.
He hated this feeling of envy to someone he didn't know; he needed to take accountability of his thoughts and control his toxicity towards a person he never took a chance to meet. He kept looking back on the past finding solace in times when he was the only prince in her life even when he knew that time was a delusion he created.
5 years ago...
He looked at his four acquaintance as excitement rattled through his body and flowed through his veins. It was hard to believe someone had accepted him after all the torture and the pain he had to endure in his life. He had found himself a fraternity. It was all finally coming to a fresh beginning, a new page.
A new chapter was unfolding in front of his eyes in a book filled with angst. It seemed to him as if all the grief had led to this very moment-led to this tower with two cool dudes and two beautiful ladies. It never helped that both the woman of the house were nose bleedingly gorgeous and breathtakingly perfect, it very well might have been his hormones speaking up for him but he didn't care he was happy to be there, happy to be there with them- all of them.
He found each acquaintance of the house unique and attractive in specific ways yet one was more intriguing than the rest; more mysterious, a puzzle he couldn't put together supported by her eccentric behaviour. Her name was Raven. He was indecisive about his opinions towards her at first, he had days he wished to crack her up along with her fickle behaviour towards people there were days where he wanted to give up and accept defeat let triumph shove a tongue in his face as he sulked in a disaster of his thoughts.
Yet he continued on, let that special something draw him towards her, tie their souls together with an invisible thread thereby he continued his observation and obsession with her.
Told her jokes took any chance he had to spend time with her until they became friends with misunderstandings ever so often trying to break their iron grip but it never mattered when he knew they would always find the sunlight behind those grey clouds; it never mattered when he knew they would find it together.
4 years ago...
It was intimate the small gestures he made towards her or anyone yet it never felt that way. Not to him. It was always natural with his behaviour of expressing his feelings through his hugs and touch rather than words.
Like the lingering moment beneath their wandering gaze towards the gleaming stars tinkling in the dark night. They were setttled in a comforting silence- a rare occasion with his mouth that never seemed to shut up. Yet none of them had to speak anything both dazzled by the beauty of the stars that lit up the black sky.
Living in the tall tower isolated from the town had its perks and one of them had to be the view; the experience of sunrise in the dawn, sunset and the stars in the night sky.
He let his brain drift in a thoughtless wreck just lying on the concrete beneath him with his forearm as pillow.
He suddenly felt a feather light weight ponder down on his shoulder he looked up a bit crooked from his state towards the long map of the roof only to be met with tufts of lavender hair lying on his shoulder as the owner swept away in a peaceful slumber.
He let a smile grace his lips as he continued to enjoy the view until Raven wasn't the only one sleeping peacefully on the top of the roof.
3 years ago...
He laid on the bed, white sheets spread through it's surface as grimacingly intoxicating scent of medicine hit his nose like a donation to his million dollar headache. He tried to find some comfort in the the growing pain only to be met with a harsh tug of a hand.
"Ouch rae that hurt" he complained
"Not my fault you stole robin's bike once again and drove it so recklessly around the town" he wasn't expecting a reply yet her witty remark was no surprise to him too.
"I thought your doctors magic was supposed to heal my head completely" he whined out his voice showcasing the true depth of his pain.
Like most of his painful quarrels this was again unheard by her tone deaf ears as she occupied herself with his head and let her eyes reply to the remark shooting a harsh glare his way before she spoke her feelings out in words too.
"I can't completely heal you Beastboy you know that, now stop whining like a child we both wouldn't have been here if it wasn't for you not wearing a helmet"
"I couldn't have rae it would ruin my handsome looks- he added a dramatic sigh for good measures before starting from where he left off-besides no one like helmets if they did they would be called heaven-mates " he cracked up on his own joke for a second forgetting about the world as tiny droplets of tears fell from his eyes his mouth cracking up with his echoing laughter.
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" the self control I have over my hand right now to not hit you over the head is just as strong as the displeasure of every girl after seeing you "
"Hey I'm handsome and you know it" eyebrows wiggle
"Never mind I'm hitting you on the head"
2 years ago...
He thought she was cute. It didn't help that he had started possessing a minuscule crush on her over the course of the years he spent with her. He adored everything she did, he noticed her presence before herself. He found her stunning even after a fight with the green gooey monster that haunted their town. He adored it all the arguments and the moments, the hugs and the swats it was always a bonus of being with her; a combination of the evil and the pure, a combination of the yin and the yang.
Though none of these things altogether could build up to the one thing, that one action,the one feeling his body adopted when she blushed. Yes it was raven's blush that he reckoned the most spectacular. He'd only seen her blush one time in the 3 years they spent together, it didn't help the blush that adored her puffy cheeks was not reciprocation to one of his corny pickup lines but this time he hoped to make the above statement true.
"Hey rae"
No reply
He would continue anyways he was used to her methods of disrupting his profound confidence.
"I was blinded by your beauty,
I will need your number and name for insurance purposes" he said a cheesy grid that settled on his face but it fell as quickly as it stood as his met her obviously annoyed expression with the compliment of an eye roll. Well he could always give it another shot he decided.
"Don't get scared if a fat guy with a white beard kidnaps you tonight,
I told Santa what I wanted"
"That was an original" was her sarcastic remark
Hey what if he stole it from a guy on tik tok it was the feelings and effort that mattered... right? He heard the red alarm blaze once again signifying their call of duty. It was alright he would bring himself enrapture in the fact she responded... for now.
1 year ago...
They were fighting again all because of him. A stranger who managed to ruin their-his life to it's full extent or at least that's what he wished to believe, that's what gave him a break from those dreadful nights, that's what made him consume the food without having the urge to pile it out above all that's what made him stop blaming himself. He knew it was never late enough to step back and let the harsh realisation hit him; slap him with all its worth. But with at what cost? It would be hard upon him, it would crack him up and he was not ready for that. Yet he knew all along in his mind that he could live without her love but never without her. So he'll just protect her from afar hope for the best anything to prevent him from losing her, anything to see her presence each day leave this argument behind them stay up at nights to make sure she was safe that's all after all he could do with breaking her happiness.
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Right where you left me
All too well (chapter 6)
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Damian's P.O.V (Point of view)
I laid sprawled on my bed, silk sheets covered the soft mattress as my head nestled between the comfort of my pillows. I tossed from one side to another, my thoughts running wild and loose like the wind. The lingering confession kept me up, the memories haunting my mind yet something about them felt like home. A feeling welcomed by the whole of my body yet my brain to this very moment found it hard to comprehend the words, the feelings and worst of all the knowledge of it all being mutual.
I tried to relish some memories - some without her, some that didn't quiet break me and increased the weight that grazed upon my shoulders; like a dagger to my throat forcing me to keep reminiscing, the regret of knowing your hand could have saved another's body and in my case saved this turmoil and the irrevocable ending. I gave up not long after not having the strength to fight this deepening urge as a minuscule part of me knew it wasn't the lost strength yet my heart that wanted to look back at the times I was truly happy.
I let myself walk through the memory lane once again and no matter how much I tried to avoid the feeling they always graced my face with a smile and a flutter of my heart after all the feeling of being loved for once in life, the feeling of someone wanting your company not your ability and in my heart I hoped that someone remained Raven forever.
Flashback #1
I sat cross legged on the corner bench of a cafe in jump city a recommendation of my very annoying adopted brother;Grayson. It was not a moment in time where he would shut his mouth and not ponder upon the cafe and the amazing poets. An annoying acquaintance (anyone who shall befriend Grayson counts as an annoying being) of him had mentioned it to him the hatred for my dear brother Grayson had always been there yet right now his acquaintance an annoying one I may add was on the run to beat it.
I let out a grunt as much as I took an amusement out of these poetry sessions. I preferred them in the comfort of my home not in some noisy street, bustling crowds who dispossessed the ability to shut up and worst of all the presence of other humans.
I let myself relax as I shut off my mind to block out the loud chattering into incoherent whispers until there was a complete silence. I was brought back out of my delusion with a loud bang of the door. I looked up towards the person who had the nerve of disrupting my meditation only to be met with a woman who looked baffled, interested I took a note on further inspecting her. I could pin point the girls features;she had black raven hair and a pair of dazzling amethyst eyes which stood out due to her inhuman pale skin.
She walked towards the back seat her steps all looking graceful until she slipped and hit pieces of shattered glass lying on the floor unnoticed by her, me and many others. I let my disappointments in the crew and the customers seep through my voice yet I took a note of hiding my concern. I helped her up, picking her bridal style as I inspected and took a care of her wounds each and every one that scarred her smooth skin. I wasn't too sure about why I had the urge to aid her, with any other I would have left the matter on their own but something about it, about her felt right. We got lost in a conversation about a competition i could care less about when I was with her. I couldn't recall much. I was amused by her and how she astonished me with her each move, I observed her as we created a bond that day. We became friends.
Flashback end
That was our first encounter filled with blissful memories and a happy ending yet that soon changed when this friendship began to blossom into feelings;feelings I was too afraid to stand up to, feelings that were to stay out of my locked up heart.
Flashback #2
"I-I love you"
As soon I heard the three dreaded words my whole world had seemed to come to a halt, a decision unbeknownst to me yet I couldn't control my own body. I lost control of my own nerves let my heart pound at an unnatural pace to every human. I was afraid of my own feelings but now that hers were stumbled upon me the dagger through my heart was replaced with a boulder crushing me with each passing second.
More over the fact that someone so perfectly gorgeous wicked and smart could choose me was a great surprise. It was disgusting to me how I was afraid to love her how I was such a coward.
My morals taught me to overcome my own fears yet the years of assassin training led me to look towards emotions as a threat, a possible fear in my mind; like an arch nemesis made for my brain. I was always taught to fight my fears off. If I said the words back would I become a loser ? Would I lose in a battlefield against something I achieved victory in throughout all these years ? She expected an answer and the disgusted look on my face was probably not it.
I heard the whisper of her smooth voice yet something was not right I couldn't make the words she said but I could feel the mourning in her voice and that was enough to break me before I could respond she left.
She left me sitting on the chair as my brain took a moment to comprehend the situation. Come in face to face with the fact she left me forever. I should have felt the bliss of being triumph to not have expressed my feelings yet in that very moment all I felt was an immense ache circulating throughout my body like blood from heart.
Flashback end
Nothing was going right about the day these feelings were discovered they continued munching on all my happiness taking away my light until it was all shade. Why when she provided me with immense happiness did these memories suffice the quiet opposite ? Worst of all why were they not leaving me even when she's gone ? I switched through the channels, words were formed yet no sentences came from the television due to my indecisive switching. I finally stumbled upon a news channel who was displaying her along with her team. My sole attention was focused on her movements, her injuries and her victories.
I wanted to switch the channels yet my body froze seeing her there standing and fighting gave me a sense of pride. I looked at her with a distinct look in my eye still too confused, agitated and worst of all in adoration. My heart churned and twisted in knots each tighter than before I struggled to untangle them, my breath quickened until it was in short gasps as I started panicking until I suddenly felt a hand on my shoulder distracting me from the tsunami of my emotions. I looked up at the culprit who touched me to be met with icy ocean eyes of my own father.
Finally getting a hold of my emotions and breathing, I asked "yes?"
"You seem to be fond of her very much"
He asked with his usual monotone starting off at the screen his eyes occupied by her. On any day this attitude would have been the least of my bothers but today it struck every nerve of my body.
"Does that bother you. I hope not, cause this should be the least of your concerns" I spat back
"It's not that Damian, I might not showcase my emotions towards you very much- "you never show your emotions towards me" I cut him off staring at the screen with a bored expression. Yet he started again seemingly ignoring my wordings-as I was saying I have been a bit low in showcasing any affection towards you but believe me I'm learning, learning to express these feelings towards you; all of you, all because of Selena who passed this advice onto me as a lover and now I wish to pass this piece information to you as a father you shouldn't be scared of emotions they might break you but they behold the power of healing you and with the right person you shall be able to overcome the worse"
"Goodnight father" I bid my farewell to him not wanting to hear the end of the conversation but just maybe considering his words if only for a few minutes.
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Right where you left me
Afterglow (chapter 5)
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I stepped inside the common room my steps low on the cabin floor as it creaked under my step. I tried not to wake my friends from their slumber but upon my entering I was met with the glow of a bulb that left me ambushed as I heard footsteps pacing around the hall, seemingly nonsense muttering left the owners lips too drawn in their thinking.
I froze before gathering the courage I looked up to the source of panic to be met with a baffled Beastboy, deep diving in his thoughts as he barely noticed my presence in the hallway. I dare not move forward and give myself away yet some part of me wished he would notice, a beating of my heart I couldn't call out and without much thinking I took a step forward as he finally took a note of my presence.
I saw a pure look of relief register his face as the wave of panic abjured his body. He bolted towards me and captured me in his arms yet once again but this time, I found myself embracing him back as I let the woes leave my body as I float in this river of comfortness he offered along with the bitter feeling of being vulnerable, jumping in the deepest highs, standing up high in the lows, a confident so profound encouraging me to face my worst but remember my best. It was different to how Damian always made me feel comfortable and never pressured me an understanding I longed for, a reliance I craved, a partner I knew I'd have no matter what or so I thought but here I was in Beastboy's presence all together the opposite of Damian, quiet like us and right now I craved them both; all the bittersweet taste all together.
I broke loose from my parade of thoughts as a husky voice of cry started talking, a banter caused by me.
"I'm so sorry rae, I don't know why everything I try to do to make something better makes it worse I don't know how I turn the glitter into dust just know im so sorry for acting like a complete fool please don't leave me please" he begged the last part into a choked sob that made me feel a ache in the depths of my heart a clench I knew too well.
I broke the hug and put my hands up to his cheeks forcing him to draw his eyes and meet mine his eyes brimmed with dissenting tears his mouth in a tiny frown that almost made him look cute I tried to draw out words yet the feeling of him staring at me even if forcefully gave me a dizziness that my body welcomed.
But at the very moment the thoughts crowding my head differed so much the feeling of the guilt that inched towards my body with each passing moment, the dreadful reality knowing that I was the one who caused him this turmoil, made him feel it was his fault when I was too fickle to understand and too indecisive to stick on an opinion.
"It's not your fault, nothing was your fault. It's all on me I was the one who pushed you out, I was the one who held you accountable for something I control I was the one who burned our friendship down; I am the one who always burned us down and I just want you to know I will not let you trip yourself in the void I created you don't deserve that no one does. Just please don't leave me I don't think my heart and mind can afford that hurt"I whispered the last part in agony and grief
I wanted him to yell, scream, cry take a step to break this uncertainty of my heart as I asked myself the question once again why did he make me so vulnerable, his touch healed my broken soul yet a part of me wanted him to stop just to reminisce the memory of my old love.
I adored the silence and the lingering whispers that it offered yet at the very moment I despised that it existed, he brought a hand forward and cupped my cheek wiping strands of the acid rain I never noticed that leaked past my eyes
"Don't you dare take the blame again, it takes two to conquer a quarrel k? Let's just leave it all behind us we are here for each other today and forever and that's the only thing that matters at the very moment"
I had a urge to point out that the future can be predicted by no one but at the very moment his words made sense and I felt myself let loose, take my flight and let a smile etch on my lips a we let the moment slip.
//Time skip//
We were now settled on the couch in a silence so awkward when Beastboy broke it.
"So whatcha ya wanna do ?"
I looked at him void of any expression but he seemed not to care lost in his own thoughts.
"Ohhhh how about 21 questions" I looked at him my head tilted to the side, eyebrows furrowed together nose scrunched up confused about his words.
He chuckled at my expression before starting his long drawn explanation about the game I decided to invest my time in the game and the questions began)
"Let's start simple, what's your favourite colour?"
He questioned and I answered the game went on back and fourth for 21 questions till it was all over yet none of us moved as we prayed the game would go on for a little longer.
Our eyes met in an awkward stare, and i loved it we moved inch by inch our faces growing closer. None of us made a move to head forward yet we wanted to and the very realisation dawned upon me I was falling for my green teammates my best friend my shoulder to cry on it should have scared me, made me run away, build up the broken wall of my mind but I didn't do that, none of that tantrum? the succumbing of my mind, the earthquake of emotions inside my head could affect the happiness of my heart not today when I saw love from an angle of light, when I saw love not alone drawing my lips to his cheek I bid my goodbye and moved towards the exit the anticipation of a great sleep I was sure I'd have.
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Right where you left me
Champagne problems (chapter 4)
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My mind clogged like a drainage not cleaned in years thoughts rusting my once iron heart as I felt myself run away yet once again. I never was a marathon runner but I had already ran enough to lose the ability to stop inflicted by my sore heart that was in fatigue once again.
I stared at the oak wood window, the gorgeous tapestries of the drawed out curtains hanging towards the edge as I watched the sun settling towards the end of the cities slowly sinking into the water. The end of the day symbolised my failure at overcoming the emotions of agitatation that filled my mind and trapped me in a mundane life. I wished to meet my old self once and relish the feeling of a hopeless love when I cherished the presence of it all. Branches of hope breaking and crumbling under my touch as I failed to recover.
I moved towards the window the moon rising in it's glory. I open the untouched window dapples of moonlight along with the airy wind came in contact with my face. I took my leap towards the outside world, the crashing waves beneath my feet, the ocean as blue as ever.
Not much later I found myself drifting again the memories of a beautiful rose destined to wilt, the impoverishment of my once rich emotions as I felt myself fall enjoying the flight until harsh struck of the hard concrete. I loathed the fact I felt the way I did, the fact I 'the ice queen' fell deep and hard for someone who shall never be mine.
Flashback #3
"Would you mind accompanying me to the wayne gala held this year ?" Damian asked confidence in his speech but I felt myself read the emotion he never wished to showcase; nervousness.
"Is this your lame way of asking me to a date ?" I asked a smile playing on my lips as these banters of playful conversation became a normal part of our conversations.
"You wish roth" came his playful retorting reply yet I found my heart clench a little at his words as I tried my best to ignore the seeping pain.
"Well then why take me ? Go to a bar I'm sure half of the women bet you even men will agree on your proposal " I asked putting on an act of mock hurt at least that's what I intend to tell myself, I had the urge to say yes but held back, wanting to tease him for all I could.
" Your adequate company unlike the 100 fools who would accompany me for my money, would be nice besides you do get to accompany Me" he said a gentle teasing yet sincere smile playing on his lips. My eyes glint up as I lost the urge to hold back my answer and squealed out a sloppy 'YES'.
Flashback end
I looked towards the shore as I got ready to step in the urban areas of town. Not wanting to draw too much attention I let myself gracefully step on the floor as I ventured in through footsteps.
I found myself looking at the intricate structures of the town I wouldn't have usually noticed, the niceties of the beautifully designed architectures and the stars shining in their wholesome glory.
I stayed calm not at my upmost but not at my lowest. The pin drop silence of my thoughts and environment filled a sensation of calmness throughout my body.
The moment was a short lived as a screeching of a man rang throughout my ears. I bobbed my head side to side with a determination of saving the poor soul from the crime committing sinister.
I let my powers seap through as I searched on high alert for the emotions of the criminal and victim. Once I located the emotions of dismay, fear and mischief. I teleported to the source my powers ready for any and all sort of action.
I stepped out of the portal as I vigorously looked around for the presence when a movement was caught by the back of my eye. I carefully took each step towards the ever growing noise.
I finally found the gang of two men with a gun, as one of them stood with a draped arm over the neck of the victim while the other arm held a gun to the victim's head.
"If you accommodate the desire to live leave the man alone" I said in my most threatening voice possible. One of the man lunged towards me ready to punch me but before he could utter a move I caught his hand mid air kicking him off in the nearest wall. He hit the wall as unconsciousness gloomed over him but nothing major. I drew my attention to the man in front of me his legs trembling in fear as he attempted to pull the trigger on his mark; me. But Before he could my powers engulfed him along with his gun mid air as I put him into a dreamless slumber and got onto my job of informing the cops.
I suddenly heard footsteps echo throughout building I focused my attention to the victim who stepped towards me a grateful smile of his mouth that didn't quiet reach his eyes.
I stared at him curiosity invaded my mind a brow arched on my face as the guy continued to move forward until I felt his breath near my ear.
Before I could process his actions I heard a whisper echo through my ear "Thank you for falling in the stupid trap" and with that I was slammed with a force of no match to a normal person into a glass wall shards of glass sticking on my back my vision hazed as I felt him change into a oh so familiar orange and black suitt.
He picked a device from the notch of his belt as I desperately attempted to make out the words through my dizzy state "I have got her she was easier than expected thanks to these two fools"
The talk went on for a few more moments as I tried to find my centre. He started stepping towards me once again as soon as he was close enough I unleashed my powers onto him.
He broke the several layers of concrete and glass before settling about 3 kilometres away, a perfect moment to run away but I had already used the left of my energy and judging by his movements he didn't look hurt.
He stepped towards me once again his hand gripping a gun as if his life depended on it an angered expression on his features.
And then a boom. A shot echoed throughout the building but I didn't feel implication of any pain I looked upward towards a shadowy figure. I tried to sit up but the misery of my back restricted my each and every movement.
My unknown saviour steeped towards me each stepped placed carefully on the cobblestone until he was close enough.
"I am" he stumbled in words for a moment before continuing "a skilled assassin but you shall not worry I will not inflict any harm towards you"
I almost giggled at the choice of his words but held back, he offered me his hand which I gladly accepted. He then set me down crossed legged, Indian style as he took his time in carefully picking out each and every piece of glass, no interaction took place between us, the night dead silent yet somehow comfortable.
"My name is raven, from the teen titans" he gazed up at me a tiny lift of his lips filled with reassurance I didn't think I required until that very moment. He then out of the blue took his cape in hand and in a sudden motion tore a piece off.
"What are you doing ?" I questioned but I wasn't met with an answer yet a warm feeling of the ripped cape tenderly being draped around my back as a sort of bandage.
He moved towards my torso as to tie the deal, our eyes met for a moment as I felt myself relish a whole another person in him and a scenario I knew all too well.
"You're all taken care of I would suggest you apply antiseptic to these wounds if you want them to actually recover" with that sentence he rushed out agitated as I stood there crestfallen.
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Happiness (chapter 3)
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Flashback #2
His eyes stared deep into mine as I felt myself loose all the strings attaching me to this world; to this jumble of a reality. His eyes drifted to my plump lips. I tried not to fall, my knees buckling up as a smirk found it's way on his oh so gorgeous face. His hand secured me in a place disapproving of any movement I could have made not that I owned the ability of walking away in the first place. Not with his eyes staring at me inside out. Breaths came through my mouth in pants as I hungrily sucked the air back in my lungs and tried my best to look elegant and hold onto some sanity as my mind stooped and heart raced.
He inched closer until a pinch of gap was left between us as he left me wishing for more. The reality of this situation gained upon me as I caught myself understanding his true intentions and not long after I found myself drifting towards him closing the only digits of atmosphere separating us. I found my hands travelling up to his hair and tangling in the loose strands. Realisation dawned upon me as I let a smirk fall on my mouth; I did it; I had rolled the dice I was the daughter of satan after all, he was right angel didn't quiet fit right.
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My eyes darted open as I tried adjusting to the blinding light as flickers of the dappled light fell on my skin. I felt the goosebumps rushing through my body. Gasps of breath escaped my gaping mouth as I tried to get familiar with my surroundings. I found myself questioning the situation once again; was I forever gonna live in this delusion? Was I ever going to face reinvention of myself to a person who had the will to fight- fight this sour feeling in my heart ? Was I ever going to get over the disbelief knowing life showed its darkest colours to me at a time I didn't expected with an emotion I never desired. I looked at my window as sunlight from the sun stared back at me with it's blinding light and realisation dawned upon me I didn't draw the curtains open last night. Then who did?
"Morning rae" came the high pitched voice of none other than my shoulder to cry on of the nightfall before.
"What are you doing here ?" I asked tilting my head sideways, confusion evident on my facial and vocal features.
"Not the greeting I was hoping for but I'll let it slide" he said in an almost hurt voice as I felt his face betray any true evidence of the profound emotion.
"I got breakfast for you, you know like breakfast in bed" he said softly his eyes gleaming and twinkling with excitement like a child as he moved forward his hands carrying the weight of the culinary, the sinfully delicious looking waffles placed on top as maple syrup dripped from the edges making a puddle of magical heaven.
"Thank you" I whispered softly to him as a feeling of comfort washed over me drowning me in happiness as I found myself feeling joy for once in this void of sorrow I have been living in.
I ate the breakfast slowly enjoying the taste of this magnificent glory in every bite as they somehow managed to get better after each bite.
"Mmm. Who made these? These are so heavenly" I spoke out my thoughts to Beastboy the taste still lingering on my mouth as the now finished plate sat on bed side table.
"Well I'll give you a hint: it's someone you know, who is really handsome" he said wiggling his eyebrows as strands of his messy hair fell in his vision. He watched me intently as I decided to join his joke of a comment after all two can play a game.
"Someone I know? So he is obviously not you uhhhhh AQUALAD, is he here? omggggg!!"I said fake enthusiasm dripping in my voice as I looked at the disappointing and angry look adoring his features when in the blink of an eye a mischievous glint replaced it.
In the motion of a movement, I felt myself being held back on the soft mattress my back pushing in the mattress as his body pushed into mine. My wrists were pinned together in an iron grip by a hand of none other than Beastboy. My breathing sped up as I adored his facial features his Cheshire grin and twinkling eyes so deep I could almost drown. He inched closer to me his breath lingering on my neck as he whispered in my ear his voice smooth "hmmm so am I not hot ?" He questioned as I shook my head a minuscule smile playing on my lips as he looked at me once again with no hint of amusement or surprise as the feeling left me disappointed, before one of his hand found it's way to my stomach and a battle between his tickles and my legs shaking with laughter began.
I giggled unable to stop, a few objects circled in the air as I pleaded for him to stop through my fits of laughter.
"I will, once you agree that I'm handsome and you are just afraid of the truth" not having the power to bear this painful torture any more I spoke through my laughter "I think your handsome now stop" the tickling finally stopped as he looked at me straight in the eye his bare hand laid still on my abdomen as I tried to calm myself and the emotions going haywire inside of me.
He suddenly inched closer to me as I felt my body froze, his body radiating his powerful affection as he drawed his lips closer to mine and I felt the temperature of the room suddenly drop. I found myself questioning my intentions, this was a crime worse than anyone out there was I really using one of my closest friends as a getaway car- a rebound ? I felt the sudden wish of ending this escalating friendship when a voice broke my tripping thoughts.
"Your so beautiful rae, has anyone ever told you that ?" He questioned thinking out loud as he throwed these harmless words my way at least harmless for him. The guilt clawed at my heart as I watched myself become the same ache I have been repulsing to someone for me it was a turmoil of emotions the memories haunting me once again the words of a game I have lost so much in played once again, the many flying objects in the room fell to the floor as the sound of objects breaking echoed throughout the room but I could care less as I pushed away Beastboy both physically and emotionally creating a barrier I felt the sudden desire to have.
Dividing us once again letting the pain I once thought of as ours crawl back in me as this conversation became a weapon pointing my deepest hurt. I wasn't going to hurt him, I couldn't hurt him not after all he has done for me. With one final glance his way I said the words he anticipated and I felt the deepening urge to say "I-I think you should leave"
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Important: since this is a love triangle alternate chapters will be dedicated to the ships aka bbrae and damirae yet it is important to read each chapter for understanding of the plot.
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Cruel summer (chapter 2)
After that mental breakdown I came to a decision of laying in my bed and taking the time to calm my sore body and relax some of my tensed nerves.
I was tired but sleep didn't quite come to me; things were rushing through my head all jumbled up as I found it hard to find a complete picture nothing quite fitting in this mystery created by my mind; everything was just scrape pieces of memory my mind blocking out all the horrors as I looked through a rose stained glass towards the many red flags.
I tried to relish some memories - some without Damian, some that didn't quiet break me but I gave up not long after, not having the strength to fight this ever growing urge.
As the urge deepened I found all my thoughts and intentions swirling around him once again.
Flashback #1
I sprinted towards my favourite cafe in a hurry not intending to miss the poetry of one of my most adored poets; I had been pretty calm at the beginning of the day as I followed my usual chores soon came afternoon when I decided it was time to get ready and take my leap as my thoughts went to the cafe, ready to relax and cherish the sweet moment, the hushed whispers of the delightful poetry. I was jolted out of my daydream when red alarm started blaring and Robin took an intention of calling an emergency meeting.
Sometimes i just wondered why did things like this always happen to me? And obviously him being a leader and... well robin took the time to repeat himself over and over again just for the matter of being thorough ruining my once pleasant mood as the worry of missing the poetry from one of my favourite poets settelled in.
As soon as his speech was over I decided to teleport to the nearest non-crowded place which still left me with a distance of 20 minutes to cover.
Now here I was running through the streets at a speed of light when I finally saw the cafe door leaving my thoughts behind I opened the door with a jolt as everyone stared at me making me feel self conscious about all of my steps.
I tried to be quite and slide in the backseat when I stumbled upon my own footsteps my hands settling in the shards of glass scattered on the ground most probably by someone who didn't wanted to risk paying the price of the mug after breaking it.
"owww" I half whispered half shouted hissing due to the amount of pain shooting through my hands as drops of blood heaped on the floor.
"Tt people need to stand up towards their own actions" I looked up at the voice of the owner when I met a dazzling pair of emerald eyes staring back at me a frown hanging on his handsome features. The stranger continued to watch me examining my every movement not really speaking in words; but his eyes seemed to tell a story of their own. I decided to try and stand up on my own not one of my wisest decisions as I ended up compressing my already bloody hands to the glass still present on the white marbel.
"Owwwwww" he looks at me a smirk hanging on his lips as he reaches towards me and without any hesitation picks me up bridal style settling me down on the chair right beside him.
His eyes stared at me intently as I found myself not having the will to look away a slight shade of rose dusted my cheeks. He gently took a hold of my wrists igniting fireworks in my stomach. I scanned his moves not sure of his intentions blush still visible on my ash gray skin as he seemed to come to a decision to take it upon himself to inspect and patch every wound visible on my hand with as he continued his inspection with feather touches.
I felt butterflies swirl around my stomach from his touch, his eyes staring at my hands intently void of any emotion but I could just feel the concern and anger radiating as I for the first time in these years became thankful of my empathy.
"Ladies and gentlemen today our most adored poet Mr Jonathan would not be able of joining us today under some heavy circumstances" the person I recognised as the manager started as a chorus of 'boos' filled the room as I had the urge to join the childish action So I came here running, falling on glasss for noth-I found my eyes suddenly drifting to the gorgeous stranger beside me as a disappointing look laced his features- well almost nothing I added to my train of thoughts. "So today you shall have the opportunity to showcase your talent on this stage and recite your words of art the best one among us will win a prize so bring it on people " the man completed his voice filled with enthusiasm as a few gasps echoed throughout the building.
"Hmmm. Interesting....for me at least I doubt you will be able to win the prize or even have the confidence to stand up on that stage" he said a mischievous glint in his eyes knowing full well what he was doing to me "is that a challenge boy blunder ?" I had no idea where that nickname came from but it seemed to have amused him as my heart fluttered he inched closer to me I could feel his warm breath lingering on my neck his voice deep and husky as I tried to balance my exploding emotions as I heard the boy besides speak "you know they say 'angels roll their eyes, devils roll the dice' you don't really seem the angel type so might as well take your chance"
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Ghostin' (Chapter 1)
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"Rae your back" beastboy said with enthusiasm as he moved forward, engulfing me in his arms.
"Where are the others" I asked my voice all muffled due to being so tightly pressed against his chest and sore from crying my eyes out not moments before.
He put a hand to his chest mocking hurt "aww is little ol' me not enough for you Rae Rae" I rolled my eyes at the silly act and took this time to step a few inches away from him breaking the one sided hug. I thought about bringing up my previous question again But decided against it I knew he wasn't going to come clean any time soon or give me straight answer so why waste my time?It wasn't like I wanted them here, all I wanted was some calm and a scorching cup of herbal tea besides wouldn't it be only easier for me to sneak into my room without much interruption due to the lack of my friends present at the moment.
"I'm going to head to my room" I announced to beastboy not waiting for his response I moved when suddenly i felt myself being pressed to a wall cornered by a muscular chest "Is-s there something wrong with you? W-why are you doing this?"I asked cursing myself under my breath I was raven I didn't stutter that's the same thing I thought about loving someone too guess today is a day of trying things I'd never. I let out a dry chuckle in the back of my head, the familiar ache washing over me once again everything with today was exhausting me both physically and emotionally, it was all just making my mind go foggy everything at this point was just a blur not the kind that makes you want to look harder but the kind that gives you the want to quit trying , I craved the feeling of comfort but the idea of exploding into a emotional wreck and gain the risk of loosing my sanity made me hold back. It was unclear and hard for me to understand anything going on at the current moment let alone the fact I was being cornered in a wall by Beastboy just what exactly was going on in my life?
"What's wrong with me? What's wrong with you Rae ? " he said looking straight into my eyes boldness present in his voice demanding answers.
"W-what d-do you mean?" I said my voice shaking up did he possibly found out about my agreement? N-no he couldn't have he wouldn't invade my privacy like that. 'But he has done it before' a small voice in my head fought- no that was for my own safety he was just concerned but the unmoored feeling about him knowing the truth and depth of a mess I had let myself in never left me
He stared at me intently watching my every move and step carefully as of aware of the emotional turmoil inside my head the pain I was feeling and worst of all the heartache.
"You didn't say anything when I called you Rae- he started looking deep into my soul and dead into my eye I looked at him shocked was he always this good at reading people- always this good at reading me? Pausing for a moment to stare deep in my eyes looking for a reaction, he continued- you let me hug you for a moment before stepping back , and even as of right now you are not phasing through the wall; the raven I know would never act like this, act so hopeless with out analysing every detail of the situation you are one of the most hopeful person out there,what's changing that rae " he completed concern lacing his rather bold voice.
There was a relief flooding through my body overpowered by his other words only making the feeling of all this being my fault worse only if he knew the raven known by him was nowhere near here, everything was just gray and doomed in her life everything was so agitated she had already done worse than not phasing through the wall; she had fallen in love.
Tears gathered at the brim of my eyes the pain creeping back in my mind reminiscing the same conversation over and over again as my heart begged for it to stop The only emotion alive and free in nevermore being timid who grew stronger by each second as I grew weaker.
Beastboy embraces me in his arms our body's pressed close to each other whispering soothing things in my ear "W-why me? Why d-do bad th-things always happen to me?" I choked out through my sobs "I don't know what your going through Rae and I am not gonna force you to talk about it beacause you will tell me no, tell us when you're ready to talk but until that just know this pain won't be with you for evermore and at each step you will have us" and at that moment I had a peculiar feeling that just maybe this pain wouldn't be for evermore.
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Watching life unfold itself sometimes may get boring especially when you watch the same old episodes of life everyday.
The day changes, so do people but life gets stuck on that one page that won't let you move forward.
Sometimes it's easier to let go cause holding on will break you even more but how easy are we talking here?
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She never expected her agreement to be a fairy tale full of colours; she knew there would be feelings involved it could never be just pleasure there was ought to be pain and heartbreaks but lord did she never expected her the emotionless, the stone cold, the sorceress of darkness to be the one to gain this desire.
She couldn't keep this within her longer it would break her more and she was not ready for the pain of seeing him every weekend just to put on an act of her enjoying herself when she wasn't. She had to get this wrenching feeling out of her chest but would she be able to do it alone.
A love triangle between Damian, Raven and Beastboy
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Prologue
"I-I love you"
His reaction was everything she needed; everything she needed to know he didn't feel the same way, she never thought he would it was always a spur of a moment between them no attraction just pleasure a feeling of calm yet bold happiness which she wasn't sure when had turned into a feeling of dread and regret.
It felt like a crime sitting there in a silence so tense it could be cut by a knife but who was she to complain? It was better than the look of pure disgust on his face or maybe she was overthinking again? Or maybe it was just one of her lame excuses to make her feel alright in this heat of a situation she got herself in.
Her breathing was speeding, heart hammering in her chest ready to break her bones and set free, her palms getting sweatier by each second nothing calming her throbbing veins down And at that moment she felt truly and utterly alone.
"I-I should leave" she said before sprinting out the exit as tears gathered on the brim of her eye blurring her vision as she tried and failed to hold the emotional earthquake of her heart
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