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Juansen Dizon

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“I’ve wanted to kill myself a hundred times, but somehow I am still in love with life.”

— Voltaire, Candide

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Ok so at this point I've had two people roll up to me in manual wheelchairs, well, one of them was somebody pushing somebody who was nonverbal at the time, but it still counts. They asked me why I had zip ties around my tires.

It's winter where I'm living and we have really bad snow. And the snow plow people are really bad at their jobs probably because there aren't snow plow people who clean sidewalks. As a solution I got to thinking about how I could increase the traction on my wheels. And the most redneck thing I could think of was taking a bunch of zip ties and tying them around my wheels. They last surprisingly long, and work surprisingly well. It's basically the same premise as chains for your tires during the winter.

I chose to space them out pretty evenly so there's about one for every spoke. You could probably do more or less depending on how many you want and how much traction you get but I wouldn't go more than three per spoke. I realize that it's a bit later in the winter, and I probably should have made a post about this sooner, but I came up with it about a week ago. So please share this, even if you're not disabled, because there are tons of people I know who are stuck in their houses because they can't get around in the snow. A pack of zip ties costs about $5, which compared to $200 knobby snow tires is a big save, and if you want to invest you could get colored zip ties.

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You've healed too much to let anyone bring back an older version of you.

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9th of November, 2021

108,2 kg 🤢

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27th of October, 2021

106,0 kg

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26th of October, 21

106,4 kg

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So I was at the mental hospital from Wednesday to Thursday and they give a shit about me and how I am. I've been there for the past couple of years in and out but now I've come to realise that they really don't give a shit. Not even my therapist does. I've talked to him yesterday talked about how no one would miss me if I killed myself (not even him). He barely said a word. So I just stood up and walked out of the room. He didn't care. He stayed silent. So I was going to kill myself. I really wanted to. But I didn't. Because I just couldn't give those mfs the satisfaction of me being dead. All I have is myself. So what. What am I gonna do now. I don't know...

#tw suicide #mental hospital #tw mental health

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21rst of October, 2021

106,1

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17th of October, 2021

108,0 kg

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9th of October, 2021

106,3 even though I binged yesterday???

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I hate having to lose weight I've already lost before.

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8th of October, 2021

106,2 kg/ binge like 2000 cals...

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7th of October, 21

106,5 kg/ 1100 cals

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It's getting cold outside time for soooupp.

I made some cauliflower/carrots and other stuff soup. The whole pot is under 300 cals.

#weightloss #pro an4 #th1nsp0 #th1nsp1rat1on #thinsspi #tw ed things