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Okay revisiting this blog one last time- not because I’m returning to self ship but as like a one year later retrospective cause ?????

I NEVER would’ve started picking out nicer clothing or cuter outfits or felt like I had the energy for that sort of stuff if I hadn’t self shipped with raph. I was just scrolling back through this for old times sake and I saw that one post talking abt how it gave me the confidence and it’s just been so long that I guess I forgot where it started and that’s just.. insane to me. Fiction affected reality. Fiction is a part of reality- made by reality. It influences us as much as we influence it. And. It made me really really happy…. It made me actively rejoice in my body in ways I never have before. Since then I’ve gotten even more excited to actually try different styles

I used to hate- despise looking for new clothes and y e a h it still sucks because women’s clothing brands have done nothing but detriment to all feminine self image but shit man!!!! I’m wearing a really cute dress!!! For fun!!! And twirling!!! I haven’t twirled in a cute dress seriously since I was a kindergartner!!! Not to mention self shipping is also what led me to introspect more about the possibility of my autism which after researching much much more- I don’t really think it’s much so a possibility, rather fact. What a lovely fact! What a lovely me!

#raphie <3 #babs babbles #f/o #self ship stuff #I don’t simp for him anymore but #he still deserves a tag full of hearts <3❤️💖💞💗♥️💕❤️ #fictional other #self ship #self ship community

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color practice #4

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Anyway, I think I’m gonna step away from this blog. I don’t really self ship with him anymore, not in a Romantic way and I don’t think I want to. Even if we are technically the same age I just don’t feel comfortable with the thought of us like that anymore even if it was mostly just innocent jibes. Sorry to everyone who got hyped for us, but it was fun while it lasted.

#/gen #/srs #I’m not depressed or anything and it was an odd and weirdly learned experience to seriously self ship for the first time #I mean not full serious but putting more effort into it #recognizing the feeling I would say #I also now recognize that I’m not comfortable #both agewise and romantically wise #I already knew I was ace but I’m kinda confident I’m aro now too #Demi in both- or flux.. I can’t tell really. but defo aroace #I still feel like we’d be platonic soulmates tho #maybe if he were an actually older character a qpr type thing would fit better #but he isn’t #and that’s okay #I’m just glad. it helped me grow more confident in myself and reassured too when I needed it most #in this weird transitional period #if you read this thanks for sticking by #maybe I’ll still raph post but it’ll be purely platonic #y’all know I still Stan him no matter what ✋😔 #babs babbles #raphie <3 #I’m not sure if the feelings are completely over yet #as silly as this was for me it might be harder to get over- but it’s for the better #I’ll be darned if I catch feelings again like this

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so, I’ll make one of those ask games, but it’s asks for f/os to answer about s/is because why not? and takeover, yeah!

Romantic

❄️ - What are you and (Y/N)’s favorite activities to do when it’s winter/cold out?

💖 - What’s one really cute/cool thing that (Y/N) does?

👏 - What’s your favorite habit of (Y/N)’s?

✨ - What’s one of (Y/N)’s talents that you’ve noticed?

😘 - How often do you like to smooch them?

🎶 - What’s their voice like?

1️⃣ - What’s the first thing that attracted you to them?

🔱 - What’s their favorite beach activity?

♎️ - Do they act very similar to their zodiac sign?

🎁 - Do you like to pamper them?

Platonic

☮️ - When did you really KNOW that you and (Y/N) were gonna be friends for life?

🤫 - Any secrets of theirs that you’re keeping from one of their romantic f/os?

😇 - Are you more of a good influence or a bad influence on them?

😍 - Are you very affectionate to them?

😎 - What stereotypical high school ‘clique’ would your friend group mostly fit into?

🐶 - Does (Y/N) prefer dogs or cats? Do you agree?

🦀 - Are they a morning person, or are they more crabby when they wake up?

Familial

💤 - Does (Y/N) sleep in, or wake up early?

😔 - Is (Y/N) more of a sweetheart or more unruly?

▶️ - Do they usually include you in things, or do they prefer to stick to themselves?

⚫️ - How close are you two?

For Any Type of F/O

❤️ - Gush about (Y/N).

🧡 - What do you two like to do at parties?

💛 - How do you help each other with everyday things?

💚 - What have you noticed about (Y/N)’s fashion sense? Is it similar to yours at all?

💙 - What’s the greatest sacrifice that you’ve had to make for them? Even if that’s just giving them the last biscuit in the bread bowl asdjgsdglk.

💜 - Are they closed-off or do they wear their heart on their sleeve?

🖤 - Do they remind you of any fictional characters or celebrities?

🆚 - Are they competitive?

🏳️‍🌈 (for pride month- for lgbt+ selfshippers.) - How did they come out to you?

#yell heah we’re doing this again #if any of my 4 followers of this blog would be obliged #ask game

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So tell me why when I was messing around with a mood ring stand and thinking of raph it turned the color coordinated with “in love”

#LIGHT BLUE BABES #ok so I know it just reacts based on ur body temp or whatever but sometimes they can just be SO OFF so I was testing it #and my mind started wandering to raph and 🥺💕❤️🥺 #beans #ah jees #it’s f/o lovin time #f/o #self ship #self ship stuff #self ship community #Babs babbles #raphie <3

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I wanna do another f/o takeover so like literally, ask whatever you want in the inbox. Ask as many questions as you want. So long as they’re not like too ////// you know? I’m mega board and Just completed 1/3 of my consecutive ten hour shifts.

#raph is one of the only 3 things keeping me sane at this point #f/o takeover #self ship #self ship community #f/o asks #f/o

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IMPORTANT: 

Raph

#THTHWHSHSGAFFSFAF #😭💕❤️💕❤️✨💕❤️ #HIS MFNG #HIS CHUCKLE I #insert Kermit dying meme #H E #raphie <3 #IM #I WON #I CANT STOP LISTENING TO THIS CLIP #AND #god I love him so much #babs be simping

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AAAAHHHSSHII I DIDNT RWAD THIS ALL THE WAY THROUGH IGNORE RHE MARRAIGE RELATED ASKS THEGENQSNDUAVWN

Cute domestic f/o asks for when you're soft:

Who kills the spiders? Or who spares them by putting them back outside?

If someone tells you two that you make a cute couple, how do you both respond?

Who is more likely to take care of the household chores? Who's more likely to cook for the other?

When date night rolls around, are you going to a fancy candle-lit dinner, or are you staying home and watching the stars? Or something completely different that's special to you to guys? Who plans said date night? Is the other suprized?

(sfw only) Do you guys cuddle real close when you sleep? Or do you sleep on separate sides and just cuddle in the morning?

Do you have a garden? If so, who takes care of it? Do you plant vegetables or flowers?

Who carefully picks out all the throw pillows, curtains, table settings, furniture, and general decor? Who sits around reading the newspaper while the decoration process is happening, looking up every five minutes to praise their partner?

Do you have any pets? If so, who named them? Who's more protective/clingy of them?

Who steals the other's clothes, and does it annoy them? (A classic)

If you're married, who proposed? What are your rings like, if you wear any. What was the ceremony like?

If you went on vacation/honeymoon, where did you go? The beach? The mountains? The road in an RV? Paris, the city of love?

And finally, do you have any kids? If so, what is your f/o's relationship with them?

#AAAA AAAA A A. AAA #_\\\_ beans

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Cute domestic f/o asks for when you're soft:

Who kills the spiders? Or who spares them by putting them back outside?

If someone tells you two that you make a cute couple, how do you both respond?

Who is more likely to take care of the household chores? Who's more likely to cook for the other?

When date night rolls around, are you going to a fancy candle-lit dinner, or are you staying home and watching the stars? Or something completely different that's special to you to guys? Who plans said date night? Is the other suprized?

(sfw only) Do you guys cuddle real close when you sleep? Or do you sleep on separate sides and just cuddle in the morning?

Do you have a garden? If so, who takes care of it? Do you plant vegetables or flowers?

Who carefully picks out all the throw pillows, curtains, table settings, furniture, and general decor? Who sits around reading the newspaper while the decoration process is happening, looking up every five minutes to praise their partner?

Do you have any pets? If so, who named them? Who's more protective/clingy of them?

Who steals the other's clothes, and does it annoy them? (A classic)

If you're married, who proposed? What are your rings like, if you wear any. What was the ceremony like?

If you went on vacation/honeymoon, where did you go? The beach? The mountains? The road in an RV? Paris, the city of love?

And finally, do you have any kids? If so, what is your f/o's relationship with them?

#bored time lesgo

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Girl help I’m imagining

#/j I don’t need help #I do need a hug tho

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When having an f/o boosts ur confidence so much you actually get excited to get nicer clothing>>>>

#unmatched feeling wtf #I hate shopping for clothes but like #I just bought a skirt dude #I’ve never owned a skirt since the 3rd grade when it was mandatory uniform #bcause it was hard for me to think Id have what it takes (whatever that is) to wear a skirt or similar fashions #BITCCCHHHHH IT TOOK ME TEN MF YEARS TO WEAR A SKIRT?????? #THAT I WAS EXCITED ABOUT GETTING NONETHELESS #anyway I’m hot #hsgsgsg #raphie <3 #f/o #f/o stuff #self ship #self shipping community #fictional others #self ship stuff #x reader

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#I just wanna draw us together so bad rn but I’ve got SCHOOL JUNK #AAaaaaAAAAAAAA #Babs babbles

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Here's a Raph to brighten up your day :)

Day: brightened

#raphie <3 #dkggksurkgjdh I replied to this so late sorry #Babs answers #ty tho <3 #I can’t remember what episode this shot was from???

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"my malewife's muscles are bigger than your malewife's" - babs probably

Based

#no argument #don’t worry most of them are full of love #Babs answers

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thinkin' about how your the girlboss to raph's malewife ❤❤❤

Us

#we’ve gotta sit down and watch way of the househusband together sometime #HGSWGSGH NO BUT yeah #Babs answers #we split boss priveliges he a king in his own right

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🥰👀😳

🥰 “compliment your s/o, just absolutely gush about them.”

Aw man.. I- I don’t really know where to start. I’ve never really been good with words, and I get even more mixed up around her. Somethin just comes over me Yknow? She’s not the best with them either- but that’s where it starts I guess? We don’t need to speak clearly 100% of the time ‘cause we just get each other. I could go off sayin some nonsense and she’d reply back at the same level and that’d be that. It’s nice to have someone who doesn’t constantly look at you like you’re the aliens from a Jupiter Jim movie. (Though we do kinda look like them- but that’s not the point-) and speaking of the way people look at me: I don’t think she knows how much the way she smiles when she sees me makes me feel just so.. feely? But not in a bad way! It’s almost like the room gets brighter yknow? I can’t help but smile back. Seeing the Sun was never trouble when she’s around. Everything about her is cozy. I don’t know if I’m warm or cold-blooded but all I do know is how much I want to be around her. Holding her, playin video games, even working out with me! I mean, Babs’ still not as trained as I am but somehow it always turns into a competition and if I’m being honest it’s made it a lot more fun (but I think she’s caught on to me lying about my reps when she gets leaves for a second- ) . She cares a lot about what I like.

It’s crazy. I’m crazy- I’m crazy for her.

👀 “what’s your favorite feature of your s/o?”

Her shoulders... are always good to lean on. It’s even better after a long day and she lays her head on mine too- or I’ll go behind and wrap my arms around her with my chin resting on them. Heh, sometimes I might even get a kiss on the cheek 👉👈

😳 “what’s something you s/o does that flusters you?”

When we first got together there wasn’t anything they could do that wouldn’t make me blush, nowadays I think I’m more prepared but Babs just goes and finds another way- But one thing that always gets me is when she’ll grab my hand, maybe we’re just standing close or sittin together, but just holding it gently, running her fingers along mine.. and she’d kiss the smaller spikes on my shoulder with the same softness and I’d turn a darker shade than my bandana and have to cover my face with my free hand just to try and make my heart stop beating as fast and-- the first time she did that I couldn’t stop thinking about it for a week, replaying the same “I love you” over an’ over again. My brothers swear I had a fever

#ladies and gentlemen... her❤️ #it didn’t help that I could feel the way she smiled when she kissed me #f/o takeover #romantic f/o #raph takeover #f/o #f/o asks #Tara time #Tara hsgccfefadddwdwwfafadfacaxffsdssfafafaf what do I sayyyyyy #((and I’ll hyukin kiss him again 🥺)) #(( and again and again-))

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