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mourningbirds1 · 5 months
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Hi friend, haven't seen you post in a while and wanted to check in 🩷
Hi, thank you for getting in touch 💖 I probably shouldn't be answering this ask right now because I am having a particularly bad day. I am sharing space with someone right now who doesn't even treat me like a fucking human being. I feel so lonely and wretched I wish I could just not be conscious. A few months ago I became ill with some neurological problems, the worst of which is a catastrophic case of tinnitus. It's so bad today. So so bad I can't take it. To top it all off I got bloody covid a few days ago. So I'm even more isolated stuck here just with this hideous noise in my head that never ever stops. I don't know what to do with myself.
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mourningbirds1 · 6 months
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i can always relate to a girl who wants to leave
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mourningbirds1 · 6 months
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in another universe im making you pasta and nothing bad has happened to us
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mourningbirds1 · 6 months
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mourningbirds1 · 6 months
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they should invent a life that is liveable and a sleep that comes easy and a winter that doesn't feel like decay and a spring that doesn't feel like the past and a head that doesn't hurt and a heart that doesn't sit in your chest like a rock and a body that doesn't hate you and a hometown that doesn't make you lose your mind and a university that won't kill you they should invent a me that is normal I think that would be really neat. ok good night I love you
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mourningbirds1 · 6 months
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I wrote a little poem for you ✍️ because you're stressed and feeling blue. We love you, yes - so very much 💗 We miss your kind and loving touch 🥰 I suck at poems so I'll end it here 😂 We hold you close, our near and dear. 💖Claire.... (I won't quit my day job, LOL. Clearly I would never be able to hack it in the cutthroat world of professional poetry.)
Claire I just saw this you pure angel 😭❤️
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mourningbirds1 · 7 months
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Hi friend - I know you've been going through some scary health stuff and things havent been great so I just wanted to say I've been thinking about you and am sending you virtual hugs and all the good thoughts ❤️❤️❤️
Thank you so much for this message. I am not doing very well. Things have got worse since I last posted. I'm trying to believe that things will improve but it's a bad day today and it's hard to be positive. Your thoughts and hugs mean a lot to me, friend. Thank you ❤️ I wish all good things for you.
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mourningbirds1 · 10 months
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You're not alone, we love you so so much ❤️
I wish I could send you a version of don't look javi p to make you feel safe and better, just like he does with Frances 💕
Love you, sending you a virtual hug right now...
From my heart, thank you for sending me this message and helping me feel a little less alone. You are an angel ❤️ I love you and I am hugging you back so hard. It's much needed. Thank you to everyone who got in touch after my meltdown last night. I try to avoid posting my dramas here but I am going through a horrible health scare that is causing physical and mental pain and I am feeling the absence of a partner more than ever.
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mourningbirds1 · 10 months
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mourningbirds1 · 11 months
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— U.A. Fanthorpe
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mourningbirds1 · 11 months
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Kim Addonizio, from What Is This Thing Called Love: Poems; “Body and Soul”
[Text ID: “Sometimes the body / gets so quiet / it can hear the soul, / scratching like something trapped / inside the walls / and trying frantically / to get out.”]
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mourningbirds1 · 11 months
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something bad is going to happen to him and we wont get to see him get better. he's not getting out of this one. it's over. it's done.
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mourningbirds1 · 11 months
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Jacek Jędral - Untitled, 2020, oil on canvas, 40x50 cm
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mourningbirds1 · 11 months
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Sending you a hug today ❤️
Oh Jules this is so nice. Thank you 🥺 I am sending a hug right back to you🫂
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mourningbirds1 · 11 months
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wow this is too intimate to share with my close friends or family let me put this on my tumblr blog for hundreds of strangers to see
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mourningbirds1 · 11 months
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