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“KNOW,” he shouted, while his throat throbbed and panted like a furnace, “𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐈 𝐀𝐌 𝐁𝐔𝐈𝐋𝐓 𝐔𝐏 𝐎𝐅 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇 𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃 𝐓𝐎 𝐅𝐎𝐎𝐓 and that it is a corpse that loves you and adores you and will never, never leave you! … look, i am not laughing now, i am crying, crying for you, christine, who have torn off my mask and who therefore can never leave me again! … 𝙰𝚂 𝙻𝙾𝙽𝙶 𝙰𝚂 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝚃𝙷𝙾𝚄𝙶𝙷𝚃 𝙼𝙴 𝙷𝙰𝙽𝙳𝚂𝙾𝙼𝙴 , 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙲𝙾𝚄𝙻𝙳 𝙷𝙰𝚅𝙴 𝙲𝙾𝙼𝙴 𝙱𝙰𝙲𝙺, i know you would have come back … but, now that you know my hideousness, you would run away for good … so i shall keep you here! … 𝐖𝐇𝐘 𝐃𝐈𝐃 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐒𝐄𝐄 𝐌𝐄? 𝐎𝐇, 𝐌𝐀𝐃 𝐂𝐇𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐄, 𝐖𝐇𝐎 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐓𝐎 𝐒𝐄𝐄 𝐌𝐄! … when my own father never saw me and when my mother, so as not to see me, made me a present of my first mask!”

erik of le fantôme de l’opéra, based mostly on the leroux novel and cherrypicking from everything else … featuring a good dose of original headcanons. as composed by knight ( he/him, 28+ )

#sp

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wheezes ill do replies here ... hopefully soon 

#tbd

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𝐓𝐎 𝐂𝐀𝐒𝐓 𝐈𝐍 𝐌𝐘 𝐋𝐎𝐓 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐉𝐄𝐊𝐘𝐋𝐋, 𝐖𝐀𝐒 𝐓𝐎 𝐃𝐈𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐒𝐄 𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐓𝐄𝐒 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 𝐈 𝐇𝐀𝐃 𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐆 𝐒𝐄𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐋𝐘 𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐔𝐋𝐆𝐄𝐃 & 𝐇𝐀𝐃 𝐎𝐅 𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐄 𝐁𝐄𝐆𝐔𝐍 𝐓𝐎 𝐏𝐀𝐌𝐏𝐄𝐑    —   𝚃𝙾 𝙲𝙰𝚂𝚃 𝙸𝚃 𝙸𝙽 𝚆𝙸𝚃𝙷 𝙷𝚈𝙳𝙴, 𝚆𝙰𝚂 𝚃𝙾 𝙳𝙸𝙴 𝚃𝙾 𝙰 𝚃𝙷𝙾𝚄𝚂𝙰𝙽𝙳 𝙸𝙽𝚃𝙴𝚁𝙴𝚂𝚃𝚂 & 𝙰𝚂𝙿𝙸𝚁𝙰𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽𝚂 , & 𝚃𝙾 𝙱𝙴𝙲𝙾𝙼𝙴 , 𝙰𝚃 𝙰 𝙱𝙻𝙾𝚆 & 𝙵𝙾𝚁𝙴𝚅𝙴𝚁 , 𝙳𝙴𝚂𝙿𝙸𝚂𝙴𝙳 & 𝙵𝚁𝙸𝙴𝙽𝙳𝙻𝙴𝚂𝚂 .

by knight . personals & non roleplay blogs , don’t reblog ! 

#sp #horror rp #literature rp #what else do i tag this as lmao

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i havent been here in like forever and im so mad bc i ... love henry jekyll 

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“KNOW,” he shouted, while his throat throbbed and panted like a furnace, “𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐈 𝐀𝐌 𝐁𝐔𝐈𝐋𝐓 𝐔𝐏 𝐎𝐅 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇 𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃 𝐓𝐎 𝐅𝐎𝐎𝐓 and that it is a corpse that loves you and adores you and will never, never leave you! … look, i am not laughing now, i am crying, crying for you, christine, who have torn off my mask and who therefore can never leave me again! … 𝙰𝚂 𝙻𝙾𝙽𝙶 𝙰𝚂 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝚃𝙷𝙾𝚄𝙶𝙷𝚃 𝙼𝙴 𝙷𝙰𝙽𝙳𝚂𝙾𝙼𝙴 , 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙲𝙾𝚄𝙻𝙳 𝙷𝙰𝚅𝙴 𝙲𝙾𝙼𝙴 𝙱𝙰𝙲𝙺, i know you would have come back … but, now that you know my hideousness, you would run away for good … so i shall keep you here! … 𝐖𝐇𝐘 𝐃𝐈𝐃 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐒𝐄𝐄 𝐌𝐄? 𝐎𝐇, 𝐌𝐀𝐃 𝐂𝐇𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐄, 𝐖𝐇𝐎 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐓𝐎 𝐒𝐄𝐄 𝐌𝐄! … when my own father never saw me and when my mother, so as not to see me, made me a present of my first mask!”

erik of le fantôme de l’opéra, based mostly on the leroux novel and cherrypicking from everything else … featuring a good dose of original headcanons. as composed by knight ( he/him, 28+ )

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my lack of focus is incredible and my ???? work schedule is so messy like hello when u said day/eve rotation i didnt think u meant day/eve rotation in the same week??? anyway ill get ... to things ... as soon as my brain settles

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˗ˏˋ Y̲e̲s̲,̲ ̲I̲ ̲s̲u̲f̲f̲e̲r̲e̲d̲ ̲l̲i̲k̲e̲ ̲a̲ ̲p̲r̲a̲y̲e̲r̲ ̲a̲t̲ ̲t̲h̲e̲ ̲h̲a̲n̲d̲s̲ ̲o̲f̲ ̲G̲o̲d̲! 

         ardyn lucis caelum of ffxv. as portrayed by knight (he/him, 28+). 

#sp #so my love for ffxv came back full force

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˗ˏˋ pagetorn​ ࿐ྂ 

          She can’t help but wonder what would become of her had she not happened upon the good Doctor. Where would she be in her life? The world is a dangerous place, she comes to realize. Still, she finds curiosity and joy in the smallest of things, thanks to him. He may not know just how much he’s helped her.

          Aurelia reaches out and takes his hand in hers, slowly folding it under her arm and patting it lightly.  ❝ It’s not a terribly long trek, just on the outskirts of town where the forests begin. Though, I can see how that may seem far… Shall we take a carriage first? ❞ When she thinks just how far she walked to get to the center of London, it seems much farther now than before. To do so barefoot as well, she begins to realize how outlandish she must have seemed to him. 

❝ I can tell you more of where I’m from, if you’d care to listen. Though, it must sound fantastical to you… and a story far beyond what this world can comprehend. It may sound like a dream… and I suppose I am alright with it being considered only as such. ❞

❛ i would not wish it upon a lady to have to walk such a distance twice, ❜ for all that he has done and all that he has become, henry jekyll has maintained honor of a sort — decidedly, traveling in a carriage would be for the best. he tells himself that it is for her health, and in many ways it is — 

and in many ways, it is because he hasn’t a clue how he’d react to all that people would say. many a time had he been seen with the little star on his arm, and surely the rumors had spread. henry jekyll, far past his prime, had taken such a young maiden as a paramour. he found it would bother him less if such a desire did not exist in him. 

aurelia deserves a good man, he would tell himself this time and time again. and certainly she does not need edward hyde. of all the abhorrent things, it seemed a true sin to bring such suffering upon someone so radiant. already, he knew that she felt pain. pain from the thought that her story would not be believed; that a man of science would not wish to know ... ❛ even if it sounds like a dream, i would be honored to hear it, ❜ 

he has seen her glow on quiet evenings. he has seen that look of wonder upon her face whenever she encountered something new ( something that any other person would find so very commonplace! ). he has not forgotten how she’d kissed his hand the day they first met — he has not forgotten the warmth. 

❛ if nothing else, i would like to pride myself on my ability to maintain an open mind; tell me of your story, your home, so that i can understand. ❜ 

#pagetorn #thsi is jekyll code for im in love and just cant function

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yet it pleased the LORD to bruise him ; he hath put him to grief : 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐔 𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐋𝐓 𝐌𝐀𝐊𝐄 𝙷𝙸𝚂 𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐋 𝐀𝐍 𝐎𝐅𝐅𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐒𝐈𝐍 , he shall see his seed , he shall prolong his days , & 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐋𝐎𝐑𝐃 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐧 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝                 — ISAIAH , 53:10 

                ARDYN IZUNIA OF FINAL FANTASY XV . heavy religious themes . by knight .

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“you have avoided being in a room alone with me essentially since i met you.” yeah because you suck lewis lmao [ @aleximedicus​ ]​

how unfortunate it was that society had s̲t̲a̲n̲d̲a̲r̲d̲s̲. lewis anwyl had done a spectacular job at being nothing but a nuisance to the good doctor since they’d first crossed paths — a conflict of ideology, perhaps. at least, henry jekyll would say such to those who asked. in truth, it boiled down to pride and pettiness. 

what a pair, a physician and a surgeon. their company was a recipe for disaster. 

( the night after the dinner party, jekyll’s temper had flared; blessedly only poole was around to see. and blessed was the manservant for listening to the doctor’s woes. even if they were only complaints on the nature of what dr. anwyl had been speaking of. t̲h̲e̲ ̲r̲a̲m̲b̲l̲i̲n̲g̲s̲ ̲o̲f̲ ̲a̲ ̲m̲a̲d̲m̲a̲n̲, perhaps. 

for it was the nature of physicians to have a great distaste for surgeons, just as surgeons so detested physicians! ) 

❛ what would we speak of alone, dr. anwyl? ❜ a well crafted facade, careful in how he spoke the words — ❛ it seems our views are quite different on a great many important subjects. i would not want to subject you to uncomfortable silence. ❜ 

#aleximedicus #jekyll vc if not for the laws of this land i wouldve slaughtered you #hes tryin to be polite but inside hes SEETHING

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nbc’s  hannibal ( 2013 - 2015 )  pt  2 ↪  req’d  by  anon.  s01e07 - s01e013.  alter  as  you  see  fit.  trigger  warnings  for  death,  gore,  violence,  sexual  themes

“there is a distinctive brutality.”

“come over and i will cook for you.”

“he used to throw such exquisite dinner parties.”

“it’s fairly evident the man’s dead just by looking at him.”

“[name left his last victim in a church pew using his tongue as a page marker in the bible he was holding.”

“he looks normal. and nobody can tell what he is.”

“i kind of kinda thought you’d be there which … isn’t why i was there.”

“i think that we would make good friends.”

“i have conversations with a version of you and hope that the actual you gets what he needs.”

“red or white?”

“i discovered that we are cheese folk.”

“i transferred my passion for anatomy into the culinary arts.”

“did you think it was a date?”

“you avoided being in a room alone with me essentially since i met you.”

“well, i wanted to kiss her since i met her.”

“murder houses don’t fetch big money in today’s real estate market.”

“i promise i won’t try to kiss you again.”

“i have feelings for you, [name]. but i can’t just have an affair with you.”

“this is possibly the finest salad i’ve ever eaten in my life.”

“i know what monsters are. you’re a victim.”

“i can feel my nerves clicking like, uh, roller coaster cogs, pulling up to the inevitable long plunge.”

“there’s a grandiosity to the violence that i imagined that feels more real than what i know is true.”

“i caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror, and i looked right through me, past me, as if i was a was just a stranger.”

“i know what kind of crazy i am, and this isn’t that kind of crazy.”

“well brain scans can’t diagnose, uh, mental disorders.”

“just do me a favour and publish it posthumously.”

“i tried to be a good mom.”

“why are you still here when the both of us know that this is bad for you?”

“you made me think i was somebody else, and now who knows what i’m thinking?”

“so maybe i’m not supposed to be in a relationship.”

“would have been fun to cozy up with your dogs in front of a space heater.”

“now, this relationship between you and me, this can do us both some good.”

“it’s like remembering something from your childhood, and you’re not sure if it’s your memory or a friend’s memory, and then you realise sadly it’s just some photo in an old book.”

“he hasn’t answered his phone since yesterday, didn’t show up to work today.”

“you know, it’s hard to shake off something that’s already under your skin.”

“[name], you’re having an episode.“

“although you may not feel like it, i need you to smile.”

“you’re in no state to go anywhere but the hospital.”

“it’s hard to be with another person when you can’t get out of your own head.”

“you look pretty.”

“people who have what you have can recover with shock treatment.”

“it feels more like a horrible dream where i killed my friend.”

“[name] was just a dumb kid who was really messed up because his sister was murdered.”

“you’re looking for an explanation, an explanation that makes all of this okay.”

“i’d hate to damage anyone’s reputation unnecessarily.”

“thank god for small favours.”

“[name] has been victim of many unusual and irrational thoughts.”

“you have any idea where they might be going?”

“maybe you shouldn’t have checked yourself out of the hospital.”

“i think you’re still sick.”

“i’m afraid you’re gonna have to leave.”

“i can’t pretend i don’t know you and i can’t pretend we both don’t know what I’m finding under your nails.”

“i guess you dodged a bullet with me.”

“grieving is an individual process with a universal goal: the truest examination of the meaning of life and the meaning of its end.”

“young people are supposed to be the lenses through which we see ourselves living beyond this life.”

“it’s hard to accept that i could fail them both so profoundly.”

“i’m willing to change my mind should the evidence change.”

“all sense of who you are has been distorted by your illness.”

“you are alone because you are unique.”

“i smoked the veal on a pyre of dry hay. it imparts a unique smouldering flavour to the meat and to the room.”

“thank you for indulging me.”

“you seemed like you needed to talk.”

“you develop relationships with people who are prone to violence.”

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good news i have a long weekend ( sat - mon ) off :) so i can do ic things across blogs FINALLY 

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𝐓𝐎 𝐂𝐀𝐒𝐓 𝐈𝐍 𝐌𝐘 𝐋𝐎𝐓 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐉𝐄𝐊𝐘𝐋𝐋, 𝐖𝐀𝐒 𝐓𝐎 𝐃𝐈𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐒𝐄 𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐓𝐄𝐒 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 𝐈 𝐇𝐀𝐃 𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐆 𝐒𝐄𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐋𝐘 𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐔𝐋𝐆𝐄𝐃 & 𝐇𝐀𝐃 𝐎𝐅 𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐄 𝐁𝐄𝐆𝐔𝐍 𝐓𝐎 𝐏𝐀𝐌𝐏𝐄𝐑    —   𝚃𝙾 𝙲𝙰𝚂𝚃 𝙸𝚃 𝙸𝙽 𝚆𝙸𝚃𝙷 𝙷𝚈𝙳𝙴, 𝚆𝙰𝚂 𝚃𝙾 𝙳𝙸𝙴 𝚃𝙾 𝙰 𝚃𝙷𝙾𝚄𝚂𝙰𝙽𝙳 𝙸𝙽𝚃𝙴𝚁𝙴𝚂𝚃𝚂 & 𝙰𝚂𝙿𝙸𝚁𝙰𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽𝚂 , & 𝚃𝙾 𝙱𝙴𝙲𝙾𝙼𝙴 , 𝙰𝚃 𝙰 𝙱𝙻𝙾𝚆 & 𝙵𝙾𝚁𝙴𝚅𝙴𝚁 , 𝙳𝙴𝚂𝙿𝙸𝚂𝙴𝙳 & 𝙵𝚁𝙸𝙴𝙽𝙳𝙻𝙴𝚂𝚂 .

by knight . personals & non roleplay blogs , don’t reblog ! 

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anyway i know i mentioned this before ( or i think i did . . .  ) but ok let’s get a few spicy(?) jekyll facts out there 

 jekyll has a fairly high sex drive, but also he prioritizes work, which. is completely valid. 

he has a lot of experience, most of it stems from his days when he was a student. ( hyde was assumed to be an illegitimate son of jekyll, so uh )

he is demiromantic and bisexual, he has had female partners and male partners 

in his youth, jekyll used the fact that he was ( and still is ) very attractive to his advantage

something something henry jekyll is just large in general :) take this as you will 

he has had sex as hyde, which is not the sin. the sin is hyde was mURDERING PEOPLE

#› the nature of good & evil ༄⊰꧂ #nsfw #:) enjoy??

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nonverbal  meme  prompts ↪  they  seem  few  &  far  between,  so  i  tried  to  come  up  with  as  many  scenarios  as  i  could  think  of  where  dialogue  wasn’t  a  necessary  starting  point.  some  are  more  uh  specific  than  others  /  drabble-y,  but  they’re  all  dialogue-free  (  tho  ofc  this  does  not  necessarily  extend  to  the  response  itself  ).  to  reverse  who  sends  what,  send  ‘  [  prompt  ]+  ’  !  alter  any  as  you  see  fit,  &  lemme  know  if  anything’s  unclear  ♡

[  pull  ]  sender  pulls  receiver  closer  to  them

[  touch  ]  sender  places  their  hand  affectionately  on  receiver

[  guide  ]  sender  helps  receiver  through  a  difficult  video  game

[  lean  ]  sender  leans  on  receiver

[  pierce  ]  sender  helps  receiver  with  a  new  piercing  (  doing,  aftercare,  etc  )

[  sit  ]  sender  sits  in  receiver’s  lap

[  spar  ]  sender  pins  receiver  down  in  a  practice  fight

[  cook  ]  sender  makes  food  for  receiver

[  slide  ]  sender  pushes  an  item  across  the  table  to  receiver

[  kiss  ]  sender  kisses  (  lips,  cheek,  forehead,  hand,  etc  )

[  lead  ]  sender  leads  receiver  someplace

[  wound  ]  sender  injures  muse  in  a  fight  (  practice  or  real  )

[  snap  ]  sender  takes  a  photo  of  receiver  (  candid  or  posed  )

[  drape  ]  sender  drapes  their  arm  around  receiver’s  shoulders

[  bullet  ]  sender  takes  a  bullet  for  receiver  (  literal  or  figurative  )

[  nap  ]  sender  falls  asleep  against  receiver

[  teeth  ]  sender  bears  teeth  at  receiver

[  trace  ]  sender  traces  one  of  receiver’s  scars

[  cocktail  ]  sender  makes  /  gives  receiver  a  cocktail

[  comfort  ]  sender  comforts  receiver  when  they  are  upset  /  crying

[  bouquet  ]  sender  surprises  receiver  with  a  bouquet

[  massage  ]  sender  gives  receiver  a  massage  (  planned,  spontaneous,  full  body,  shoulder,  etc  )

[  mentor  ]  sender  takes  muse  under  their  wing

[  tattoo  ]  sender  helps  receiver  with  a  new  tattoo  (  doing,  aftercare,  etc  )

[  dare  ]  receiver  acts  out  a  dare  from  sender

[  hug  ]  sender  pulls  receiver  into  a  hug

[  phone  ]  receiver  sees  sender  smiling  at  something  on  their  phone

[  popcorn  ]  sender  makes  popcorn  for  a  movie  night

[  wake  ]  sender  tries  to  wake  receiver

[  groom  ]  sender  tries  to  make  receiver  look  more  presentable

[  flower  ]  sender  places  a  flower  behind  receiver’s  ear

[  sad  ]  sender  looks  at  receiver  sorrowfully

[  playlist  ]  sender  curates  a  playlist

[  fashion  show  ]  sender  tries  to  help  receiver  choose  an  outfit

[  shield  ]  sender  steps  between  receiver  and  danger

[  bandage  ]  sender  helps  bandage  up  receiver’s  wounds

[  duel  ]  muses  get  into  a  fight

[  fear  ]  sender  finds  receiver  having  a  nightmare

[  hold  ]  sender  holds  receiver’s  hand

[  bruise  ]  sender  finds  receiver  with  a  bruise  /  tries  to  help  receiver  cover  up  a  bruise

[  brush  ]  sender  brushes  /  styles  /  dyes  receiver’s  hair

[  portrait  ]  receiver  paints  a  portrait  of  receiver

[  assist  ]  sender  helps  the  receiver  with  a  task  they’re  struggling  in

[  wow  ]  sender  does  something  to  really  amaze  receiver

[  glare  ]  sender  is  still  hurt  after  an  argument

[  roast  ]  muses  roast  marshmallows  together  /  make  s’mores

[  shoot  ]  muses  attend  a  game  of  paintball

[  diary  ]  receiver  writes  a  journal  entry  about  sender  (  maybe  they  find  it  ?  )

[  dance  ]  sender  whisks  receiver  onto  to  ‘  dance  floor  ’  (  can  be  actual  or  pretend  )

[  rest  ]  sender  rests  their  chin  on  receiver’s  head  /  shoulder

[  manicure  ]  sender  paints  receiver’s  nails

[  tuck  ]  sender  tucks  in  receiver’s  shirt,  hair  behind  ear,  etc

[  chin  ]  sender  lifts  receiver’s  chin  up

[  lap  ]  sender  puts  their  feet  in  receiver’s  lap

[  write  ]  receiver  writes  sender  a  note

[  play  ]  muses  play  a  board  game  /  card  game  together

[  glance  ]  receiver  catches  sender  looking  at  them

[  ill  ]  sender  takes  care  of  receiver  when  they  are  unwell

[  hearth  ]  sender  lights  a  fire

[  tap  ]  sender  taps  receiver  on  the  shoulder

[  bake  ]  muses  bake  together

[  read  ]  sender  reads  to  receiver

[  study  ]  sender  tries  to  help  receiver  study

[  push  ]  sender  pushes  receiver  in  anger

[  skill  ]  receiver  tries  to  assist  sender  in  learning  a  new  skill

[  coated  ]  receiver  finds  sender  covered  in  blood

[  gesture  ]  sender  motions  for  receiver  to  follow  them

[  downpour  ]  receiver  finds  sender  out  in  the  rain

[moraldyad]

peddling​ ༄⊰꧂ 

@moraldyad, lyrics starter.   (   ♪   )

❝  i come by it honestly.  ❞

❛ is that so? ❜ honesty is such a fragile thing; this, henry jekyll knows well. and the more he thinks of it, the less he believes. what is honesty but words from the liar’s lips? what is honesty but the mask worn by the duplicitous? but, to hear someone say such a thing . . .  he cannot help but find himself amused. 

❛ but, honesty is such a rare thing to come by, don’t you think? ❜ 

#peddling #HELLO im . . . :)

[moraldyad]

It do be like this sometimes… ♡