moonlitdiane

[moonlitdiane]

it's "fuck capitalism" until you have to pay for a tesla, huh Steven?

#watcher #steven lim #ryan bergara #shane madej

[moonlitdiane]

what makes the watcher news so upsetting for me is that I've loved and supported them for years but I'm from a third-world country, $6 is the equivalent of what I spend for 2 days in Uni (my lunch AND public transportation). that's a LOT of money. That isn't just $6, that's my survival as a broke uni student who has to count coins just so I have enough to get home.

Sure you can say that this is just a me situation but you know damn well a HUGE chunk of Watcher's viewership are broke uni students because that's who the videos they produce attract. Even then, those with stable jobs already have a lot of subscriptions to pay for.

Charging the same fee as Dropout.TV is insane because Dropout releases new videos every WEEK DAYS when Watcher only releases one per week. They can't pull a Dropout because Dropout and Sam Reich have very different backgrounds and histories from Watcher.

#watcher #shane madej #ryan bergara #watcher entertainment

[moonlitdiane]

if yall ever want like serious advice from me about how to solve burnout as a creative it's like...

literally ignore it. stop pushing. go do something else, enjoy your life, fill it with other things, do what brings you joy in the moment if you can.

go to the gym, take a walk to touch grass and look at dogs and smell flowers, cook dinner, watch tv with your friends, talk about your feelings as needed with ppl you trust, take a drive and blast your music, do the chores you need to do, the job hunting slog you need to do, read books that aren't for research, stop cordoning off your brain for The Craft or The Draft or whatever the fuck

forget about the project, stop thinking about it for as long as it takes to be excited again.

fuckin rest, basically

[moonlitdiane]

via the comment section of 'The Alyoshenka Incident - Russia's Alien Baby?'

#screenshot #people being people #i love humans #humans and their capacity to love #alyoshenka

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[moonlitdiane]

Idk if this is gonna make sense but Esteban Ocon looks like he would make a fire drag queen whose main shtick is being an Amanda Lepore impersonator. I look at Estie and I imagine him in the werk room.

#F1 #esteban ocon #formula 1

[moonlitdiane]

why can't my dog live forever? why can't I love him for longer?

[moonlitdiane]

yes honey your ecstasies are holy and your visions are divinely inspired can we fuck now

[moonlitdiane]

Do you think hauntings can go both ways. Like, if a ghost is a dead person who can't move on, what is an alive person who can't let go of someone dead? Grief as a form of haunting. Dragging the memory of a corpse with you because it's all that's left of them. Seeing them out of the corner of your eye sometimes. You know. It pairs nicely with obsession of revenge

[moonlitdiane]

blaming the urge to be a homewrecker on being a scorpio

#i do not condone homewrecking /srs im just yapping about this for the bit

[moonlitdiane]

what if i loved you so much and then one day i lost you. what if i stretched my body out into multitudes and created a purgatory and other lost souls became trapped there. what if my grief became a thing of grotesque horror. what if i spent the rest of eternity looking for you, waiting for you upon a beach, hoping that i might feel your flesh against mine just once more, that your mouth might slide against my tongue. what if a piece of us lived inside the other; your ribcage my own, your teeth in my mouth so i can live with the taste of you and we were both girls

#what if i cry

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[moonlitdiane]

melody dudle

[moonlitdiane]

Surrealist Edward James, was so besotted with his wife, the dancer Tilly Losch, that when he saw the trail of wet footprints she left up the stairs after her bath at Monkton House, he had them woven into the carpet.

#to love so much that it pushes you to the brink of madness #read: ethel cain and the concept of cannibalism as the purest expression of needing someone close to you as possible

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[moonlitdiane]

"The Philippines is the 169th country with the highest suicide rate, with 2.2 suicides per 100,000 people."

#aba ginoong maria napupuno ka ng grasya #bibig ko'y puno ng dugo't suka #gusto ko na lamang matulog sa sahig #na kasing lamig ng aking ina #aba ginoong maria awa naman ng kikirampot na pagmamahal

[moonlitdiane]

no one fears love like Asian children.