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miss-shydeer · 51 minutes
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ok after the agony comes the catharsis. after the catharsis comes the euphoria. after the euphoria comes the bone deep exhaustion
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Kinomoto Sakura (Rocket Beat Ver.) // Cardcaptor Sakura: Clear Card Arc
1/7 Scale by Wings Inc.
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miss-shydeer · 2 hours
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another deranged drawing from my demented mind
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miss-shydeer · 2 hours
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Rabbit Heart (raise it up) - Florence + The Machine // Allegory of Spring - Caesar Philip
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miss-shydeer · 3 hours
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ok. finished the book for real now. and if it's any indication of how hard it made me cry, it's lunchtime and i've been put off eating bc crying hard makes me feel sick and achy
(to be clear. this is a good thing. books that make you feel things are good, so long as it was the intended thing and for narrative reasons. it's a human thing called catharsis and it's good for the soul. read darius the great is not okay (2020) by adib khorram if you're able)
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miss-shydeer · 4 hours
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“Nobody’s going to want to sit on high-speed rail for fifteen hours to get from New York City to LA.”
Me. I will sit on high-speed rail for fifteen hours. I’ll sit on it for days. I’ll write and read and nap and eat and then do it all over again. I’ll stare out the windows and see America from ground level and not have to drive. I’ll see the Rockies and the deserts and cornfields and the Mississippi River and your house and yours and yours too. I’ll make up stories in my head about the small towns I see as we go along. I’ll see the states I’ve yet to see because driving or flying there is a fucking slog and expensive to boot. I’ll enjoy the ride as much as the destination. And then I’ll do it all over again to come the fuck home.
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miss-shydeer · 4 hours
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A rhododendron garden near Lake Como Henrik Gamst Jespersen — Pre 1936 Oil on Canvas
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miss-shydeer · 4 hours
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this week i've been reading darius the great is not okay (2020) for my YA class and i'm nearly finished and it got me crying like a baby after a sudden turn of events and i actually need to take a break for a few minutes
i absolutely recommend it as good reading but be cautious if you
are or were ever a clinically depressed teenager
have father issues
are losing or have ever lost a family member to a slow disease that can addle the mind
ever had a trusted best friend suddenly lash out at you and break your heart
it's an amazing book. really down to earth, compelling, funny, and even awe-inspiringly beautiful. but it can hit you hard in places, big and small, that you didn't even realize you had. especially if you're not ready for it, like me
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miss-shydeer · 6 hours
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i saw a post on twitter by a european saying americans are fake for their random compliments to strangers and their general cheery demeanor and like no. no no no you don’t understand. if you get a random compliment from an american on the street about your outfit or whatever, that is 100% genuine. we mean it. we aren’t lying we are making a small but fleeting connection with you because our lives are shitty but the human condition is enduring. oh god i’m clutching my chest
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miss-shydeer · 7 hours
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Keep protesting, keep boycotting, and keep talking about Gaza. This headline (from March 27th) would have been unthinkable a few months ago.
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miss-shydeer · 7 hours
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i genuinely don't understand why anyone believes anything that anybody says on tiktok as factual
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miss-shydeer · 8 hours
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I’m gnashing my teeth like a child of Cain
If this is a prison I’m willing to bite my own chain
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miss-shydeer · 8 hours
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🐱 Domestic Shorthair
📸 Nicole Hall
🎨 Black Tabby Bicolor [possible de novo mutation]
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miss-shydeer · 8 hours
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some woman on the street below just hit an operatic high c and then screamed “i’ll fucking kick your ass”
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miss-shydeer · 8 hours
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sometimes I wish I could blink audibly like SpongeBob
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@motngoinhadala on instagram
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miss-shydeer · 8 hours
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This might suck to hear, but if you're a people pleaser that is motivated by praise and avoids disagreements, you are easy to manipulate.
When I was in therapy after surviving years of domestic violence, my therapist had to tell me that my personality was primed for abuse and we needed to work on that so I would be better equipped to see the red flags and respond appropriately in the future.
I'm still working on this, and it's been 8 years. If you tell someone how you want to be treated, what behaviors you don't tolerate in your life, what you're looking for in that relationship, and they react negatively, don't compromise yourself. Just move on.
This one's for all the praise-kink girlies: differentiate, self-actualize, stay sexy
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