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“I love that word. Forever. I love that forever doesn’t exist, but we have a word for it anyway, and use it all the time. It’s beautiful and doomed.”

— Viv Albertine

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― Madeline Miller, The Song of Achilles

[text ID: My mind is filled with cataclysm and apocalypse: I wish for earthquakes, eruptions, flood. Only that seems large enough to hold all of my rage and grief. I want the world overturned like a bowl of eggs, smashed at my feet.]

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— Ocean Vuong, Nothing

[text ID: I used to cry in a genre no one read.]

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“I’d love it if we made it.”

— The 1975

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diagnosed with woman in her twenties disease

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“Are you breathing just a little and calling it a life?”

— Mary Oliver

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if I don't sit in my room alone for at least 4 hours a day, I will go crazy

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Sylvia Plath

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i am warmed by the water. something like touch. like love.