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happy rudolf saturday to all who celebrate

#umineko #rudolf ushiromiya #rosa ushiromiya #beatrice umineko #umineko no naku koro ni #my art #cc #ouhuhhhh hes so scrunkly and meow meow hes so silly with it (get him psychiatric help)

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special (time length)ly art dump post for rudolf's birthday today <3

#umineko #rudolf ushiromiya #battler ushiromiya #rosa ushiromiya #krauss ushiromiya #kyrie ushiromiya #ange ushiromiya #hachijo tohya #my art #cc

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hi, sorry for the weird ask! i haven’t been properly in this fandom for a while but i was scrolling through blorbo tumblr tags for the first time in a while recently and i saw you talking about your trans rudolf headcanon thing which i’ve always been kinda curious about.

maybe i’m just paranoid, but when you said that last bit about transphobic vagueposts i went “man, that sucks!” and then about 5 minutes later i remembered something random i posted like a year ago and went “wait, fuck, was that me?!”— so i just wanted to say that if it was me then i’m genuinely very sorry and i want you to know that it 100% wasn’t meant as a jab at you or anything. i would hate for anyone to think i would stoop to transphobia, i honestly just made the meme cause i’m femaligned and the format made me giggle. i quite like your hcs + art actually, i think your devotion is admirable and that you should keep it up! /gen /npa

that’s all really! no obligation to post this btw i just wanted to clear the air on a personal level lol‼️ (and obviously if it’s not about this please ignore me hahaha)

oh my god shsgsjfhdjd i know you said that if this isnt abt you to just ignore it but also i feel like i should return you the service of reassuring you that my mention was NOT at all about you and i can already tell that from how sweet you are despite not knowing who you are exactly 😭

when i mentioned that vaguepost i was talking abt a genuinely transphobic person on twitter of the kind that like. refuses to believe that being trans is integral to some of umineko’s main themes dhdgdjgxjdgx like the kind that believes that beato isn’t trans. That Kind. so please rest assured that it was in no way shape or form abt you at all!!! this is actually a very nice ask dhgfjg thank you so much for your encouragement and kind words!!! 🥺 and i appreciate the gesture even if it wasnt even needed here, trust me i totally understand being paranoid LOL but please ofc rest assured im 100% genuine when i say that it wasn’t about you at all, and im so sorry if i caused you any worries w that!!!! tysm for the love and i hope you carry on having fun posting, have a good day/night wherever you may be!!! 🥰

#letsa ask!! #anon #HELP this jsut made me realize i shouldve specified that one time. anon im so sorry you seem very kind hdgdjfufhfj #i had actually completely forgotten abt that vaguepost until this ask. it was really weird #they said some shit along the lines of like. remember that umineko isnt abt being trans or no one in umineko is trans or some shit #and then followed that up with like. and dont let [ ] tell you otherwise #now i dont exactly remember what was in the brackets specifically. HOWEVER. it was very clearly a phrase that signaled me specifically #and i was like. Hey. Do You Know This Could Only Be About One Person. This Is Obviously About Me #WHCIH WAS WEIRD. BC IM NOT EVEN THE MOST VOCAL PERSON ABT UMINEKO BEING A TRANS NARRATIVE. OR AT LEAST I DONT THINK I AM????? #it was a weird one. i just took some random fucking jab from left field out of nowhere I GUESS bc i fucking hc rudolf as trans??? #even though now i remember them specifically mentioning trans beato i think??? IDK. IT’S BEEN A FEW MONTHS #anyways im chattin for no reason here. hi anon youre very kind and lovely im sure i hope this alleviates your paranoia LOL

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every day i wake up and i’m rudolf nation’s strongest soldier

#umineko #rudolf ushiromiya #battler ushiromiya #ange ushiromiya #kyrie ushiromiya #asumu ushiromiya #krauss ushiromiya #eva ushiromiya #rosa ushiromiya #my art #cc

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Omg heyyyy!! X3

#umineko #cc #OH MY LITTLE MEOW MEOW? MY PUPPY BOY? MY SWEETIE PIE? #<- he is talking abt a grown fucking man #op you have noooo idea how much youre keeping me alive. between this and the last post it;s literally like christmas for me #so much rudolf in the span of a few days finally not drawn by me (it was literally jsut two sorry im starved) #thank u for understanding how much of a :3 boy he is. like hes suicidal and hates himself but hes also :3 hes a complex character (GENUINE)

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who up postin they rudolf

#umineko #rudolf ushiromiya #battler ushiromiya #ange ushiromiya #beatrice umineko #kyrie ushiromiya #krauss ushiromiya #eva ushiromiya #rosa ushiromiya #hideyoshi ushiromiya #natsuhi ushiromiya #maria ushiromiya #jessica ushiromiya #my art #cc

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*Spinning and twirling and holding your hands* I just got into the when they cry series and I love your art ♥️ I really appreciate the nice comments! Rudolf is sososo baby girl to me~ like a less fucked up Patrick Bateman <3

(Also sorry for the red text. For some reason my phone is being funky but at least you know it’s true lol)

oh my god getting this ask was an embarrassing reminder that people sure can see your tags on reblogs KJHGFDJHGUIDHGFD but im glad you appreciated them <33333 and im so glad you love my art!!!! 😭 rudolf is like my favorite of all time ever hes like my #1 babygirl meow meow so i absolutely understand where youre coming from. I Get It i get you, i hope youve been enjoying getting into wtc!!! it's soooo beloved to me, and i hope you end up making more lovely fanart for it, your art is rly nice!!!!! offering you this catboy rudolf i drew a few months ago, a meow meow in exchange for a meow meow <3333

#letsa ask!! #thegreatsolaris #my art #cc

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I dont even play this game I just think he looks . Uh. Yeah

#umineko #cc #sorry for reblogging this. sorry. sorry. s #did not expect to fidn another human being who wohld actually draw him like this this post has been stuck. in ym mind since yesterday #hes SO meow meow it’s unreal. op you made him so meow meow. thats my fucking meow meow. real #literally so rare to find someone else drawing him imagine my shock when i find something new for once and it’s this LOL thank you so much. #my mentally ill babygirl meow meow who made an entirely new mental illness all on his own in that fucked up head of his 🥳

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Recent commissions!!!

Shoutout to @mettamaxie, the second commission is based on his rly cool Rudotrice AU!!

#umineko #RUDOTRICE MY LITTLE SUICIDE BAITING MEOW MEOW <333333 #MY LITTLE SCRUNKLY SCRIMBLO MY SWEETIE PIE WHO KEEPS TELLING RUDOLF TO KILL HIMSELF <33333 #i still love this comm so much kat thank u :]]]] it makes me so happy every time i look at it #cc

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hello! i'm sure you've gotten shit about this before so i just want to put the disclaimer that this is not intended to be an attack, i'm genuinely curious and interested about your interpretation of rudolf, so i want to ask if it's okay. i'm curious about how you headcanon rudolf as a trans man, but how do you make this work with the fact that a huge part of his backstory is the Baby Drama (i don't want to get too into detail for spoilers but obviously i'm sure you understand what i'm referring to). or is this headcanon just something that you're attached to personally/not necessarily something you try to make work with canon? i hope the wording on this makes sense, i'm not really sure ;_; thank you! :3

ok first off jfhdkgf thank you for being super nice w this ask my paranoia always skyrockets whenever wtc fans ask me abt anything for a lot of reasons but thank you for clarifying your intent w this ask it means a lot <3333

me hcing rudolf as a trans man is really something i do for personal comfort reasons because i myself am a trans man!!! a major part of why i even found the confidence to adopt the trans man label in the first place and really refer to myself as a man was because of rudolf, so much so that i named myself rudy after him! it helped that a lot of his struggles w masculinity and masculine ideals esp of the toxic masculinity variety and how much they conflict w who he's meant to actually be as a person really resonate deeply w me as a trans man, i feel like that kinda subconsciously plays a lot into it as well, though i know canon largely conflicts this w the whole baby swap thing so i know it could never actually be anything canonical, but it's a nice comforting thing for me to think abt and something that really helps me feel confident in my own gender identity and expression a lot despite that :) so yeah, i never treat it as like totally canon as more than a joke, but i do love to personally just think of him as trans in my mind bc of the security it gives me in myself <3 this is a kinda corny way of puttin it but i wouldn't be a man if it weren't for me knowing about rudolf, so this is how i pay thanks to him for it :D which i know is a sentiment that wouldn't make sense to people probably but he means a lot to me genuinely so it's the best way i can put it

you're totally fine for asking this, and shockingly i haven't gotten shit for this somehow, save for one guy who was like. weirdly indirectly transphobic towards me about it in a vaguepost? it's okay, it's not okay but like it's okay ya know!! i kinda went on a tangent i feel like dfjkhfdg but i really hope that answers your question!!! thanks for being so kind w it!!!

#letsa ask!! #anon #umineko #rudolf ushiromiya

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i love your rudolf art! its always a blast to see someone have such an in-depth connection to these characters too. :]

THAT MEANS A LOT TO ME......im so glad you love it!!! rudolf is a character that has grown to mean so so much to me ever since i finished umineko back in june 2021, so much that he's become my favorite of all time, i'm really glad that shines through every time i draw him!! the connections people can have w so many diff characters in this cast is definitely one of the most special things about umineko for me :D thanks for the kind words!!!

#letsa ask!! #anon #my art #umineko #rudolf ushiromiya #cc

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i believe in rudolf sweep

#umineko #umineko no naku koro ni #rudolf ushiromiya #rosa ushiromiya #jessica ushiromiya #rudotrice #my art #cc

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i havent posted on this site since LLLLLLLLLLLAST YEARRRRRRRR

#umineko #umineko no naku koro ni #rudolf ushiromiya #rosa ushiromiya #krauss ushiromiya #my art #cc

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i did rudotober last month as my own version of umitober, had a lot of fun with the prompts i gave myself!!!! <3

#umineko #rudolf ushiromiya #battler ushiromiya #kyrie ushiromiya #ange ushiromiya #asumu ushiromiya #belphegor umineko #my art #cc

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IDK where I saw it but I SWEAR I saw u mention making a Rudolftrice fangame somewhere 👀 I need to know more plsplspls-

YEAAAH i’ve mentioned it before on my main twitter and on my umi spoilers twitter as well as my priv where i’m just slightly more open abt it but it’s something i’ve been slowly working on for a few months now!!!! i’m still writing it but i eventually wanna make it fully playable in vn form which is something i have NEVER even tried doing before but im ambitious for this project DGSGJDF i literally wanna redraw spritesets and make new necessary sprites and do my own cgs and dhsghdhdc so much is planned for this that im really hoping i can properly deliver on!!!!

i havent talked abt too many plot details since i don’t wanna like spoil everything but yeah it’s centered around rudolf/rudotrice!!! the forgery starts a bit before the family conference and eventually gets to that point, with rudotrice inviting battler along w beato to a game of his to maybe get him to learn just a bit more about his dad. i won’t give too much away but the rules will be slightly different for this forgery and won’t follow the standard format dictated by the epitaph. rudotrice has different kinds of plans after all :]

REALLY GENUINELY HAPPY YOURE INTERESTED THOUGH THAT MEANS A LOT 🥹 im always down to talk more indepth abt the concept behind it and everything if you dont mind spoilers or whatever!!! ive grown super attached to this project shgshfdd it’s my love letter to both umineko and rudolf himself <3333

#letsa ask!! #krejzac

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rudolf enjoyer nation population of 3 people

#umineko #rudolf ushiromiya #asumu ushiromiya #beatrice umineko #rosa ushiromiya #bernkastel #my art #cc #have been drawing a lot of stuff for the forgery im planning...and even if it doesnt make sense to anyone but me ill post it anyway <3

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rudolf ushiromiya my beloved

#umineko #rudolf ushiromiya #battler ushiromiya #ange ushiromiya #kyrie ushiromiya #tohya hachijo #my art #cc #cant wait for the last image to make sense to literally anyone else when i finally drop the forgery im working on in 70 years