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[melodiesandwords]

Honour the past,never forget the past and at the same time be welcoming of future. It’s just the beginning,it’s your genesis.

The moment you step into the real world, life mqybe as ordinary as it can be but what makes it extraordinary is the genesis day by day ,minute by minute we go through and that’s so so inspiring to me.

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[melodiesandwords]

World is just stupid and you have to let things,people and bullshit just go while you should go and party even if it’s alone🪩

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[melodiesandwords]

I may not be the most wanted person in the room today but i promise to myself one day I’ll be the hardest person to get in the room and that’s the day i will know in life i made it. The day i do justice to becoming the best of who i want to be💌🪩

[melodiesandwords]

You known how I have grown in life.

By having conversations and taking a minute to sit and seep in what’s happening around me.

A lot of things shape you in life but trust me talking to people, knowing their opinions and beliefs or just a casual conversation about your favourite brand? Makes a lot of difference and never restrict yourself within the realms of your comfort zone,your family and friends. I have been shy of being a loner in room and felt oh the whole world is judging me but you know what i have learnt which i will cherish all my life. Life is limitless never be bound to your own people, go around smiling and being there being just you💌

Grateful for the lessons 🤍

[melodiesandwords]

It’s me hi

We’ll it’s been months of me being the most independent i have ever been to most dependent I have gotten, what the past year has taught me is you have to take it easy, let it flow easy and breathe. And you have to be courageous and keep yourself first,you do need to hold on to people but when you can’t anymore you just can’t and you accept the situations but those situations should not stop you anywhere in life. Everyday you should own your space and embrace your being. Because no matter how life is you have once goddamn chance at it. So live and love and be kind💌 Happy 24

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[melodiesandwords]

I want the rush, the passion that ignites my purpose in life.

I don’t want to live with the mentality it will happen, i want everyday to be a reminder of i will make it happen, i am making it happen. I want to wake up and hustle towards my education,my career,my dream. I want to read, write, talk, learn with all my heart, i want to wake up and be a woman with a vision and a voice not run into a small life. I want to chase my big dreams, i want to make the best of best of my privileges and opportunities. I don’t come from a place where i can let it be, to me i bear a huge cost of responsibility,dreams,hope and courage of my choices. And i want to work towards making it a reality, i want to grow and be a woman of my own dreams not of someone else’s s, that’s my essence.

A. @melodiesandwords

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[melodiesandwords]

The constant fear of losing at it bothers me so much that i will end up winning harder than i ever expected or imagined. If i start thinking how life will be to me and for me and around me if i don’t climb the ladder be it spiritually,financially or otherwise, it’s going to fail me while costing me my everything. And that’s scary ad hell. I don’t come from easier life and wanting easier life is like a crime, it’s a constant everyday reminder and a battle to fight it, fight my own.

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[melodiesandwords]

I bear a responsibility of changing the narrative. And failing is not an option for me, i fear what if i fail at it? But I cannot afford the failures because i will land at square 1.

All my life I’ve been told this is who we are and who we can be but I’m trying to change that and it takes a toll over me every day because with me i have generations of people stuck in a loop and I cannot afford the expense of that loop. I don’t come from it and I don’t have it my blood to be it but I’m changing the narrative by instilling it in me. Because I can’t settle how generations behind me has. I don’t want to settle because if i do I’ll be a nobody in this world and i will never be able to see the world. If i fail now i fail a life i want.

Humble families and broken dreams, minimum resources and thoughtful expenses to limited education is how I’ve seen it almost 2 decades of my life but i have dared to see beyond that and it takes courage and commitment and the worst. Putting up with the world and you feel like an outsider because you’ve never known that life before but you are battling history for it and winning is the only road for you.

A.

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[melodiesandwords]

Fun facts.

I can’t look up because i hate the pity, I can’t look down because I know strength. I have loved a good company all my life or maybe I’ve always had someone, someone besides me to sit in class, to work with to have a bare conversation. I have never in my life entered a room thinking “shit! Where am I supposed to go, who am I supposed to be with?” All i have known is how to barge into a room, speak with confidence even if I know i might be sounding like the most stupidest person or the smartest person in the room. Having company of friends to laugh with ,have fun with and hang around like a stupid moron. But now as an adult i don’t know where am I supposed to go when i enter a room, knowing I’m not who i initial was. I’m not a friend to anyone, there won’t be anyone to hang around with me (for that I must thank library for, only place that doesn’t bite you if you are alone, loner in a youthful crowd). The idea of being nowhere to go and being alone in a crowded room which is by definition a place to make friends with and have group circles- college is frightening, the fear of getting my lecture cancelled because it gives me an hour of nothing i try to sit with people but the mere nonchalance on their sides doesn’t help.I don’t like it , it bothers me and i also know I could have done a better job at being less of a loner but i can’t do much about it now and it’s just I need to put it out in the world to have an open circle for people like me. For people who don’t have anyone to sit by their side, to make plans and have fun, to go and enjoy a cup of coffee at the least. Because “I never thought this would be my reality because I know like all of them”. But it’s how life turned out for me and honestly it’s completely normal but i just don’t want to loose the strength of walking into room and owning the sight of sitting alone on a three-benched seat- a fucking irony.

A. @melodiesandwords

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[melodiesandwords]

Your 20’s.

20’s need not to go by the book , you can still party like a teenager knowing your end goals, you can still be madly in love but knowing the future game. Your 20’s need not to be grinding only, there’s balance between grinding and gaining, gain the skills and experiences and they need not to be professional and academic, it’s the real life skills. Emotional stability, mental strength and knowing how to cope up with the crisis, it’s management, it’s values and morals. And standing strong. This is 20’s, exploring who you are and growing up to the person you always wanted to be. Even if it’s you against the world.

A. @melodiesandwords

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[melodiesandwords]

You know there’s always a last time to a lot many things in the world , LAST TIME of you being someone, you doing something and this feeling leaves you nonchalant. The bittersweetness of these moments lies in the fact if it’s last time of something it’s also a new beginning to something completely new, but there’s lot you leave behind and that kind of hits you. Tomorrow morning would be a whole new decade to my life, a completely new chapter in the book of life where i get to choose, decide and dive and discover my own life and craft it in a way I’ve always wanted and dreamed to.

The sheer innocence of looking forward to these moments, to being a naive kid and knowing one day i will grow up to a beautiful woman and I believe i am that today and tomorrow will be just a better version to who i am today. And i open my heart to life.

A. @melodiesandwords

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[melodiesandwords]

The Reminder of where you come from which somewhere also defines who you are and what you can be ?

This , this is not comfort to me it haunts me. The urge to break through the narratives of where i come from should be the drive I suppose, after tasting and treating myself to freedom I cannot end at square 1. The horrific thought of I cannot have something just because I don’t come from it makes me sick to my core. The hesitancy of that life. I am bold enough to say no I cannot do that because I cannot let go just like all of them. The world is making it’s way so why cannot we? I have to have the life because i visualise that or nothing else. And i am a woman of my visions.

I cannot let someone else’s struggles define my life, i will have my own struggles and that is what defines my life. I have already taken the road and I’m not going back until the destination comes to me.

To the world 🌎

I am signing in

A.@melodiesandwords

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[melodiesandwords]

Mothers.

I cannot write anything that could do justice to how beautiful moms are. If world is any beautiful it’s because moms exist, the sheer love and abundance of a mother’s heart, the mere touch of her hand, the depth of her consolations and the healing power of her touch. Everything is divine and beautiful. Mothers are so insanely pure you just cannot ever put out the love you have for your mom, every single day you could fight with her, despise what she says , what she does, be so angry and pissed but you can never not love the lady. Because you are her as much as she is you. Mom is something you always have with you. That’s why they say “God cannot be everywhere that’s why he created moms”.

A. @melodiesandwords

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[melodiesandwords]

You have no-one which also means you have everyone.

In your own loneliness you become so much more aware about humans and power of human connections, little little things touch you and tear you apart , definitely makes your eyes glisten with tears you try hard to hold back but also instills a sense of kindness and compassion in your heart. Compassion to be nice and kind to someone out there,smile at people and if I’m being honest those smiles at random people heals something in you, it’s a small part but it does make a difference. When you don’t have anyone you seek people as they are, you go ahead try making a most random conversation, you laugh more you smile more in the agony of your apathy. You start noticing the most random thing how someone has someone to go and have lunch with, go shop? So you just go and talk to any random person because you have noone which also means you have everyone.And this narrative of smiling through your agony and apathy isn’t aggrandising but liberating. It liberates you in a longer and deeper sense.

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[melodiesandwords]

You came like the softest yet strongest wave. You made me feel so little but the weight of everything weighed me down in a manner i fail to consider as reality?something that i did,I felt,world my world witnessed. You stole something from me at the very beginning, the first eye contact I remember it, something definitely happened at the first sight. You are the strongest energy through which universe changed narratives of my destiny. Words fail to convey what my heart fails to comprehend.

A.

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[melodiesandwords]

The choices you make always leads you to beautiful stories.

[melodiesandwords]

How we abandon ourselves amidst people and propagandas.

You know it is said we are people we love, what are we when people we love leave us? People make up so much of who we are, i am someone who propagates individualism yet my heart knows how people can be everything and this sense of a human being everything to you goes beyond your control and conscious. What do we do when we don’t have people? I think in my case i did exactly what others did to me, i also left. Left my own self , self sabotaging myself, self aggrandising myself , leaving myself in broken places, giving up on everything else because someone gave up on me. I think this is what went wrong abandoning myself .

A @melodiesandwords

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