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medeaminte · 7 months
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I definitely agree with this!
Raimundo is such a thoughtful human being - he really has a good heart and he cares a lot about his friends. Not saying that the others don't, but through the series, especially season 3. he really shines through with his willingess to sacrifice himself for others. So I can really see this happening - him being overwhelmed by the responsibility and constant overthinking. Lack of sleep being the worst signal as he's well known for his love for sleeping!
Last but not least - I think there is a reason why both Chase and Guan wanted to live forever and Dashi somehow decided to die. I think at some point he has become exhausted of being the leader at all times and being the Great Master became more of a burden than an excitement. I don't think that he died defeated - Wuya in her prime couldn't defeat him, who else could have? I'd like to imagine that he has settled down somewhere, stopped using his powers and simply grew old surrounded by his family.
Why in my headcanon Raimundo is depressed after becoming a leader:
   Years ago I did get an idea to make Rai really, like heavy even depressed in the stories I was making in my head back then. I think that thought came to me while I was listening to some rap song about depression, and I did this thing when I tried to make a story that would match a song. And the rest is history, but it makes sense to me honestly, and I will explain everything below (disclaimer: I do not romanticize depression or anything related to that in this post, I know what depression feels like and I do not have any bad intentions making these. It's just a headcanon on a fictional story. If u struggle with depression, try seek help). So, Rai becomes a shoku warrior, a leader. That title is different than any other the monks have earned, and it belongs only to one of them. The ,,chosen one" from now on doesn’t walk WITH them, but must protect them and lead them (as the word " leader" says). As a leader you have to make decisions, sometimes very quickly, and those decisions can be very, very hard, and can have impact on the whole world. And your friends, that basically are your family at this point. How can you not feel pressure when you think about how you're responsible not only for the lives of 7 billion of people on this earth, but also about 3 lives of your friends? You have to protect them all at all times, at all cost. Even if the price is your life. And Rai knows that & he's thinking about it all the time, it 
consumes him. He's not the type of guy who thinks about his problems often, but he
feels like now, when he's a shoku, he CANNOT not think about it, you know? He constantly tries to predict what Heylin will come up with next, and tries to find a solution. He's ready to take a risk no matter what it is and what it might result with. He came to peace with a thought he probably at some point will have to dedicate his life for the sake of the world & his friends. He's ready for that, and the reason is he knows that if anything bad would happen to any of them: a bad, serious injury that is not curable or even a death - he would not survive that. He would simply, more likely sooner than later end his own life because of the guilt he would feel. It's better to sacrifice his one life, than lose two. That's how he sees that. But that's not the main part that makes him depressed. What really gets him is the fear. Fear that even tho he tries so hard- he will not be able to predict everything. To prevent everything. To save his friends lives and the lives of many people he doesn’t even know, but he's still responsible for. He feels like the world is on his shoulders, and it almost literally is. I mean he’s like what, 18 or 19 at that time? And his job is to protect basically the whole planet now. He did it for couple of years, yeah, but he did that along side of his
friends, they were all equal (besides when he wasn’t due to his betrayal but anyways) and they were in this together. Now they're also together in all of this, but he's kinda above - he's a leader. He has to lead, and they have to listen. That's a wild concept to him and them at the beginning, but after some time they all are used to it. But the pressure and the fear are always there with him. He's not sleeping much, hi's skin lost it’s colors, he's not so funny as he once were, and he even lost some weight. He reads a lot of scrolls, makes notes and writes plans "just in case" & "what if’s”. He helps his brother Cesar who now lives in the temple with him with his music career, so he's not having a time for himself in between this and saving a world. He does drugs to sleep, calm himself or get a buzz to be able to work & function when he's tired, or to help with his panic attacks & anxiety. The pressure is bad, his mood is bad... He's stressed and depressed. The rest of the monks, Master Fung, Dojo and the Heylin side knows this. The villains want to use it and his friends want to help him, but they don't know how. When they try to approach him and talk about it he always claims he’s “alright” and they don't have to worry about him. He has moments of doubt and he thinks about quitting and giving his title away or even…ending his life, but he doesn’t do that cuz he thinks it’s better if his life will be sacrificed for the sake of something rather than wasted and ended just because he’s in emotional pain. He suffers a lot, but after some time comes the cure - He finally starts to realize that he’s wasting his life by this mindset and it’s not who he ever imagined himself to be like. He always was the funny guy who got the best jokes, the “life of a party” guy, and now his miserable? And also - he’s not a god leader and he’s not capable of doing a good job at protecting his friends in that state. So he finally did seek help of his friends and a professional therapy. Then he has some sort of quick fling with Kimiko that didn't last too long,but it helped him with recovery. And then…Rapunzle comes in…🫢 But THAT is a story for a different post. 😏
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medeaminte · 8 months
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Yasss Narvana!! If you're back, I'm back too!!! 💞💞💞
Guess who's back...Yeah, the girl who left her tumblr page for...I dont even know how long, without any sign or explanation. Heh, oh well...😅😬 It just happend, life is life and it has a lot of ways to surprise you, change you and what you do. I honestly can say it was my fault as well as it was a"fault" of circumstances that occurred in my life, and that it could be prevented. I left tumblr not only by not posting, but I also didn't check on it, and I regret it so so much, because so many of good content and inspiration were never saw by me, but hey - Im here to bring my good old content and myself back, so let's focus on that. I have some ideas for posts and drawings, Idk how it's gonna look with frequency, but again - let's focus on my return 😅. Soo yeah, I hope you guys remember me and you will somehow support my return! Love you and see you later Xiaolin freaks, bye! 😘
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medeaminte · 2 years
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Batman: WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?
Riddler:
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medeaminte · 2 years
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my assumption of you based on which batman (2022) character you're attracted to
this came to my head and i thought it'd be fun to post :^)) NOTE: some of these are NSFW BUT NOT EXPLICIT.
bruce wayne
specifically this batman, you are definitely a weirdo (in the best way)
probs already a pattinson stan
you always end up in unrequited love situations
you like em strong and silent!! hell yh!!
you're the type of person to tweet "guys should paint their nails and wear eyeliner!!" bc you are so down bad for that
you like em angsty, like punching walls and screaming angsty
if someone was to make a playlist for you you'd marry them on the spot
you get so pent up when your crush takes 3-5 working days to message you back but you'll reply to them in 0.5 seconds.
doing gods work and pushing the female gaze agenda
you like dark, troubled people but have good boundaries when you see toxic traits.
100% more attractive to someone if they show no sign of loving you back
you wanna put the work in lmaoo
you like soft doms and you cherish after-care
possessiveness turns you on
probs a massive simp, like on your knees worshipping the ground they walk on kinda simp. so down bad.
selina kyle
YOUR STANDARDS ARE HIGH and rightfully so
you're very attractive and hot just like her
you have high standards when it comes to looks but personality wise you want someone that will challenge you and make you think.
if you're queer you gatekeep her from straight cis men and will run your mouth if a man says she's hot
"SHE'S FOR THE GAYS ONLY!!"
you cherish people that are vulnerable with you
you're also a very good listener and don't mind people venting to you
just overall a very emotionally intelligent person
i also get the vibes that you're not a clingy person, like you like to have space.
like overall you just have a very good taste in people because selina is an absolute chem.
you're probably an adrenaline junkie, like when you're dating you like to try new things
if you're shy tho, you look for people like selina to bring you out your shell, while still feeling safe.
you're not one for labels, you're neither a dom, sub or switch
you just do what feels right in the moment
you like to be classy, like making sure you and your partner are dressed in the finest gear and feeling confident.
edward nashton
oh boy,,,,
(side note, i'm attracted to him out of all the characters so i'm self-projecting here)
but damn, your taste is awful.
"they're hot in a pathetic way" is literally your type.
you look for non-threatening people to date but 9/10 the people you find attractive are bat-shit crazy.
MASK KINK. YOU HAVE A MASK KINK.
you probs have a "i can fix them" mentality too.
in the streets you give off sub vibes, but in the sheets you are dom asf.
you are the ultimate switch.
you fall head over heels for intelligent people
while everyone is simping for one particular person you're always drawn to the person who never gets attention
so you can have them all to yourself :^))
you like shy, not particulary strong people; but the ones that are borderline narcissists.
you're either really extroverted or really introverted no in between.
everytime you develop a crush you never tell anyone bc you know they'll say they're ugly bc they're not conventionally attractive.
ngl you have no boundaries, you like red flags bc red is "your fave colour" lmaoo.
you don't care what your partner is like as long as they have good hygiene.
ozwald copperpot
you like to be spoiled rotten
definitely a 'daddy's girl' mentality
DEFINITELY have a thing for older men
you love being called pet names like "sweetie" or "sunshine".
if someone can make you laugh, you're automatically attracted to them
you don't per-say always need validation but you love it when you get it
you love to be admired as if you're the only person in the room
you like someone with a hard front with others but are just complete softies when only with you
like you love people who look menacing physically but deep down they just need comfort
ngl i don't imagine ozzie being rough in the sheets so you like someone who is gentle
you're probs more on the sub side but can be a soft dom if your partners into it
instead of roughness you like to be petted and cuddled and told how beautiful you are
you've definitely thought about having a sugar daddy, or you already have one.
james gordon
you like older men but the ones that are non-threatening
you've probs had/have a crush on one of your friends dads
if they're not loyal you do not trust them!!
you want someone that would die for you
you appreciate good morals and people that think for themselves
you're not a homewrecker but you end up falling for people that look like they've been married for 10+ years lmaooo
you can't date people that have different political views to you
when you crush on someone you're already planning your wedding before you even go on a date with them
you take no shit from anyone and hate liars
you probs have good boundaries and prioritise surrounding yourself with good people
when your love isn't appreciated, it breaks your heart
not good at handling violence, it makes you cringe.
you're quite vanilla when it comes to the deed. you like the 'making love' type of thing
like just very intimate and passionate
and you don't like to do it very often, so when you're in the mood you can make the moment extra special
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medeaminte · 2 years
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I can't believe they rated this movie PG-13 🙃
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medeaminte · 2 years
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dano riddler, or as i like to call him: the diddler
Let's go one step further and just call him daddy.
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medeaminte · 2 years
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I need a gif from Ed Nashton's arrest. You know when they push him down on the table and his face goes 🙄🥴😀🙄🥴👀.
Pls help a simping girl.
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medeaminte · 2 years
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we should just start singing opera when someone pisses us off tbh
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medeaminte · 2 years
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"From your Secret Friend..."
Heavily inspired by Thomas Blackshear's painting of Jesus.
Before watching the movie I had in my mind the idea of the Riddler as an alter or even Edward.
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medeaminte · 2 years
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me, waking up at 10:30, refusing to part the curtains because my eyes have yet to adjust to sunlight, putting on a different black t-shirt than the one I slept in before walking the kitchen and grabbing a handful of unwashed blueberries: I'm Vengeance.
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medeaminte · 2 years
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God, I'm so obsessed.
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medeaminte · 2 years
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WHY IS HE LIKE THIS
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medeaminte · 2 years
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Website at 100%!
You get riddler's sketches and photographs. It's neat seeing these up close. Especially the writing on the drawings. You can see how obsessed and far gone he gets when it repeats and overlaps. It gave me chills seeing that in movie.
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medeaminte · 2 years
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I'm famous. Lol
Batman: WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?
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medeaminte · 2 years
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The first frame of THE BATMAN is the title card. The second one is a P.O.V. shot. The second frame, the frame that follows the big ol' THE BATMAN title card, is a shot from the Riddler's P.O.V.
It gives the audience a peak into his headspace, and invites them to participate in the voyeurism and be an accessory to a crime. They are introduced to THE BATMAN through the eyes of a criminal.
And I'm obsessed, you understand? Obsessed.
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medeaminte · 2 years
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Batman: WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?
Riddler:
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