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Reckless

Part 3

Summary: It’s been 4 years since The Winter Soldier broke into your house and assaulted you, what happens when you then see Bucky Barnes at a masquerade ball hosted by Tony Stark?

Warnings: mentions of rape, ummm not really anything else?

Pairing: winter soldier x reader, bucky barnes x reader (platonic? maybe, we’ll see what happens)

So we’re just going to forget that Pietro died in Age of Ultron, ok? Noice.

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Your vision blurry as you opened your eyes. Worried faces, including Tony’s, were peering down at you. The floor was cold and hard against your bare shoulders were you were lying.

You remembered Bucky again, who he was and what he had done. As you sat up you started to hyperventilate, panicking about what he could do to you still. As you looked around, you noticed he was no longer standing with the crowd that was near you.

Tony helped you to stand, and as you gazed round wearily, you saw him. Standing in a corner, his hand covering his mouth as he stared at the floor. So he remembered, you thought to yourself, he knows it’s me.

As you stared at him he brought his head up to parallel with your’s. You eyes met and locked. You saw in them layers of guilt, shame and shock that were being peeled away. You thought he almost looked more shocked than you did.

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When you got to the bathroom, you broke down. You knew what he was capable of, you remembered his strength, his voice, and his raw desire. Tears poured down your cheeks as you relived the events of that night, which had left you traumatised and fearful.

After half and hour, you wiped the tears from your eyes. You knew you had to go back into the ballroom. Being Tony Stark’s niece, people wanted to meet you, and Tony wanted you to meet them. Taking a deep breath, you opened the doors and stepped out into the hallway.

You paused outside the double doors that lead back into the ballroom. Taking the two handles of the doors in you hands, you pulled on them.

C-R-E-A-K

You should have known, that, as the mansion the ball took place in was well over 100 years old, every door in the goddamn place was bound to creak when opened.

You swore to yourself was every single pair of eyes, masked and unmasked alike, turned to meet yours. Silence ensued over the room as you gulped and stepped inside.

Tony came rushing up to you.

‘Y/n! Are you ok? Where have you been?’

‘I - I have to tell you something. I’ve just been in the bathroom. I’m fine, I swear.’

He cast a worried expression over your face, taking in your bloodshot eyes. He nodded, unbelieving.

‘Come over and meet Wanda and Pietro Maximoff. Wanda has neuroelectric interfacing, energy manipulation and telekinesis. Pietro can run reaallly fast. I like to call them Fast and Weird.’

‘Hi.’ You said, extending one hand to Pietro. ‘Pleased to meet you.’

‘Us too.’ Wanda turned to look at you. ‘Are you enjoying the party so far?’

‘It’s lovely,’ you said, putting a forced smile on.

You linked arms and started walking together across the room.

‘Are you ok? You seem a bit … distracted.’

‘I’m fine. I’m just - thinking about something.’

Wanda turned to look at you and for a second you thought you saw her eyes glow red. You rubbed your own eyes, thinking you were just tired.

An unreadable expression crossed her face and she stared you in the eyes. Her brows knitted together and the jaw dropped slightly.

You thought back to what powers she had. Neuroelectric interfacing. Telepathy. She had read your mind. She knew what was going on. She glanced round the room and fixed her eyes on the furthermost corner, catching a glint of metal. You followed her gaze, a sight of it too.

She grabbed your arm and wordlessly guided you out of the room.

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Reckless

Part 3

Summary: It’s been 4 years since The Winter Soldier broke into your house and assaulted you, what happens when you then see Bucky Barnes at a masquerade ball hosted by Tony Stark?

Warnings: mentions of rape, ummm not really anything else?

Pairing: winter soldier x reader, bucky barnes x reader (platonic? maybe, we’ll see what happens)

So we’re just going to forget that Pietro died in Age of Ultron, ok? Noice.

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Your vision blurry as you opened your eyes. Worried faces, including Tony’s, were peering down at you. The floor was cold and hard against your bare shoulders were you were lying.

You remembered Bucky again, who he was and what he had done. As you sat up you started to hyperventilate, panicking about what he could do to you still. As you looked around, you noticed he was no longer standing with the crowd that was near you.

Tony helped you to stand, and as you gazed round wearily, you saw him. Standing in a corner, his hand covering his mouth as he stared at the floor. So he remembered, you thought to yourself, he knows it’s me.

As you stared at him he brought his head up to parallel with your’s. You eyes met and locked. You saw in them layers of guilt, shame and shock that were being peeled away. You thought he almost looked more shocked than you did.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

When you got to the bathroom, you broke down. You knew what he was capable of, you remembered his strength, his voice, and his raw desire. Tears poured down your cheeks as you relived the events of that night, which had left you traumatised and fearful.

After half and hour, you wiped the tears from your eyes. You knew you had to go back into the ballroom. Being Tony Stark’s niece, people wanted to meet you, and Tony wanted you to meet them. Taking a deep breath, you opened the doors and stepped out into the hallway.

You paused outside the double doors that lead back into the ballroom. Taking the two handles of the doors in you hands, you pulled on them.

C-R-E-A-K

You should have known, that, as the mansion the ball took place in was well over 100 years old, every door in the goddamn place was bound to creak when opened.

You swore to yourself was every single pair of eyes, masked and unmasked alike, turned to meet yours. Silence ensued over the room as you gulped and stepped inside.

Tony came rushing up to you.

‘Y/n! Are you ok? Where have you been?’

‘I - I have to tell you something. I’ve just been in the bathroom. I’m fine, I swear.’

He cast a worried expression over your face, taking in your bloodshot eyes. He nodded, unbelieving.

‘Come over and meet Wanda and Pietro Maximoff. Wanda has neuroelectric interfacing, energy manipulation and telekinesis. Pietro can run reaallly fast. I like to call them Fast and Weird.’

‘Hi.’ You said, extending one hand to Pietro. ‘Pleased to meet you.’

‘Us too.’ Wanda turned to look at you. ‘Are you enjoying the party so far?’

‘It’s lovely,’ you said, putting a forced smile on.

You linked arms and started walking together across the room.

‘Are you ok? You seem a bit … distracted.’

‘I’m fine. I’m just - thinking about something.’

Wanda turned to look at you and for a second you thought you saw her eyes glow red. You rubbed your own eyes, thinking you were just tired.

An unreadable expression crossed her face and she stared you in the eyes. Her brows knitted together and the jaw dropped slightly.

You thought back to what powers she had. Neuroelectric interfacing. Telepathy. She had read your mind. She knew what was going on. She glanced round the room and fixed her eyes on the furthermost corner, catching a glint of metal. You followed her gaze, a sight of it too.

She grabbed your arm and wordlessly guided you out of the room.

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Reckless

Part 2

Summary: It’s been 4 years since The Winter Soldier broke into your house and assaulted you, what happens when you then see Bucky Barnes at a masquerade ball hosted by Tony Stark?

Warnings: mentions of rape, ummm not really anything else?

Pairing: winter soldier x reader, bucky barnes x reader (platonic? maybe, we’ll see what happens)

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4 years had passed. Recovery was slow, you were so shaken up by what had happened. Tony had provided a great deal of help, referring you to one of the best therapists and even installing a version of J.A.R.V.I.S in your own home, making it secure. You had given Tony a description of the man, a description of his height, build, hair and eyes. You had left one thing out. The man had a metal arm.

Something in your gut told you not to tell him. You were scared that, if you told him, it would backfire on you and lead you to a bigger mess than the one you were in. You couldn’t cope with that again.

You had decided to stay off social media in case he could track you down from there. Posting pictures of yourself online was really putting you out there for trouble.

However, there was some good news coming your way. Tony, for a celebration of his and Pepper’s engagement, had decided to host a masquerade ball. The full thing, with ball gowns, masks and dances. You hardly knew anything of his work life now, but he had told you that there were some new members of the Avengers that he wanted you to meet.

As the ball came ever closer, preparations became more hurried and more last minute. Tony paid for a dressmaker to make a dress for you, so that it fitted you perfectly and flattered you.

You had chosen a deep red, scarlet colour ball gown with an off-the-shoulder necklace. It had a full skirt that swished around your feet as you walked, and on your feet you wore black shoes with block heels. You knew that there was no way you’d be able to dance in stilettos, and to save yourself embarrassment you chose a thicker heel. Your mask was the same colour as your dress, with an intricate swirling design that came around your eyes and up your forehead.

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You made your way through the crowd, with a champagne flute held in your right hand. You found Tony right in the middle of the room, amidst all the crowds and the busy bustle of masked people. He was talking to a man with short brown hair, wearing the same kind of suit you had seen so many others wear. His mask was black, and covered the top half of his face.

Tony waved you over once he saw you, beckoning you closer.

‘Y/n! Come and join us. I’d like you to meet Mr Barnes, he’s one of the newest additions to the Avengers.’

‘Hi,’ you smiled at the man switching your glass over to your left hand and extending your right: ‘I’m Y/n Y/l/n. Pleased to meet you.’

‘I’m James,’ he said taking your hand and shaking it. ‘But you can call me Bucky.’

After a half hour conversation, you exchanged goodbyes and you were going to make your way over to the food counter on the other side of the hall when your shoes caught on the long hem of your dress. As you lurched forward, you reached out to grab on to Bucky’s left arm for stability. As he helped you up, you realised his left arm was surprisingly hard. Too hard, in fact. You squeezed it a few more times, then looked up to him in confusion. He noticed your questioning eyes because he said:

‘Oh, and one other thing? I actually have a metal arm.’ He joked, a smile spreading across his face. He pulled of his glove from that hand and held his hand up to your face.

A metal arm. Could it be? The one you remembered was silver, but this one was black with hints of gold. Surely it had to be a coincidence.

‘It used to be silver’, he remarked, inspecting it. ‘But then I got it switched. I like this one more, honestly. Brings out my eyes more.’ He winked at you.

All other noise was blocked out of your ears as you stared at him. It used to be silver. It had to be. How could such a gentleman be capable of such a horrific thing? Your eyes travelled slowly up his body, meeting his gaze. Those blue-grey eyes. It was him.

Tony had just come over again, trying to drag you away to meet some more people. You felt your heartbeat begin to quicken and you felt light headed. As the room swayed, the floor came rushing up to meet you and all went black.

Tony and Bucky stared in shock at your unconscious body laying on the floor.

‘Y/n? Y/n!’ Tony checked your heartbeat and without thinking, ripped your mask off, throwing it aside.

Bucky stared at your face. His ears produced a sharp ringing sound. He had been getting nightmares recently about a young woman whom he had assaulted as his time as the winter soldier. He saw her face in his dreams, screaming and begging for mercy.

With a horrifying realisation, he put the pieces together. Your reaction when your found out about his metal arm. Your expression change as you stared at his eyes. It was you.

You, Tony Stark’s niece.

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Reckless

Part 2

Summary: It’s been 4 years since The Winter Soldier broke into your house and assaulted you, what happens when you then see Bucky Barnes at a masquerade ball hosted by Tony Stark?

Warnings: mentions of rape, ummm not really anything else?

Pairing: winter soldier x reader, bucky barnes x reader (platonic? maybe, we’ll see what happens)

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4 years had passed. Recovery was slow, you were so shaken up by what had happened. Tony had provided a great deal of help, referring you to one of the best therapists and even installing a version of J.A.R.V.I.S in your own home, making it secure. You had given Tony a description of the man, a description of his height, build, hair and eyes. You had left one thing out. The man had a metal arm.

Something in your gut told you not to tell him. You were scared that, if you told him, it would backfire on you and lead you to a bigger mess than the one you were in. You couldn’t cope with that again.

You had decided to stay off social media in case he could track you down from there. Posting pictures of yourself online was really putting you out there for trouble.

However, there was some good news coming your way. Tony, for a celebration of his and Pepper’s engagement, had decided to host a masquerade ball. The full thing, with ball gowns, masks and dances. You hardly knew anything of his work life now, but he had told you that there were some new members of the Avengers that he wanted you to meet.

As the ball came ever closer, preparations became more hurried and more last minute. Tony paid for a dressmaker to make a dress for you, so that it fitted you perfectly and flattered you.

You had chosen a deep red, scarlet colour ball gown with an off-the-shoulder necklace. It had a full skirt that swished around your feet as you walked, and on your feet you wore black shoes with block heels. You knew that there was no way you’d be able to dance in stilettos, and to save yourself embarrassment you chose a thicker heel. Your mask was the same colour as your dress, with an intricate swirling design that came around your eyes and up your forehead.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

You made your way through the crowd, with a champagne flute held in your right hand. You found Tony right in the middle of the room, amidst all the crowds and the busy bustle of masked people. He was talking to a man with short brown hair, wearing the same kind of suit you had seen so many others wear. His mask was black, and covered the top half of his face.

Tony waved you over once he saw you, beckoning you closer.

‘Y/n! Come and join us. I’d like you to meet Mr Barnes, he’s one of the newest additions to the Avengers.’

‘Hi,’ you smiled at the man switching your glass over to your left hand and extending your right: ‘I’m Y/n Y/l/n. Pleased to meet you.’

‘I’m James,’ he said taking your hand and shaking it. ‘But you can call me Bucky.’

After a half hour conversation, you exchanged goodbyes and you were going to make your way over to the food counter on the other side of the hall when your shoes caught on the long hem of your dress. As you lurched forward, you reached out to grab on to Bucky’s left arm for stability. As he helped you up, you realised his left arm was surprisingly hard. Too hard, in fact. You squeezed it a few more times, then looked up to him in confusion. He noticed your questioning eyes because he said:

‘Oh, and one other thing? I actually have a metal arm.’ He joked, a smile spreading across his face. He pulled of his glove from that hand and held his hand up to your face.

A metal arm. Could it be? The one you remembered was silver, but this one was black with hints of gold. Surely it had to be a coincidence.

‘It used to be silver’, he remarked, inspecting it. ‘But then I got it switched. I like this one more, honestly. Brings out my eyes more.’ He winked at you.

All other noise was blocked out of your ears as you stared at him. It used to be silver. It had to be. How could such a gentleman be capable of such a horrific thing? Your eyes travelled slowly up his body, meeting his gaze. Those blue-grey eyes. It was him.

Tony had just come over again, trying to drag you away to meet some more people. You felt your heartbeat begin to quicken and you felt light headed. As the room swayed, the floor came rushing up to meet you and all went black.

Tony and Bucky stared in shock at your unconscious body laying on the floor.

‘Y/n? Y/n!’ Tony checked your heartbeat and without thinking, ripped your mask off, throwing it aside.

Bucky stared at your face. His ears produced a sharp ringing sound. He had been getting nightmares recently about a young woman whom he had assaulted as his time as the winter soldier. He saw her face in his dreams, screaming and begging for mercy.

With a horrifying realisation, he put the pieces together. Your reaction when your found out about his metal arm. Your expression change as you stared at his eyes. It was you.

You, Tony Stark’s niece.

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Reckless

Part 1

Summary: It’s been 4 years since The Winter Soldier broke into your house and assaulted you, what happens when you then see Bucky Barnes at a masquerade ball hosted by Tony Stark?

Warnings: mentions of rape, ummm not really anything else? This chapter is just dirt but this lays the foundations for what’s to come.

Pairing: winter soldier x reader, bucky barnes x reader (platonic? maybe, we’ll see what happens)

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You cautiously edged towards the lounge, with a knife in your hand. You could hear the blood pounding in your ears as you paused for a breath. Rounding the corner, you saw the figure of someone standing unnaturally still in front of you.

A sliver flash of metal glinted in the moonlight before a fist came into contact with your jaw, jolting you sideways and knocking your whole body to the floor. Sitting up and gingerly touching your sore jaw, you looked up and saw the towering figure of a man looking down at you.

‘Who are you? What do you want with me?’, you asked raising yourself to your feet.

‘Hydra sent me in to kill you. But don’t you think it would be a shame to waste a pretty face like yours?’

You heard a click as a black gun was pointed at your forehead.

‘Please, just take my money, you can have it all. Please leave me alone.’ You hoped this mysterious masked man would show some mercy.

‘I don’t want your money. I want you.’

Realising your futile pleas were in vain, you gazed onto the man’s head. He was wearing strange shaded glasses that were covering his face, obscuring your view from his eyes. With all the courage you could muster, you raised your hand up and ripped the glasses and the mask of his face, throwing them onto the floor. You spun around to gather momentum and aimed your heel into his solar plexus, hoping to wind him and create an opportunity for you to escape.

Before your foot even came into contact with him, he grabbed in and flipped you over, pining you to the ground. You stared up at his eyes in fear, taking in their appearance.

He had grey-blue, crystal clear eyes that looked as though they could pierce your mind. His shoulder length brown hair hung about his face as he looked down at you.

You opened your mouth to scream but he clamped a cold hand down on it. In shock, you realised that his entire left arm was made out of a sliver metal.

He scooped you up and carried you, kicking and begging, into your bedroom. He slung you down on the bed and held you there with one arm.

‘Please, no, stop, I’ll do anything that you want,’ you begged in one desperate last attempt after you realise what he was going to do.

‘Be quiet.’ He laid the gun down on the bed next to your head. ‘And stay quiet if you want to live.’

You hardly knew what was happening as the room swarmed into one blurring image and your eyes clouded with tears. You dropped in and out of consciousness, waking up to being violated, pinned down on the bed underneath the man.

You were hardly aware of the time, but as the sun began to rise you felt the bed shift under you. You looked up just in time to see the man jump out of the window, disappearing from view. You then realised your ordeal must have gone on for hours, however you were unconscious for most of it.

You were numb. You were hurting. There was a high pitched ringing noise in your ears as you tried to stand up, swaying from side to side.

As you suppressed tears that bubbles up in your eyes, you turned the to phone. There was only one person that you knew would help you. Walking over to your phone, you opened it a dialled Tony Stark’s number.

You were his niece, after all.

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The Miracle (7/?)

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader x Steve Rogers, Bucky Barnes x Reader, Steve Rogers x Reader

Word Count: 3.2k

Chapter Warnings: Smut, Threesome, Oral sex (M receiving), honestly pure filth, Angst, Talk of Pregnancy, a lot of talking.

Summary: When infertility threatens mankind with extinction and there hasn't been a baby for almost 18 years, what happens when two certain super soldiers fall for the same woman and accidentally impregnate her?

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Part 6

"I need to see her Steve." Steve closed his eyes and clenched his jaw at Bucky's words.

It had only been two weeks since they last saw you, but it felt like years. Steve could tell Bucky wasn't sleeping much from the bags under his eyes. He wasn't much better, either.

Steve would give the world if it meant he would get to see you one more time. And so would Bucky.

"I know pal. So do I." Steve sighed as he put the slices of bacon on the plates.

He was the one who always cooked for both of them. His ma taught him to cook when he was fifteen. He wouldn't eat much back then though. But now, with the serum running through his veins and so much training, both he and Bucky were eating machines.

"No, you don't understand," Bucky's voice was shaking. He got up from the chair he was sitting on beside the kitchen counter, "I don't think I can last another day without seeing her. I—"

"I KNOW BUCKY!" Steve snapped as he turned to face Bucky just to see his friend's bewildered face. His eyes went apologetic as he took a deep breath before he started explaining, "I'm sorry, I-I just meant that I feel the same. But I'm also willing to give her as much time and as she needs. And even if she needs to be away from us forever, I will respect her decision."

Bucky looked at him as he tried to keep the tears at bay. "I hate that you're always right." With that, he stormed out of the kitchen.

Steve would never break down in front of Bucky. He knew he had to be strong for his friend. If he had shown any weakness, he knew Bucky would lose all hope.

But whenever Bucky wasn't around, Steve's demons would come to him. They would taunt him about forcing himself on you, the woman he loved. They would blame him for hurting you.

And he knew he deserved the tournament.

"I didn't know you could cook!" Natasha mumbled as she stuffed her mouth full.

"Well, the compound's food wasn't very pleasant and I was always on my own, so..." You explained as you put the pancakes on your plate and sat in front of Natasha on the dining table.

Since that day, you had resided on Natasha's floor. She gave you one of her rooms and provided everything you needed.

At first, you were still scared that she would take you to Bucky and Steve, but as time passed, you realized she would always have your back. Although it had only been two weeks, it felt like you knew her forever.

Natasha even started training with you. She taught you many tactics she called "Black Widow moves only".

"What? They are my moves. Only I know them; hence the name." She told you when you laughed at the name.

You had told her about your tragic past. How those guards took you from your parents. How you were always waiting for your dad to come and take you back home. How you were trained to become a heartless guard yourself.

But you never talked about Bucky and Steve. You weren't ready to talk about them.

Natasha always understood, and always tried her best to soothe you. She would take you shopping even when you weren't in the mood. She would order take-outs for movie nights, and always let you pick the movie. She was practically your older sister.

At nights when you were alone, as you stared up at the roof, your hand would instinctively wander down to your belly. Some nights you would smile as you rubbed your belly, but other nights, you would burst into tears. You didn't know what would the government do if they found out after all these years a baby was born, but you had no doubts that they would take your baby from you.

On the other hand, you had no idea how to raise a child. You didn't know how to be a mother.

You also thought about Steve and Bucky a lot. You didn't know what they might be thinking about your condition.

One of the reasons you hadn't talk to them since was that they might make you get rid of your baby.

What scared you the most was that your baby wouldn't survive. You were terrified of having a miscarriage. The circumstances were not ideal at all, but no matter what, you wanted this child.

"I'm gonna talk to them today." You whispered in a low voice as you poured syrup on your pancakes.

Natasha stopped eating and put her fork down before she nodded. "You know, I will come with you if you change your mind. You don't have to do this alone."

"Yes, I do." You reached and took her hand as you smiled at her. "And you've already done so much for me."

Natasha had done many things for you in the short period of time you had known her. But you knew you had to do this one on your own.

Bucky was taking a hot shower to distract himself. These past two weeks had been so hard on him. His nightmares came back to him again, and every night they were the same.

He would see you, standing in the middle of a yellow flower field in a sheer white gown. Your hair blowing in the breeze as you smiled at him and waved him over. Just when he took the first step towards you, a gunshot would ring out. He would look behind himself to see who it was but saw no one. When he turns around to look back at you, he would see you clutching at your belly, your white gown stained with blood as you wailed.

He would wake up with a scream, his body covered in sweat.

He had ordered F.R.I.D.A.Y to soundproof his room a years ago, when he first started having nightmares about his time in Hydra. Therefore, he didn't let Steve know about his new nightmares. Steve was worried about him enough already.

Whenever he was in a meeting or a briefing, he would zone out. He couldn’t focus on anything but the thought of you. You had completely possessed his mind.

Bucky got out of the shower before he changed into a white T-shirt and gray sweats. He intended to relax on the couch like he had done these past two weeks. Maybe he would re-read the Hobbit today.

His plans got ruined the moment he saw your form standing in the living room, your hands clasped in front of you.

You were always beautiful, even after training, when your face was flushed and covered in sweat. But now, standing in your turquoise-colored summer dress, you looked as if you were glowing.

You turned as you heard the sound of a door opening. His hair was still damp so you figured he just came out of the shower. Bucky's eyes went wide as his jaw went slack when he laid his eyes on you. He looked up and down your form, watching you carefully. "H-hi." You breathed out.

"Hey." He said almost immediately, his stormy-blue eyes snapping back up to yours.

"I'm here to talk to you. Both of you." You managed to get out.

"Alright. I'll go get Steve then." He said before he brushed past you to get to Steve's office.

Steve was reading some reports when Bucky all but ran into his office. His expression must've shown his confusion since Bucky started explaining. "She's here."

Steve rose from his chair instantly and walked out of the office, Bucky trailing behind him.

You were sitting on a loveseat when you heard their footsteps approaching. In a matter of seconds, both Steve and Bucky were seated in front of you.

"How are you?" Steve asked. You could read the concern in his question.

You didn't answer. Instead, you were evaluating the situation. You needed to figure out if they were angry before it was too late. But you couldn't see any signs of anger on their faces.

What you could see, was a mixture of relief and hope.

"Has Natasha been taking care of you?" You noticed only Steve was asking you questions. Glancing at Bucky, he looked like he had been frozen. His eyes were fixated on you and his face was void of any emotions. He had been a perfect assassin before, he could easily hide what he was feeling.

"Yes, she has been great to me." You mumbled.

There was an awkward silence for a minute until Bucky spoke up, "How's the baby?"

Your eyes snapped up to him as your hand instinctively went to your midsection. Your breath picked up as you were trying to come up with an answer. You didn't know what to say, so many what-ifs were swarming in your head.

What if they kill my baby?

Bucky must've noticed the change in your mood as he hurriedly came to kneel by your side before taking your free hand in his flesh one. "Breathe, doll, breath. It's okay. I know what you must be thinking. But you're safe with us. I promise."

You closed your eyes as you tried to focus on your breathing. "The baby's fine." You exhaled as you answered.

Bucky released the breath he was holding and smiled up at you, making you frown at his reaction. You glanced at Steve, seeing the same, gentle smile on his face.

"It seems after 18 years, the first child of humanity is gonna be born, and it's our child." Steve said softly, his eyes full of emotion.

"Our child?" You whispered before slowly getting up, letting go of Bucky's hand as anger thrummed through your veins. "OUR CHILD? HOW DARE YOU LABEL MY BABY AS YOURS?"

Both of them got up from where they were sitting previously.

"Doll—"

"NO! THIS IS EXACTLY YOUR PROBLEM! YOU THINK EVERYTHING IS YOURS!" You bared your teeth, waving your index finger at them. "You didn't care about what I wanted before. You just decided to share me as if I was some toy. You decided I should be yours and what I wanted to do didn't matter. But I refuse to let the same thing happen to my baby!"

Your face was flushed, your mouth was dry from shouting. Your breath came as pants, your lungs trying to get as much air in as they could.

It was too much. You didn't know if it was your hormones or just you but you were overwhelmed. Tears pooled in the corner of your eyes and before you knew it, you were crying.

"You don't e-even know w-which one of you is the father and you're already laying a claim on MY CHILD!" You seethed at Steve. "After what you did to me, you have the audacity to say this—" you pointed at your stomach. "IS YOUR CHILD?"

"THEY WERE GOING TO SEND YOU ON A MISSION!" Steve said abruptly.

You furrowed. Of course, after a recruit's training is finished, they are sent on many missions outside. However, you never got to finish yours.

"What mission?" You mumbled.

You looked at Bucky as he shook his head at Steve, eyeing him apprehensively.

"What mission?" You repeated, demanding an answer.

Steve glanced at Bucky before looking at you, his eyes immediately softening. "There was a classified mission. Even we don't know what it was, but supposedly it was a dangerous one. So, the government couldn't afford to lose its best assets, which are the Avengers, and decided to send many inexperienced recruits instead. After they were gone, not a word came back from them, and they were supposed to be back three weeks ago."

Your throat tightened. The government sent all of your fellow recruits to their deaths.

"So, I was supposed to be dead?" Your voice shook as you asked.

Bucky turned towards you and cupped your cheek. "We found out about what they were going to do, and you were already too precious to us. To me." He traced your cheek. "I know nothing I say is gonna justify what we did, but I couldn't lose you."

Your breath hitched as he finished. All the anger was gone, replaced by a whole lot of mixed feelings.

You looked at Steve over Bucky's shoulder, then back at him. A tear streamed down your cheek before he wiped it away.

You let out a breath you didn't know you were holding. "There will always be a part of me which cannot forgive you." You said hoarsely.

Closing your eyes, you propped up on your tip-toes before kissing his lips.

Bucky tensed up from shock but immediately started kissing you back. He pressed his forehead against yours after you broke away. "But let me show you how grateful I am to you. Both of you." You panted.

You let go of Bucky and walked towards Steve. He was looking at you as if you had grown another head. His rich aroma made your head swim as you approached him.

Cupping both of his cheeks, you pulled his face down to yours before your lips brushed his delicately.

The kiss soon turned sensual as he kissed you like he hadn't anyone. His lips were moist and hot. He was not trying to win a battle, but seeking union and closeness. Heat rose in your cheeks as your tongue touched his firm one.

Steve didn’t break the kiss as his hand reached underneath you and picked you up easily, wrapping your legs around his waist in the process. Your hands moved from his cheeks and grabbed onto his shoulders, not wanting to take a moment to stop kissing.

He started towards the bedroom the three of you once shared. He put you down and started tugging off your dress while you ripped his shirt off, showing his toned abs. He tossed your dress on the floor and removed your bra, his mouth immediately latching on one of your nipples, making your breath hitch.

You felt another presence behind you. His hands tugged at your panties as Bucky started sucking on your neck.

Steve kneeled before you, resting his face on your belly. "You're gonna look gorgeous, sweetheart." He caressed your stomach. "Your belly will be all round and heavy with our child. You'll look like an angel."

You grabbed at Steve's blond locks before pulling him up. "I want you both naked. Now." You panted.

Within the next minute, they were stark naked. They looked like gods. These men were mountains of roiling muscle. Their outsized arms hung like menacing weapons from their sloping shoulders.

Yet, they were so different from each other. As Steve was a little taller, Bucky was much thicker.

As they were looking at you waiting, you knelt down and grabbed both of their cocks, making them moan. "OH, GOD!" "SHIT!"

Heat pooled in your lower stomach, your thighs were sticky with arousal. You braced yourself and took the tip of Bucky's cock in your mouth. You swirled your tongue around his head, licking his precum clean off and swallowing around him.

"Oh, fuck. That's it, doll. Come one. You know how I like it." You knew exactly what he wanted.

Bucky groaned loudly when you slackened your jaw and hollowed your cheeks, determination blazing underneath your skin. Your mouth was stuffed full and you gagged when the tip of his cock hit the back of your throat, your nose buried in brunette curls at the base of his manhood.

You pulled off Bucky with a loud gasp, before turning to Steve's manhood.

You licked the head all over, paying special attention to the tip. Steve hissed as you licked up and down one side, then up and down the next. You lifted your lips from the shaft and engulfed his throbbing cock into your mouth. You relaxed your jaw before slowly taking him further down your throat and he bucked his hips up in response. "Feels so good, sweetheart. You're so good to us, aren't you? Our good girl. And now the mother of our child." You looked up through your eyelashes when he petted your hair and ran a thumb on your cheek. "We discussed it while you were away. The baby is ours. The three of us will raise it. Together."

You inhaled through your nose as you worked your way down Steve's cock, while your right hand traveled from Bucky's shaft to reach down and massage his balls that lay hot and heavy underneath.

All of a sudden you stop before standing up. "Lie on the bed."

They complied. You approached them before slowly climbing up on all fours between their bulky bodies. You decided to straddle Steve first. His hands immediately went to your waist as you took his cock and guided him to your opening. Both of you hissed as you sank down on him.

"I want to fuck you until I can feel that sweet little pussy clenching around my cock. I love how that little mouth of yours hangs open while you moan. You feel so good sweetheart, so good." Steve grunted.

You started bouncing up and down his shaft as you put your hands around his neck.

Steve was shocked at first but the feeling was not unpleasant at all. He loved you on top of him. And he couldn't wait to have you like this when you are round with his child.

His breath hitched as you squeezed the sides of his throat. You felt powerful as you stared into his wide ocean eyes. You were in control, something you hadn't been for a long time.

Steve's grip on your waist became rougher before his thrusts began to get sloppy. After a minute, he grunted, filling you up with his cum.

You retreated your hands and got off of him, his cock sliding out of you and his cum running down your pussy lips.

Bucky was lazily pumping his throbbing cock this whole time. You swat his hand away before grabbing his cock and rubbing the head up and down the length of your pussy, then swirling it over your clit. After a few moments, you slid down on him.

With Steve's cum lubricating your pussy, you didn't need time to adjust to his girth.

Bucky began pounding into you and you could hear the lewd slapping noises as he thrust in and out. You put your hands on his neck and squeezed his throat just as you did Steve's.

His metal hand went to your clit and started rubbing fast circles on it. Your body responded with producing slick.

As you put more pressure on his throat, making him groan. "Yeeees...You love choking us. Don't you, doll? Our dirty little girl."

The pit in your stomach started to unwind at his words. You threw your head back, your moans had increased in pitch until they were cries of pleasure. His thrusts began to get sloppy soon after and you knew he was close as well.

After an especially deep thrust, you came gushing around Bucky's cock, falling on his chest in the process. He grunted as he felt you throbbing around his manhood, filling you up with white spurts.

The room was filled with the sound of heavy breathing as you tried to catch your breaths.

After the hazed passed, you got off from Bucky's chest and left the bed before finding your clothes on the floor.

Steve sat up as he saw you put your panties back on. "What are you doing?" He asked frowning.

You grabbed your dress and pulled it over your head. "I'm going back to Natasha's." You replied.

Steve shared a look with Bucky as he sat up as well, before looking at you in confusion. "But we thought—"

"I just needed to get it out of my system." With that, you left the room, leaving two naked, dumbfounded super soldiers in the bed.

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A/N: I don't know why but I'm so proud of myself for writing this!!!

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Reckless

Part 1

Summary: It’s been 4 years since The Winter Soldier broke into your house and assaulted you, what happens when you then see Bucky Barnes at a masquerade ball hosted by Tony Stark?

Warnings: mentions of rape, ummm not really anything else? This chapter is just dirt but this lays the foundations for what’s to come.

Pairing: winter soldier x reader, bucky barnes x reader (platonic? maybe, we’ll see what happens)

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You cautiously edged towards the lounge, with a knife in your hand. You could hear the blood pounding in your ears as you paused for a breath. Rounding the corner, you saw the figure of someone standing unnaturally still in front of you.

A sliver flash of metal glinted in the moonlight before a fist came into contact with your jaw, jolting you sideways and knocking your whole body to the floor. Sitting up and gingerly touching your sore jaw, you looked up and saw the towering figure of a man looking down at you.

‘Who are you? What do you want with me?’, you asked raising yourself to your feet.

‘Hydra sent me in to kill you. But don’t you think it would be a shame to waste a pretty face like yours?’

You heard a click as a black gun was pointed at your forehead.

‘Please, just take my money, you can have it all. Please leave me alone.’ You hoped this mysterious masked man would show some mercy.

‘I don’t want your money. I want you.’

Realising your futile pleas were in vain, you gazed onto the man’s head. He was wearing strange shaded glasses that were covering his face, obscuring your view from his eyes. With all the courage you could muster, you raised your hand up and ripped the glasses and the mask of his face, throwing them onto the floor. You spun around to gather momentum and aimed your heel into his solar plexus, hoping to wind him and create an opportunity for you to escape.

Before your foot even came into contact with him, he grabbed in and flipped you over, pining you to the ground. You stared up at his eyes in fear, taking in their appearance.

He had grey-blue, crystal clear eyes that looked as though they could pierce your mind. His shoulder length brown hair hung about his face as he looked down at you.

You opened your mouth to scream but he clamped a cold hand down on it. In shock, you realised that his entire left arm was made out of a sliver metal.

He scooped you up and carried you, kicking and begging, into your bedroom. He slung you down on the bed and held you there with one arm.

‘Please, no, stop, I’ll do anything that you want,’ you begged in one desperate last attempt after you realise what he was going to do.

‘Be quiet.’ He laid the gun down on the bed next to your head. ‘And stay quiet if you want to live.’

You hardly knew what was happening as the room swarmed into one blurring image and your eyes clouded with tears. You dropped in and out of consciousness, waking up to being violated, pinned down on the bed underneath the man.

You were hardly aware of the time, but as the sun began to rise you felt the bed shift under you. You looked up just in time to see the man jump out of the window, disappearing from view. You then realised your ordeal must have gone on for hours, however you were unconscious for most of it.

You were numb. You were hurting. There was a high pitched ringing noise in your ears as you tried to stand up, swaying from side to side.

As you suppressed tears that bubbles up in your eyes, you turned the to phone. There was only one person that you knew would help you. Walking over to your phone, you opened it a dialled Tony Stark’s number.

You were his niece, after all.

#fanfiction #marvel #mcu #bucky barnes #winter soldier #dark!winter soldier #bucky x reader