try to run | d. malfoy
summary โ your mafia ex boyfriend refuses to let you go.
warnings โย dubcon (cnc), roleplay-ish, mirror kink (theyโre in a mirror maze), slight mask kink, dacryphilia, dirty talk, fear kink (?), slight breeding kink, humiliation.
word count โ 1.7k
authorโs note โ sort of inspired by a scene in haunting adeline by h.d cartlon! also this is so not my best :/ iโve been having a hard time writing im sorry about that, promise iโll get back on track in a bit.
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Your hand trembles from where itโs cupped over your mouth, chapped lips trapped between your teeth to prevent any type of minimal noise. But you should know better. The man could fucking smell you from miles away.
โI know you like a little chase, bunny,โ booms his voice, and you gasp when his shadow flashes through the reflective room. โBut you know Iโll always catch you, and when I do, Iโll get to fuck you fast and hard, like the little slut you are.โ
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marauders tropes that make me happy:
- lily wearing jamesโs quidditch shirts (especially if itโs accidental)
- remus making sirius giggle like full on high pitched & pink cheeks
- dorcus and marlene complimenting eachother literally 24/7
- lily having a specific moment where sheโs like โoh shit, i love james potter!!โ
- sirius having a specific moment where heโs like โumm i think iโm in love with moonyโ
- oddly specific but james potter adoring eminem??
- lily remus and reg obsessing over taylor swift
- james being everyoneโs mum
- peter adoring baking
- lily venting to remus about james and remus just sat there like โi don't know how to break it to you, you love himโฆโ
- sirius teasing james about lily but being really sweet when she rejected him and really funny and supportive when they started going out
- rivalry between lily and sirius because he got jealous of the fact that james wasnโt paying attention to him 100% of the time
- remus being the kindest person ever but insanely sarcastic and swearing all the time
- james becoming a massive feminist accidentally and lily completely loving it
- sirius being so at home and comfortable with effie and monty
- all of them lovingly annoying minnie but adoring her and treating her as a mother figure
- remus reading on the sofas in the evenings and sirius being annoying cos he wants attention then eventually just lying on him
- lily and james having the whole head students separate dorms but like shared common space situation and always bumping into eachother randomly
- remus and sirius moving in together post-hogwarts and owning a gorgeous little cosy flat full of plants and books
- remus and sirius opening a book shop with a cafรฉ post-hogwarts
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๐ ๐ค๐๐๐ค๐ ๐๐ค ๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ค๐ค // ๐๐ ๐ฉ ๐ฃ๐๐๐๐๐ฃ
๐ค๐ฆ๐๐๐๐ฃ๐ช โ ๐ฅ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฆ๐ฃ ๐ค๐๐๐ค๐ ๐๐ค ๐ ๐ ๐๐ฃ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ฆ๐ก ๐จ๐๐ฅ๐ ๐๐ฃ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ช
๐๐ ๐๐ฅ๐๐๐ฅ โ ๐๐๐๐ค๐ฅ,, ๐๐ฃ๐๐๐ ๐ฆ๐ก,, ๐๐๐๐ฆ๐ค๐๐ ๐๐ค ๐ฅ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ค๐๐ฆ๐ฅ,, ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ค๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฃ๐๐๐ฅ๐๐ ๐,, ๐๐ฅ๐๐๐๐๐ค ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ค๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ช๐ฃ๐๐๐ค/๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ฆ๐ ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ฃ๐๐๐ค
๐จ๐ ๐ฃ๐ ๐๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ฅ โ ๐.๐๐
๐/๐ โ ๐ฅ๐๐๐ค ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ค ๐๐ฆ๐ค๐ฅ ๐ก๐๐๐๐๐ฆ๐โฆ
breaking up with draco malfoyโฆ there wasnโt much that you could say about it besides that it hurt. it hurt so bad. more than any pain youโve ever experienced in your life.
but it didnโt hurt in a normal way. it didnโt hurt when he looked at you and said โi love you so so much. but i canโt do this anymore.โ it didnโt hurt when he gave you the box of all your stuff in his dorm. it didnโt hurt when you gave him back all of his stuff. it didnโt even hurt when you set his ring in his open palm and he gently kissed your knuckles with tear-filled eyes.
it hurt late at night. when you were laying in bed and you couldnโt find just the right position to be comfortable enough to fall asleep. when you realized that you couldnโt sleep because you were missing him. because your body wasnโt molded against his and his fingers werenโt trekking through your hair like they always did.
it hurt when youโd go into the great hall and you had to bypass him and his friends and sit somewhere else. when you werenโt practically sitting in his lap as you ate your food. when your plate and your tea werenโt already perfectly made for youโฆ because you were no longer sitting with him.
it hurt when youโd see him smile, but the smile didnโt reach his eyes the way it used to. when youโd catch him standing outside of the great hall, awaiting your arrival to hold your hand when you walked in. but then see his face fall as he realized that it was no longer his job to do so. when youโd catch him staring at you with heartbreak written all over his face because you knew he missed you just as much as you missed him. but his parents just wouldnโt allow the two of you to be together.
it hurt the most when the seasons changed. his love wouldnโt release you. you were bound under ball and chain, reminiscing your love as you watched the four seasons change.
when the winter breeze blew in, chilling the air and drifting the snow. when all you could imagine was kissing him under the mistletoe.
when your mind was plagued with all the memories the two of you had made over the years of being together. your first moments when he asked you to go with him to the yule ball. when he spun you around the dance floor, wearing a slytherin green dress that heโd used his allowance to buy you.
it hurt when you would recall all the christmas gifts exchanged over the years. your first christmas together when he bought you a stuffed teddy bear, dressed in a slytherin quidditch uniform and adorning his number on the jersey. and you had gotten him a watch with his initials engraved on it. one he hadnโt taken off since the day he opened it. one that continues to adorn his left wrist to this day.
it hurt when the first snow would fall. and you would remember dragging him out of bed early on saturday mornings to play in the snow with you. when youโd be in the snow for hours together, throwing snowballs, and making snowman families and snow angels. remember how after your fingers were practically frostbitten, and your limbs had gone numb from the cold, he would lead you back up to his dormโallowing you to shower and dress in his clothes. then as soon as youโd come out, heโd have a big mug of hot cocoa waiting for you, topped with whipped cream and marshmallows.
when youโd feel your barren left ring finger, and remember the christmas when he gifted you the most gorgeous promise ring you had ever laid eyes on. the gorgeous diamonds glittering in the sunshine as you wore it proudly. and the band of it was engraved with the lyrics to your โcouple song.โ maybe some things last forever after all.
when youโd reach up to nervously fidget with the chains adorning your neck, but found that it now had one less chain on it. previously there were three; one that had the malfoy family crest ring hanging from it, the other two marked with stamps of your boyfriโex boyfriend. a gold one, that read his name, and a silver one that held a diamond-studded โdโ for draco.
you found it hard to part with them. and when you saw draco, aimlessly roaming the halls of hogwarts, you knew he had too. for rested just underneath the shirt of his all black suit, hanging from his neck were two chains, identical to yours. however, his read your name, and had a diamond studded charm with your initial.
when youโd see him, you knew he was taking the breakup just as hard as you were. and you knew that this one especially would be inexplicably hard to overcome.
it hurt when springtime made its way, and the lilac blooms never failed to remind you of the scent of the perfume heโd buy you.
spring was always the hardest season to live without him. you missed the sun reflecting off of the diamond that previously held his promise ring.
you missed him coming to your dorm, just to give you the prettiest bouquet of flowers youโd ever seen in your life. heโd explained the first time that he was gonna go to hogsmeade and buy you some, but heโd run out of time and the florists closed. however, when he saw the way your eyes lit up and you stared at him in adoration, he decided that day that heโd pick flowers for you all the time.
it hurt when friday came around and there was no knock on your door, and no awaiting platinum blonde, holding a bouquet of hand picked flowers in an all black suit with a shy smile. it hurt when you would walk through the halls of the castle sans draco. without spending the afternoon in his t-shirt and a pair of jeans, and when the nights got chilly, youโd have to put on your own sweatshirt for warmth.
it hurt when you went to sit in the gardens to study, and he wasnโt beside youโcoaching you through your defense against the dark arts homework. when youโd remember dramatically flopping into his chest at the garden and ranting about how youโd never be an auror with the marks youโd been receiving in the class. and when you wouldnโt hear his chuckle and murmur of โquite the thrill for the theatrics, yeah pretty girl?โ as he kissed your head and reopened your textbook to teach you the lesson in a way youโd actually understood.
it hurt the most when youโd waken up one morning to find that the bottle of lilac perfume that he bought you was running low. and you were running out of things to remind you of the ache heโd left in your heart when he broke it. when you realized that heโd never told you where heโd bought it from, youโd just receive a package from your owl with a brand new bottle.
it hurt even more the next day when your owl dropped a package in front of you at the great hall and you opened it to find a brand new bottle of your favorite perfume. and it tore your heart to shreds when you turned and locked eyes with the sullen gray ones of draco malfoy, decorated with dark bags and pain as he shot you a small, heartbroken smile.
it hurt when summer burned with heat and youโd get the hots for him. when you would go skinny dipping in the ocean the way the two of you used to do.
the first day of summer would always bring a tear to your eye. and youโd always go down to the private beach that your family had, laying in the sun to tan. it hurt when there was no one there to kneel over you and drip water down onto your heated body and convince you to come play in the waves.
it hurt even more when you didnโt have anybody to rub aloe into their shoulder because theyโd failed to heed your warnings of applying more sunscreen. without draco, you laid lonely in the sand, enjoying the sweltering heat of the summer sun with nobody to pick you up and drag you into the waves.
it hurt when night time rolled around, and the sun begin to set, but the heat festered on. when youโd pull off your bathing suit and finally dipped your naked body into the waves, just the way you did when draco spent summers with you at your family beach house.
it hurt when youโd go back up to your room and shower, laying in bed with the inability to satiate the tingle between your legs. when youโd close your eyes and dip your fingers into your leaking hole, imagining he was the one working you to orgasm.
but it just wasnโt as powerful without him. your fingers could never twist the way his did, would never reach the same spots his did, and you definitely could never work yourself the way his tongue never failed to. your fingers didnโt compare to him, and neither did any toy you previously owned, or any new ones you bought.
your heart missed himโฆ and so did your body.
it hurt the most when autumn shed the leaves. the trees were bare and he wasnโt there, it just didnโt feel the same.
when you arrived at the platform at nine and three quarters and you realized that there was no one to put your trunk away for you. when you sat in a compartment by yourself because your boyfriโex boyfriendโs, you donโt know if youโd ever be used to calling him thatโfriends were your friends. so without himโฆ you didnโt have much of anyone left.
sure you had acquaintances, but no one that you knewโor likedโenough to want to spend hours on a train ride with them.
it hurt when you werenโt curled into his bicep as you talked all about your summerโeven though you had just seen him no less than two weeks ago at the manor. when you drew a picture, and he wasnโt there to praise how amazing the flower looked and asking if he could keep it and hang it up in his dorm.
it twisted your heart when you tied your own tie once youโd changed into your uniform and realized that you no longer had to tie dracoโs as well. he knew very well how to tie his own, but both of you liked the domesticity of you doing it for him.
it ached when you didnโt have a hand rested on your thigh. when you didnโt have someone feeding you jelly slugs and kissing your head. you missed the kisses he would lay on the crown of your head. you missed the feeling of him mindlessly playing with your hair as you fell asleep on his lap. but you missed waking up with his suit jacket wrapped around your shoulders because youโd shivered in your sleep even more.
nothing felt the same without him. sure, you did the same activities as you always did. but without draco they just seemed pointless. you missed himโฆ in every sense of the word. your mind missed him, your heart missed him, your body missed himโฆ you missed him.
you longed for the warmth of the days that had gone by. when he was yourโs, and now the days were nothing but memories in time. life felt empty without him by your side. your heart belonged to himโฆ no matter what you tried to let him go.
whenever youโd gather the courage to love someone new, it always fell apart. they just couldnโt compare to draco. until he releases you, youโd be bound under ball and chain. reminiscing your love as you watched the four seasons pass along.
the loneliness had ended up crushing your heart. you begged for merlin or anyone that would listen to please let you love again.
because you needed his love to comfort you and ease your pain. or four seasons would bring the loneliness again.
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