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informal: What's your OC's lazy-day look? How do they like to dress when they're winding down?

Revan's lazy day look is, in a word: simple. she prefers a loose tunic or blouse and loose but moveable pants, with minimal decoration but if Tari's around then there's bound to be at least a little bit of embroidery around the collar, wrist/shoulder and waist. nothing overly too much, but enough to notice. usually Revan will go barefoot because she dislikes wearing shoes when she feels safe, but doesn't like walking around in socks. unless it's cold, in which case she'll tolerate slippers. even casually, however, she feels compelled to keep her lightsabers on her at all times, so they're clipped to her belt

in verses where Revan is a leader, while she'll forgo any of her usual formal or battle attire in instances where she feels safe, she's always careful to make sure certain things are in easy reach -- her breastplate, gauntlets, and mask, and she'd rather die than put aside her lightsabers, so again, they're clipped to her belt

#gwiazdowe #about Revan #headcanon

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apologies for disappearing for so long, I did not intend to do so. unfortunately, my desire to write is being dragged down by lack of motivation

but now that I think about it -- I've been writing Revan for the better part of 8 years now. perhaps part of the problem is that I have become bored, and I must admit that makes me quite sad. I don't want to be bored with Revan, but...perhaps it is time to try someone new...

hopefully, if I write someone new, my motivation to write Revan and Tari will go up again! the only question is, who do I pick...

#Ryn rambles #Valan and Lyra are technically ESO characters but it's fine. I don't mind tweaking them a bit to fit them elsewhere #I'd rather leave my Pillars of Eternity characters there because the setting is so interesting to me #I'm probably fine to get away with my DnD; Pathfinder; and Tyranny characters without changing things too much #hmm... #I shall have to think about this...

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If you see this you’re legally obligated to reblog and tag with the book you’re currently reading

#for class I've read the three Electras most recently #for myself I've been reading my friend's book The Cloudship Trader #it's fantasy and queer (one of mc's is nonbinary and it's just. part of the culture) #I've expressed this to my friend but I do genuinely appreciate how being nonbinary is handled in the book #I've also started listening to Anna Karenina #and I really need to finish Priory of the Orange Tree

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really wanna write, so how about a starter call?

#starter call #I do very much intend to write these in a timely manner #really in a fantasy mood but I also don't know if I want to do an au for Revan right now... #ah well. we'll see what comes of it

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you are still so deserving of love at your worst, in your darkest moments, when you’ve hit your lowest

#a light in the darkness (Tari Novhret)

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THE MANY MEANINGS OF "HEY.": A PROMPT LIST.

i often have these ideas that have no real origin, but i can actually tell you precisely why my brain wanted this: i was listening to "hey, soul sister" by train on a loop and i got thinking abt the fact that we really do just say "hey" for so many reasons. and i wanted to make that your thought of the evening! so happy november, bon appetit, wrap up warm, DO NOT ADD TO THIS LIST, and enjoy your writings!

[ GREETING ]: sender says "hey" as a greeting to the receiver.

[ ATTENTION ]: sender, having just noticed something strange or remarkable, calls for the receiver to get their attention.

[ REASSURE ]: in a bid to steady the unsettled receiver, the sender lightly says "hey" to help them calm down.

[ ANGER ]: the sender sharply snaps "hey" at the receiver, clearly angry about something the receiver has just done or had done in the past.

[ IDEA ]: having been presented with a predicament, the sender suddenly unravels a solution, introducing it to the receiver by saying "hey…".

[ GUILT ]: having just done something that they know the receiver won't be pleased with, the sender sheepishly greets them once they arrive to see the damage.

[ GOSSIP ]: the sender turns to face the receiver conspiratorially, clearly eager to share some new gossip with them.

[ URGENT ]: the sender rushes to the preoccupied receiver, desperately shouting "hey!" to get them to focus on a far more pressing matter.

[ SOOTHE ]: after finding the clearly distressed receiver, the sender pulls them into a careful embrace, gently murmuring "hey…" to try and soothe them.

[ SMILE ]: the sender (who hasn't been smiling up until they actually see the receiver in front of them) lights up with a smile as they greet the receiver.

[ TEARS ]: the sender greets the receiver while very clearly in tears.

[ FAKE ]: alternatively, the sender (who has just been crying in private) hastily wipes away their tears and tries to greet the receiver casually (to varying degrees of success).

[ WARNING ]: when the receiver begins to say things about subjects that are off-limits to the sender, the latter gives them a warning by saying "hey…".

[ LAUGH ]: having found the receiver to be decidedly unhappy, the sender lightly catches their attention before doing something to make them laugh, or at the very least, grin.

[ PROTEST ]: after the receiver does or says something that the sender deems to be unfair, the sender tries to exact justice by saying "hey!".

[ BREATHLESS ]: having clearly just sprinted down to the receiver, the sender tries to catch their breath while greeting them.

[ SAVE ]: after just saving the receiver's life in a very heroic fashion, the sender smoothly greets them while helping them escape.

[ FLIRT ]: the sender meets the receiver in a social setting, and attempts to flirt with them with the very traditional pick-up line: "hey.".

[ APOLOGY ]: the sender, having recently done something that hurt or upset the receiver, reunites with them and addresses the elephant in the room by greeting them with a sincerely apologetic tone.

[ AWKWARD ]: after a particularly rough first encounter, the sender meets the receiver again, and awkwardly greets them with more than a touch of embarrassment.

[ GENTLE ]: having found the receiver in an emotionally compromised position, the sender closes the door and approaches them carefully, gently saying "hey…" to try and get them to communicate what has upset them.

[ HARD ]: preparing to deliver what they both know will be bad news, the sender tries to prepare the receiver by quietly greeting them in a solemn tone.

[ WAKEN ]: walking into the receiver's bedroom, the sender gently shakes their shoulder to waken them, and whispers "hey." to encourage the process along.

[ WHISPER ]: the sender gently whispers "hey" to the receiver to discreetly get their attention without drawing the attention of others.

#let's have some fun! (meme)

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Lack of Sleep Starters!

pronouns and context can be changed as you see fit.

When was the last time you actually got some rest?

Alright, that's it. You're going to bed, and I'm not taking no for an answer.

Look at you! You're spilling coffee.

You have bags, and I'm not talking about the Gucci kind.

Jesus, have you been awake the entire night?

It's 4am. You need sleep.

You're safe here. You can rest now.

I promise, I'm fine. I just look tired a lot, thanks to... the tiredness.

Look, I'm okay! I've pulled all nighters before.

This isn't the first time I've gone without sleep.

I'll carry you to bed if I have to.

Do I need to baby you?

Huh? What? I'm awake, I swear!

You just ran into the wall. It's time to lie down.

Go. To. Bed. That's an order.

I made a nest for you. You can sleep in that, if you want.

Can I get an extra pillow / blanket?

Want me to tuck you in, too?

I'll check in on you in an hour. You'd better not have moved.

#let's have some fun! (meme)

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while kissing my cat's little head: you're a problem *smooch* you're a terror *smooch* you're a menace to society *smooch smooch smooch*

#a light in the dark (Tari Novhret)

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if you're wondering where I've been as of late, uh -- on my personal, reblogging art and rambling about media, most notably Bungou Stray Dogs because I don't know what else to do with all the Thoughts rattling around in my brain but throw them into the aether

#Ryn rambles

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M*A*S*H memes!! Because I'm a menace who grew up on my dad having us watch these???

Also of COURSE the 501st has the same vibes as these guys??

This round of Monday memes inspired by @jetiisse !!

#pushing it further because it's made me laugh multiple times today

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10 THINGS I HATE ABOUT YOU (1999) dir. Gil Junger

#gif #musings #Navree trying to live up to expectations and Revan refusing to do so #which is part of why Revan ends up using Revan instead of Sil'Rava after the events of KOTOR #because Sil'Rava was a Jedi. but she is also false memories #and Revan also holds expectations but they also don't matter now

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"Come home to me" kind of love

#soul bond (Bastila Shan)

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Susan Sontag, from As Consciousness Is Harnessed to Flesh: Journals and Notebooks 1964-1980

#musings #this is specifically for after the events of KOTOR

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I don't know where this came from, but here you go I guess

an AU in which Lady Umbra's schemes come to fruition and she gets her husband on the throne of the planet Veran. additionally, instead of Aurelia being adopted by the Ry clan, Navree ends up adopted by Aurelia's father before her birth

Aurelia Valeria Corva -- princess of Veran Umbra Val'Kyria -- Sith sorcerer from the Unknown Region Faustus Valerius Veritas -- current King of Veran Publius Naevius Veritas -- adopted first child of Faustus and crown prince of Veran

Lady Umbra wanted to keep the kids with them, but Faustus decided it was in their best interest to let them be trained by the Jedi. Aurelia is extremely precocious and manages to stay with her brother despite being several years younger (also she'd just become incredibly difficult to deal with when they separated the siblings, so it was best to let her stick to her brother)

notes on names:

(under a cut because I got rambly and I know my thought process might not be interesting)

Aurelia means 'gold'. Revan acquired the title of Prodigal Knight, which refers to someone who spends money and resources freely and recklessly, I think there's a bit of irony there. I know it's a nomen and not a praenomen, I'm not trying to construct a perfectly accurate name, I'm going for what I think sounds good

Umbra means 'shadow' and for a Sith, it works quite well. I must admit I don't know what my thought process for Val'Kyria was, but I like it too much to figure out a replacement

Faustus shares the name of a man who made a deal with the Devil -- in this case, his Devil was Lady Umbra. Veritas means 'truth' or 'honesty'. he is actually truthful and honest but people don't tend to believe him

Publius means 'of the people', which fits Navree's personality quite well. I don't know, Naevius just feels like it's keeping in line with both the naming scheme and Navree himself. he also gets the cognomen Veritas because like his adopted father, he is very upfront, truthful and honest. thankfully, people are more willing to accept his truthfulness

#about Revan #about Navree #verse idea #I guess??? technically???? #I stumbled upon Naevia while poking around Wikipedia and went 'HEY WAIT THAT MIGHT FIT'

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Revan would never be a demagogue. oh, she's a populist, she very much listens to her people and wants them to like her. but she's got charisma, rhetoric and logic on her side, why would she need to stoop to playing on the fears of the mob?

#about Revan #headcanon #watching Iphigenia and they called Odysseus a demagogue #and it got me thinking about Revan

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feels like someone set my skin on fire tonight, but I went to a new pain doctor and got a new prescription for gabapentin so I'm relieved

my apologies, I've been in a lot of pain as of late and it has really taken its toll on me

#Ryn rambles #I do have to work up to the full 400 mg per day #but! I've done this before so it's Fine! #and hopefully it kicks in sooner rather than later because fuck my pain has been SO BAD

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Revan, despite her relatively shorter stature, is quite intimating on her own, especially when she wants to be. she also usually can navigate the world around her fine, but she is extremely sensitive to light and too much noise can overwhelm her

thus, it is perhaps something of a blessing in disguise that Korrie, a tuk'ata, decides to follow her around. Revan eventually comes to rely on Korrie, but she never pushes her and if Korrie wants to leave at any time, she can, even if it might be detrimental to Revan

Revan picks up Korrie sometime during her time as Darth Revan, before Malak's betrayal, on the planet of Korriban while she was visiting the Sith Academy. after Revan's supposed death, Korrie became inconsolable and stuck to Tari

she does not like Malak, and would often growl whenever he came near her

#headcanon #don't know why I'm thinking about Korrie today but. #here we are I guess