luneegrise

[luneegrise]

dor eterna que me assola quando lembro o que poderíamos ter tido. as vezes gostaria de voltar no tempo para saber como teria sido com você

[luneegrise]

Time to play “which Once More, With Feeling song will get stuck in my head all day because I just rewatched it” except it’s never just one song it’s always like every single night the same arrangement I’m under your spell how else could it be he snores she wheezes say housework and he freezes now let me take my love and bury it in a hole that’s six feet deep I can lay my body down but you’re not ready for the world outside you keep pretending but you just can’t hide and we will walk through the fire now give me something to sing about this isn’t real I just want to feel where do we go from here?

[luneegrise]

tw: self harm. depression.

I'm not trying to sound poetic, narcissist or something, I just wanted to say something about how I feel

you know you're getting worst when it comes the feeling to find something inside your skin. when you know you have to dig deep into yourself, more and more deep. self harm is something I'm ashamed of, and people don't get it, even people that hurt your skin usually.

it's not something I'm proud of, I don't want that scar, I don't want that someone I care of sees me, my skin, my look, myself.

I dont think it's funny how people like to say how much they hurt themselves. someone may want help, but some just don't know the reason why we do this. it's not something beautiful. I don't want people to find out. I took months to tell my psychiatrist. I took years to understand how much I wanted to cut and find something worth inside me.

I'm trying to reach something deep, something that can make me feel better, and i know I'll never find inside me (the way I try to). sometimes I think that's what remember me what I am, my blood.

I'm not as machine, I'm not even special. I am just something that casually bleed when they harm itself. I'm not proud of what I am, I'm not even proud of what I try to be.

if I could say something to you: don't do your first cut, you know it's not going to be your last. and another thing, take care, self harm isn't only about to take a razor and cut your arms and wear shirts that cover it. self harm is about the feeling that you do not deserve happiness, only pain. it's the time you start to pulling your hair just because the pain is good. it's about the time you start to bite your mouth, the time you start to make you lips bleed. it's about the time you start doing something that hurt you, and you just can't stop, just because when you're feeling that superficial pain, you're not feeling anything else.

I hope we don't kill ourselves. I know we are just little people with our little problem, but sometimes, we don't have to make the difference in the world, you can make it just in your life. I know it's hard, I know you think you are over feeling all of this, but it's real for you and it's all that matter.

I know it's hard to believe, I don't believe that, and i actually don't have nothing nice to say. I honest hope we get better, good luck, if you need, find someone, find medication, find religion, find music, find art, find help, find something that can fill the void you feel. find you.

[luneegrise]

who does Spike care about more: Buffy or his nail polish???

[luneegrise]

wish i have the courage to end this.

[luneegrise]

so, that's the phase where no one remembers your birthday just your family? what happened? I love when people remember and give me something, I feel special

whatevs, happy birthday to me :)

[luneegrise]

🖤

[luneegrise]

if this man came to me and ask me to stop liking woman, I would totally stop

why is he so fucking @*@^#(^#(#&! yes im in love, like, truly in love, yes, I get 🦋🦋 all the time

RANDOM Q| WayV (威神V) ‘秘境 (Kick Back)’

[luneegrise]

i want to fall in love so bad :( this time she could feel something.

#love #fall in love #girlswholikegirls #lesbian #gay #lgbt #lgbtq #lgbtq+ #girls #lonely #broken heart #wish you were here

[luneegrise]

i should feel happy, but i don't feel anything.

#depressed #depression #anxienty #anxious #sad #lonely #sadnees #depressing post #depressing quote #quote

[luneegrise]

i hope you die by my side, the two of us at the exactly same time.

#molly nilsson #i hope you die #shoegaze

[luneegrise]

can someone please tell me the name of the movies i don't know, thanks!!! I would be so glad

powered by my own hubris

I’ve decided to make my own tumbly sexyman tierlist but with slashers

here’s mine. :^)

go play and lemme see yours too.

[luneegrise]

art

#vendredi sur mer #girlswholikegirls #les filles désir #kiss #music #music video #concept art #conception #love #lovely #france #francais #water melon #paint #car #couple #lesbian #dance #clip #aesthetic #art #lgbt #lgbtpride #lgbtmusic