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There she is.

Standing tall in her almighty glory,

Eyes golden, light with amusement,

Skin sun kissed

And lips pulled in mischief.

I dream of her sometimes.

I dream of her golden slightly curly hair, smooth as silk .

Of her irises flickering in emotion.

I dream of her strong shoulders pulled back in a queenly posture.

Of her slender hands tucked in an embrace behind her back.

I dream of her tall figure, always ready for battle.

Of her skin's warmth, blessed by the sun's goddess.

I dream of her voice, singing the most beautiful lullaby.

Of her words cutting deeper than any weapon.

I simply dream

Because she is not reality

She's the golden queen, stuck in the pages of my books. - LM

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[luna-moonlight-0035]

The sun was blazing.

So was your comfort.

I held your hands tightly.

Swinging back and fort.

I held a smile on my face.

You brought me joy.

Joy that was pure

real

and whole.

You where taking me to my favourite garden.

To feed the ducks and admire flowers.

To teach me little things.

that forever solidified my heart.

And I couldn't be happier.

Because when I looked up.

I saw to angels.

The sun turning the shape of their silhouette into a halo.

My guardians.

My grandparents.

The ones who gave a real meaning of home. - LM

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[luna-moonlight-0035]

Eyes like gold in the sun. A glimmer I'll never forget. A touch so delicate, like a petal stroking your skin. A whisper in the wind, calling out your name. Who is she? I cannot remember. Something so important, yet, yet it drifted to the sea, where the shimmering waves latched onto and dragged the golden soul into the dark abyss. - LM

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[luna-moonlight-0035]

There was a loud buzzing in my ear as the world fell away, as I held you in my arms, feeling the dying beat of your thunder heart, the warm touch of your skin turning cold, going limp as your brain shut down on you. I couldn't take it, the room spinned, I was screaming, crying, trying to hold onto you, trying to keep the angels from taking you, desperate for another second, minute, hour spent in your presence, a presence with a soul, with memories and love, not just flesh and bones, not the lifeless glass eyes that stared back at me. It hurt, and they laughed, they said it didn't matter, they said it in a way to say that I didn't matter. And as I slid down the bathroom stall, holding in my cries, muffling my pleas to the heavens to bring you back to me, I wanted nothing more than to end it all, after all, you where the one keeping me alive, this heart is alive for you, then, what's the point of staying? - LM

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[luna-moonlight-0035]

It's so loud

The ringing of your shouting

I can feel it in my bones as I clench my jaw

I can feel it buzzing through me as my temper rises

It's so loud

I want to crawl in bed and wither

I want to cry myself to death

It's so loud

That I scream back in a desperate attempt to win

But win what?

The argument?

Or years of feeling so small

So little

Helpless

It's so loud

That I can't keep my tears from falling down my cheeks

I can't contain the sob that leaves my lips

I can't stop the tight rope around my heart from squeezing

I can't stop my throat from failing to breathe

It's so loud

... - LM

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[luna-moonlight-0035]

It burned

It made me sick

I should have realized

But I was to little,

To little to understand

Looking at it now

Through a new lens

A lens I obtained,

Obtained from reasons

I'm not yet comfortable talking about

I see it clearer

Like a fog lifted from my eyes

And I wish it didn't

Yet I couldn't be more grateful

To be this hurt

Cause at least they got justice served

Justice they deserved

I'd rather have myself hurt

Then them still in the shadows

Crying in waves

Just to make the pain go away

Even if I can't sleep

At least they get to shut an eye

Without having to stay up at night. - LM

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[luna-moonlight-0035]

Rain is the fire that ignites my soul.

Wind is the teacher that flourishes my core

- LM

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[luna-moonlight-0035]

Sometimes I wake up from a year of no motivation at all and start to splatter the colors across my canvas like there's no tommorow. - LM

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[luna-moonlight-0035]

Crazy isn't it? The destruction that life brings. The death of your most loved one will be just a star in an infinite universe, yet it still pains you to see, it still wrecks your heart and burns your eyes with the crying sting. - LM

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[luna-moonlight-0035]

My Heart aches for your love, even with the dagger through my chest.

The arrows through my heart,

The spikes around my neck. – LM

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Whenever I look at the sky, I imagine the clouds as souls, travelling past to collect their loved ones. - LM

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