i feel so enraged fundraising for gazans trying to flee because this money goes right into the pockets of the people i despise the most. its not lost on me that the millions of dollars primarily raised by civilians overseas who are doing their best to save lives with their dollars, given to gazans who have lost everything, is being extracted into the pockets of the corrupt egyptian regime and its adherents. its not going to go into social services, into hospitals, into social support for the millions of refugees egypt is hosting. instead it goes to the businessmen of the military regime who make sure egyptians stay subjugated while they put our money and your money in a swiss bank account and then beg for funding from the gulf and the eu to keep building malls in the desert. i genuinely hate that this money is crowdfunded. this isn't lobbyist dollars, it is not pledged from corporations or millionaires or billionaires, it's from ordinary and good people who are taking it out of their own budget and spending in the month to help someone hundreds of thousands of miles away. there are no other options as of this moment to save lives. they made it this way, but life comes first.
Friendships as a teenager: we used to talk 5 hours every night now it’s down to 3… are we still friends 🤔? I wonder if they don’t like me anymore
Friendships as an adult: omg I’ve finally cleared up 20 minutes of my schedule to talk to my friend I haven’t spoken to in 4 months #bffs #we will find eachother in every life
actually it's really interesting how the "anime is perverted trash" sentiment hasn't really changed in the last 20 years, but it's instead gone from "all anime is just boobs and violence" from the 90s OVA boom, to "ugh, anime is nothing but moeshit" from the late 00s, to "anime has so much sexual assault, it's so gratuitous" of today. fundamentally it's the same criticism and fundamentally it has the same issues behind it (using a very limited scope of what anime is to be very racist to Japanese people)
as u may know ive been havig seizures in my sleep & starting to have them while awake, almost every other day to daily , having migraines, & i'm experiencing debilitating light sensitivity. the auras are literally getting blinding & i'm slowly losing my short term memory and motor skills.
it's ruining my life & if i continue getting no medical attention i know the seizures will eventually kill me. i shouldn't be having to come to terms with that in my mid 20's.
i've finally got an appointment set up for the 3rd of april (2024) (posting this on march 23, 2024 for those who havent enabled timestamps)
since i have no insurance, i need to make $430 USD to make sure i can afford this appointment and any prescriptions and i really have to get my ID renewed. anything else most likely goes towards food since i've hardly been eating
i really hate to be asking all the time but please, anything helps, if 43 people donate 10 dollars that will put me at the goal
plz don't scroll past. reblogs help more than likes. my chances of staying alive are unfortunately depending on this :'D