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lovechildofextremes · 2 years
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He is marrying someone else. This man who two months prior was ready to die for me is now engaged to another woman and I am supposed to congratulate him, else I am a bitch. I knew he wasn't the one and it hurts still; because I tried, I really did, to love him. Here I am now, posting sob stories on social media while he plans his life ahead. I let it happen to me, I trusted him when I shouldn't have. But he was my best friend, why, I do not know.
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lovechildofextremes · 3 years
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I had always been cynical when it came to love. When it came down to it, I would always state that it was better to have a broken heart than an empty stomach. I still stand by it.
I do know now though, living with a broken heart is no joke.
How long will it take to heal? What do I feed my heart to quiet the pangs of hunger? There is no love to offer and it wants to drink from my sadness no more.
How long does it take to heal?
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lovechildofextremes · 3 years
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Cooking is therapeutic ❤️🧡💛💚🤍
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lovechildofextremes · 3 years
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Book and rains: a soothing combination 💙
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lovechildofextremes · 3 years
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Nurturing the mind, one book at a time💙
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lovechildofextremes · 3 years
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Sunsets ❤️
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lovechildofextremes · 3 years
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Oh to lie in a field of wildflowers and just be.
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lovechildofextremes · 3 years
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I have so many friends but not one person to talk to.
I am tired but I do not have the luxury of taking a vacation.
There is pain.
There is grief.
If I knew it was the last time I was talking to my father, I would have done so many things differently.
Will I ever find peace?
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lovechildofextremes · 3 years
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My father committed suicide.
No matter how I look at it, it's going to be two months and I cannot cope with it still. So, I am going to write. Write whatever comes to mind.
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Someday, someone is going to walk in there and not know what the walls saw- laughs till the stomach hurt, dreams: broken and fulfilled, love: that was found and lost, anger that was gone by the morning, tears that rolled till sleep took over; a life lost- the trauma that ensued.
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lovechildofextremes · 3 years
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Habata itara modoranai to ittte
Mezashita no wa aoi aoi ano sora 💙
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lovechildofextremes · 3 years
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There is comfort in evening skies, more so than I could find in people.
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lovechildofextremes · 3 years
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Sunset skies are intrinsically eudaemonic, or perhaps I am just biased.
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lovechildofextremes · 3 years
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I wish these rains would wash away the chaos in my head!
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lovechildofextremes · 3 years
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lovechildofextremes · 3 years
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perhaps, all I want is to be a pilot and fly away and watch sunsets from over the clouds.
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lovechildofextremes · 3 years
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Almost.
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lovechildofextremes · 3 years
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I want everything but I need only you.
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