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SPY X FAMILY ✧ Ending Theme Song Animation

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It's a little late but this is the amv I made for secret santa for my friend! I'm actually kind of proud of it ^^ though I know I still have a lot to little in terms of video editing lol. I need to push myself to practice more often >~<

#amv #sword art online #youtube #falling in reverse #Blue's AMVs #Youtube

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I think.... Subaru has bpd... OK I know how dumb that sounds and I'm probably just hella self projecting but... I just finished episode 13 and holy shit.... this is really personal and dumb but I need to talk about this. Subaru tries so goddamn hard. He disregards everything besides the end goal, even accidentally hurting others in the process. Everything he does is for Emilia, almost like she's his FP. He works so hard and holds everything inside, running himself ragged for this one special person and he masks everything behind a cheerful face. He can't talk about his issues with anyone (I mean that's because of some curse but that literally what it fucking feels like) whenever Emilia tries to leave him behind he'll do anything to try and get her to stay, even saying some pretty shitty things ("going to extreme measure to avoid real or imagined abandonment")

I see myself in him.

#kind of a personal rant #feel free to ignore #re:zero #non list related #since im watching gigguks videos rn if he does a review on an anime that im interested in than im allowed to watch it beforehand #to avoid spoilers #idk i just needed to get this into words #i simultaneously feel exactly how subaru is feeling and also see how much of a dick hes being #just like how i am #im sorry #im dealing with a lot of shit rn and i needed to vent a little i guess #just ignore me #bpd #another sad character to kin lol

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Gigguk

Another weird one! This one is actually a YouTuber. How this works is that I just watch literally all of their videos. I know it sounds dumb. It's just how my brain works >-<

I've seen a couple of this dude videos before and I'm super interested in seeing more of his opinions and reactions of things. I haven't seen a lot of newer anime so his newer videos might not be as fun, I just hope there's not a lot of spoilers. But yeah...

#pink strawberry #pink strawberry 008 #gigguk #youtuber #i know my system is dumb and that all of this is dumb #trust me im aware

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Balderdash! A Tale of Two Witches

Finally got a small chunk of time to sit and read this! I really loved this webcomic. I'm so sad that the creator isn't updating anymore :( doesn't look like it'll go off hiatus anytime soon since it's been like 3 years.

I especially loved the style. Such vibrant and pretty color palettes. It really gave each page a tone of its own. I did get confused with the story and lore at some points but that might just be because I'm Hella dumb lol.

Loved the characters, loved the story, loved the art, loved how gay it was. I wish the author the best and that they'll continue this beautiful story someday!

#balderdash! or a tale of two witches #pink strawberry #webcomic #pink strawberry 007 #such cuteness #on to the next thing!

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Balderdash! Or, a Tale of Two Witches

This will be a unique one in that this pink strawberry star is a webcomic! The majority of everything in these strawberries are anime, books, and video games. But these strawberries actually contain *everything*. So that includes stuff like live action and webcomics and even stuff like YouTube channels. Daily reminder that I am crazy and all of this is dumb.

But anyway. I actually don't really know much of anything about balderdash except that it's gay and the art is adorable. It does seem that the author is on indefinite hiatus which is sad, but it also means that I should be able to get through this pretty quickly. Maybe even in a day or two if I can find the time.

#balderdash! or a tale of two witches #webcomic #pink strawberry 007 #pink strawberry #it does look super cute #i hope the author does eventually come back to it

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Michiko & Hatchin

Finished with this one! The ending was totally unexpected and a little bit bittersweet to me. I mean Michiko pretty much sacrificed everything for Hana and Hiroshi to live and be a family together. But then hiroshi fucks off almost immediately (unsurprising) and Hana is just left alone. Pretty much making michikos sacrifice completely in vain! I did not see Hana growing up to be like that though. It's just weird because I've spent 22 episodes seeing her as this little tomboy feisty girl and then all of a sudden she's a mom? Like damn. I'm so happy her and michiko got reunited. At least there was a somewhat happy ending. Though it does suck that Hiroshi ended up being the worst thing to go on a wild goose chase for. *sigh* I still have so many unanswered questions too. Like who the fuck is actually Hanas mom. I guess it doesn't really matter though. I guess the real mom is the crazy ass murder chick with no braincells that Hana found along the way.

It was a neat show though. Not like my favorite or anything. But it was a good story and the characters were dynamic and were fleshed out really well. I also love the setting that was used. Mixed Japanese and central American cultures like that is something I've never really seen before and really added depth to the story. The music and visuals were beautiful and colorful too.

#pink strawberry #pink strawberry 006 #anime #michiko & hatchin

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Damn that really sucks :/ he turned out to be a interesting character. Not a good guy at all but he was interesting to watch at least. I kinda liked him. I was hoping he'd have one last chance to see Hiroshi but... obviously that didn't happen. Rip

#live blogging #pink strawberry #pink strawberry 006 #anime #michiko & hatchin #poor fucker

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Ugh I really don't know why they're bothering with this dude. He obviously doesn't give a shit about them anymore. He is trying to get away from michiko. If he still cared than he would have found a way to let Michiko know he was alive.

#live blogging #pink strawberry #pink strawberry 006 #anime #michiko & hatchin #judging by his lack of reaction to hana on the news too it seemed he already knew about her #he seems like a coward

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Ok so he wasn't as sinister as I imagined. But still. I still don't think he should have forced his impression of her as an "angel" onto her. He placed a heavy burden on her. She didn't want that. She literally ran from him everytime she saw him. He was making her confused. He scared her but she also didn't know how to deal with a boy expressing love for her. And then he just fucks off like nothing happened.

#live blogging #pink strawberry #pink strawberry 006 #anime #michiko & hatchin #boys are just fucking weird my dude

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God this kid comes off as the pretentious white knight type. Like Hana literally literally did not remember him and he kept talking like they were friends. He sees her as this ethereal enigma that he's gonna be able to keep for himself just because he had the kind hearted Impulse to give her a book.

#live blogging #pink strawberry #pink strawberry 006 #anime #michiko & hatchin #i could be completely wrong about that take tho lol #he just seems the type #i dont like him #he doesnt really back off when hana seems uncomfy and does whatever #well see i guess

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That's pretty gay of you Atsuko but go off I guess. 👀

#live blogging #pink strawberry #pink strawberry 006 #anime #michiko & hatchin #shes a lesbian harold #just too bad michiko is thirsty for some bland dick 😒 #fuck horishi #hes obviously moved on #gimmie michiko and atsuko being terrible but well meaning moms to hana

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Ok so my theory was definitely wrong 😅 Hatchin for sure has that tattoo and that other dude was in fact not Hiroshi. Doesn't change the fact that both of them are lonely as hell and still need each other though 😤

#live blogging #pink strawberry #pink strawberry 006 #anime #michiko & hatchin #from what ive seen of hiroshi i dont like him #he seems like a coward #though it does also seem like michiko was forcing him to have her in her life though too 😅 #either way not a super good dude and doesnt seem worth looking for 🤷‍♀️

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Oh... wasn't expecting that... damn dude that sucks... idk why I keep getting surprised that real consequence happen in these darker animes...

#live blogging #pink strawberry #pink strawberry 006 #anime #michiko & hatchin #like for real #i kept getting super shocked when people died in psycho pass #i guess ive been spoiled by fantasy shounens #if someone dies there they get their own episode to be tragic and everything is built up #here it can happen in an instant #no prelude... no afterthoughts #their gone and the story is just gonna move on immediately #damn #bet michiko feels fucking awful about it though she would never say it

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It's really hard to tell if these two are being genuine with each other or not. Like with the belly button tattoo. Hatchin *said* that she had it but never showed it. And with this scene. Michiko got a weird look as soon as she saw the kids clothes. She's going after Hiroshi because she loves him and wants to be with him. She couldn't do that if he went and had a family.

My theory is that that guy was definitely Hiroshi and that hatchin doesn't have the belly button tattoo. And that these two are just lying to each other so that they have a reason to stay together and continue their journey. They're both alone and they want to believe in this fantasy quest for as long as they can.

#live blogging #pink strawberry #pink strawberry 006 #anime #michiko & hatchin #when the reality is that neither of them were really looking for hiroshi #they were looking for each other all along #god im gonna be so sad if im right