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#disney #disney prinesses #belle #mulan #pocahontas #aurora #snow white #jasmine #cinderella #tiana #merida #moana of motunui #princess moana #belle x mulan #Pocahontas x Aurora #Snow White x Jasmine #Tiana x Cinderella #gay coffee #Merida x Moana #Ariel x Rapunzel x Tiana #gay tropes #wlw #cottage aesthetic #cottage life #Lesbians who travel #gay camping #book girl

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Did the season 2 finale of Hacks make you scream into an endless void of pain or are you straight?

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I have officially become Tina Belcher. I'm writing erotic friend fiction now. 🙄🤦🏻‍♀️🙈

#fjuckMyLife #pure ocd #Yes I am in therapy can't you tell?

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Did the season 2 finale of Hacks make you scream into an endless void of pain or are you straight?

#hbo hacks #ava x deborah #deborah x ava #I haven't watched this in a year #but it still Flay's me open like a fish from Deborah's pond. #the way I had this situation mirrored irl in the last 5 months #💀💀💀

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Hand pumpkins.

whats the meaning of life? son, its those little tiny pumpkins. the ones that are mad small.  you know the ones i mean. 

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ARE YOUBFUCKING KILLING MY GAYASS IN PUBLIC ROGHT NOW

#beauyasha #they are so hot #i have missed my emotional support lesbians

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Yasha looks so hot. my god.

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I always ALWAYS romanticize interactions and any and every piece of knowledge I have when I have a crush. I know this.

And yet. Did I have any control over my little crush? NOPE. I just made myself vulnerable in front of someone who doesn't know me well at all. God, I am such an idiot. And she is straight to boot. Fml. I just. Batting 1000.

To make matters worse, a different friend, a gq, masc-presenting, deeply asexual friend, likes me. Likes me likes me. Posted a vague post, was weird the next time we saw each other, and then made a comment I am sure he agonizingly overthought for a day after.

Cis-hets think their lives are complicated. They have nothing on demisexual lesbians who came out late. It is either nothing going or "Why God? Why me?!" Nothing in-between.

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October has always been a significant month for me. Things always seem to happen in October, be they professional, personal, or periods of growth.

I came back to work on 10/13 after six weeks on medical leave. My job situation has been a struggle for the entire year since I took this job. My supervisor is a narcissist, unaware of his misogyny, inconsistent, inattentive unless it serves him, and, most importantly to me, doesn't teach me anything new. I cannot grow in my career unless I am trained. He decided in my third week that I wasn't worth the effort to train. Things devolved from there. HR was involved. I lost. I lost more. I lost even more.

Friday, 10/28, three days after my 1 year anniversary in the job, I demanded my team leader give me a new supervisor or fire me. He was noncommittal. I left the zoom saying, "Y'all work it out amongst yourselves and let me know. I'm done being a pawn in y'all's game of passing the buck."

It felt good for like 30 minutes. Then the doom and uncertainty set in. Thankfully, I was able to set it aside and have a good weekend. But it came back today with a vengeance.

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alright somebody add the ‘you can excuse racism?’ meme

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Sometimes, I wish I was a protagonist in a YA novel but then I remember that requires running

#ya novels #lgbtq

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I haven't read the Vampire Academy books, but the show is the gayest thing without gay characters I've seen in years.

#only in episode 2 #excuse me #bonded vampires who are dedicated to each other is gay sh*t #why are there men?

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when a film or tv show takes place somewhere where you have been, it is your sacred duty as viewer to say “i’ve been there” every time you recognize a place

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Hannah Waddingham arrives backstage at the Emmys 2022

#the person she mentioned feeling loyalty to better know they are f*cling lucky.

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"Barrel Racers are Geminis that aren't queer."

- my sister.

#i died. #small Venn diagrams #barrel racing #Geminis #enneagram 7s #crazy hot scale

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Every 3-6 weeks I remember the end of Hacks Season 2 and just

It hurts right in the middle of my sternum and I have to stretch to make it go away.

#anyway #off to read more fanfic #hacks #hbo hacks #ava x deborah

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Had my uterus, fallopian tubes, and cervix removed yesterday. I also started a six-week leave.

My supervisor, who has been verbally abusive and threatening since my third week, emailed me yesterday morning to make sure everything was "in place, all i's dotted and t's crossed". So I am emailing him from my pre-op bed while speaking with one of the surgical nurses. She is looking at me like I've grown two heads for not telling him to fuck off.

I write a response, but end up just forwarding an email I got from the leave team. I had explained multiple times, and it is outlined in the email I forwarded, that nothing happens before my leave starts. So his micromanaging did nothing but stress me out before my surgery.

All of the paperwork was completed today and turned in. I emailed him to confirm that, as well as emailed the Leave of Absence team, noting my supervisor's desire to wrap this up expeditiously. It still took him six hours to reply "Thank you."

#i need a new job #narcissist #never work for them #just quit at the beginning it isn't worth it.