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not to be dramatic but quizlet going behind a paywall literally shattered my drive to study French

I kid you not I spent 30 minutes working on a set of flashcards for the month of August and I looked up and the learn function was locked

anyway I haven't touched French vocab in two weeks so that's fun

pls hmu with alternative tools if you know of any! they don't need to be 100% free I'm just mad at quizlet

#quizlet

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math.

ye that's it

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You can't really see but she's sitting on my book—

chaotic cat academia

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10.04.2022—been an extremely unproductive weekend, but we can only go up from here

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More than ever I know that I need to get good grades this semester & that makes me not want to study 🙃

Anyway I'm gonna try to finish an essay in the next hour~ wish me luck pls

#studyblr #study blog #rant?

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Indian academia

Recently I have seen a lot of excellent posts in the dark academia tags which call out the euro-centrism of this subculture and also give great recommendations for non-white cultural academia. So I decided to put together works of Indian authors that I read growing up in India as a literature student. Please note this list leans heavily towards works centred on Bengal due to my own heritage, and is by no means comprehensive or meant to represent the entire, varied diaspora of India.

Historical/political fiction:

the lives of others by neel mukherjee: chronicling the rise and fall of a bengali family against historical events like the partition, the 1943 famines, the bengal emergency etc. diverse cast of characters retelling history through multiple povs, lyrical prose, incredible research providing an insight into naxalite bengal. talks about how it feels to be a leftist when you are born and brought up in bourgeois privilege.

the lowland by jhumpa lahiri: everything!! written by jhumpa lahiri!! should be savoured!! but this gorgeous book in particular made me UGLY CRY. to summarise without spoilers, it's a story about two brothers, separated by inches and then by miles, a story about student revolutionaries, bengal burning and boston beaches, and it's a story about a beautiful, brilliant, tormented woman who loves and loathes in equal measure.

the shadow lines by amitav ghosh:** intergenerational trauma, dhaka riots and the entwined histories of two families- one in london and the other in calcutta. sharp, bittersweet and sometimes rather scandalous. if you enjoy ggm's works try this.

a flight of pigeons by ruskin bond**: after her father is killed in the 1857 sepoy mutiny, an anglo-indian girl, her mother, and female relatives are given shelter by the muslim family of one of the chief rebels. set in north india near UP, ruskin bond's writing is powerful and explores found families and the price of imperialism and war. chef's kiss.

train to pakistan by khuswant singh: the horrors of post independence sectarian violence as recounted by a fictional village on the indo-pak border with a population largely comprising muslims and sikhs. a harrowing read but evocative and honest.

shalimar the clown by salman rushdie: allegorical story about the kashmir valley unrest, told through the insane, shakespearean revenge tragedy spun out by kashmiri tightrope walker shalimar who falls in love with boonyi, a beautiful pandit girl, a love that dooms him.

a fine balance by rohinton mistry**: four strangers' lives spill into each other as india crumbles under the 1975 emergency. this one has everything political commentary, social satire, depiction of economic hardships and a whole range of characters from diverse backgrounds. side note: it's a pretty heavy and tragic read, please be careful.

Societal stories

the guide by rk narayan: raju, an impoverished, street smart boy in a fictional south indian town takes to conning people as a tour guide but things spiral out of control when he has an affair with a married classical dancer. allegorical writing, funny and eccentric, and there's a LOT of satire about desi stereotypes: fraud religious leaders, scandalous village affairs, neocolonial mindsets and well, dancing. had a great read of this one. don't watch the film, it's inaacurate and the author himself didn't like it :(

malgudi days by rk narayan: set in the same town as the guide, a collection of short stories about the colourful lives of small town dwellers, from astrologers to doctors to postmen. it's funny and poignant in equal measure. there's not a single mediocre story in here, they're all just......charming.

interpreter of maladies by jhumpa lahiri: stories set in boston and bengal about ordinary indian people and ordinary indian lives which are just so, so MASTERFULLY written and in such crystal bright detail it feels all too real. I recommend a temporary matter, when mr pirzada came to dine, sexy, mrs sen and this blessed house.

em and the big hoom by jerry pinto**: a goan family in late 20th century mumbai + their experience when the mother is diagnosed with bpd. I haven't read this book but it was highly recommended by my friends + authors who are greatly esteemed by me

any and every work by ruskin bond because my man literally GREW up around ayahs and tonga drivers and lonely gardeners and sad kite-makers and friends in small places. I recommend road to the bazaar: a collection of short stories about north indian children involving tigers in train tunnels, beetle races, rooftop gardens and the feeling of being home again.

the white tiger by aravind adiga**: epistolary novel that deals mostly with the class struggle in india as told by a village boy, who travels to delhi for work and his slow rise to success through monumental obstacles. a good read to look into the lives and the plight of underprivileged workers and the persisting class disparity in globalised india.

city of djinns by william dalrymple: travelogue/memoir/anecdotes of the author's time in delhi as he researches for the detritus of history in the country capital. non fiction but every bit as riveting as a well spun story.

Retellings/Biographies

rajkahini (transl: stories of kings) by abanindranath tagore: stories about the rajput rulers of western india and their glorious, semi-mythological histories of battles and heartbreaks and visions. the author was often termed a lyrical artist because his descriptive prose is so good it feels like a painting put into words.

empress: the astonishing reign of nur jahan by ruby lal: a feminist biography of my favourite figure from history, nur jahan, and her deliciously satisfying ascent as the sole female sovereign in the line of the great mughals. but wow, what a woman.

the palace of illusions by chitra banerjee divakaruni: retelling of the great epic mahabharata but from draupadi's point of view. poetic and magical, and her descriptions of female rage and the unfairness of society even in mythical canon is SUPERB.

Poetry!

sarojini naidu: patriotism, society, feminism, romance

nissim ezekiel: postcolonial, satire

ak ramanujan: society, classical retellings, folktale inspired poetry

agha shahid ali: socio-political, ghazal inspired poetry

tishani doshi: feminist, contemporary

eunice d'souza: contemporary, gender politics

Pure self indulgent recs

hayavadana by girish karnad: a ridiculous, criminally hilarious play-within-a-play about a love triangle and accidental body/torso swaps and a goddess who couldn't care less and a man with a horse head. yeah.

devdas by sarat chandra chattopadhyay: pls stop shoving the movie down my throat it's the cringiest depiction of bengali culture ever but yeah the novel is 💗💗 and it's about childhood sweethearts dev and paro, the cost of obsessions and lusts and an enigmatic courtesan chandramukhi who keeps loving the wrong things.

any and every work by rabindranath tagore should be considered academia but in particular his short stories, like the kabuliwalah and the postmaster.

the byomkesh bakshi series by sharadindu bandyopadhyay: written in the vein of poirot but in colonial bengal, follows one (1) sleuthy boy and his sidekick as they unravel psychological crimes and murder mysteries. some stories are just genuinely scary and all have eclectic casts. sharadindu said homoerotic/feral women/immoral genius people rights!

Like I said this list is not comprehensive!!! But I tried my best!!! I think we should really try to decolonize our reading tastes. And yes I purposely left out Arundhati Roy (because she is literally the only Indian author ever recommended in lists) Vikram Seth (because I do not like him) and Roshani Chokshi (because any one of the above)

I hope you guys get some good picks from this list :)

[** has heavy trigger warnings]

#cant wait to read these after midterms

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Day 8 | 100 days of productivity

Started taking catalan and french lessons on Duolingo

Did some Differential equations work

It wasn’t that much of a productive day, but I’m hoping I can maintain my commitment to both languages! 

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7 apr 22 ; 9h25

my neighbour is renovating his apartment, so i had to flee our apartment to get away from the insane noise :-) hence, i worked on my thesis in a coffee shop and the library yesterday.

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10/04/22 12:30

i totally forgot it was sunday which is when i normally post omg, i got distracted this morning by f1 💀💀

power - ren

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April 13th, 2022

Chilly spring dark academia vibes~

It's been a pretty productive day! Went to class, went to therapy, went to the library, stuff like that. I still have a lot to do before going to sleep though 😭 no rest for me just yet.

#studyblr #study blog #studyspo #livelikeyoudream #study inspiration #study motivation #studyinspo #university

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feels very strange to post bullet journal pics again after my style has changed so dramatically. overall though i am much happier with this setup than my formerly gorgeous little arrangments so i count it as a win <3

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|| 28.02.2022 ||

I’m still alive!

I know I haven’t posted anything in a while… school has been exhausting lately.

There have been a lot of projects, tests, expositions, assignments…

It was my birthday a few days ago and I had two exams and an exposition to prepare.

Anyways, here are some pictures of a few notes. Digital and on paper… which one do you prefer?

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4.1.22 April means the beginning of spring break, end of midterms, and an exciting announcement… my younger sister will be joining me at Cornell next fall!! Our family feels very lucky to have gone from immigrant grandparents, and only one college educated parent, to two daughters aiming for doctorates. She doesn’t have a tumblr, but look forward to posts featuring “LittleArchitectureStudies”!

🎼- Dark Red by Steve Lacy

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05-04-22

english language practice paper

my end of year exams are a good while away but it's always good to get a head start :)

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April 1, 2022

It’s been a busy couple of weeks

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My ends are gonna be in-person so yeah I wanted to learn how to write faster and this is the result, staying at home I could take mtmy time writing but now I have to learn to write faster😅🥺😬

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09|04|2022

Today all my studying time was taken up by writing key words for one book only. I had hoped to do a couple at least, but nope, just one. I hopefully will manage to finish all these notes tomorrow, so that then I will have two days to review everything one last time, because believe me when I say that I really really need to. The other highlight of the day was me crying my eyes out while reading Hamnet, which I still have to finish, but it has been killing me anyways. The writing is sublime, and my gods the author knows how to emotionally scar you with very simple things. I cry very rarely, it takes a lot, and this book just took me off guard. I still have around 70ish pages left, I would very much like to finsih it by the end of the week but we'll see. I am absolutely loving it if you couldn't tell.

📖: Hamnet by Maggie O'Farrell

🎵: Old Money covered by Jonathan Young and Caleb Hyles