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littleaclove · 11 days
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reason's why conan gray is sirius black's reincarnation
family line
his curls (in modern au's he's my fan cast)
family line
also found heaven is very sirius coded
family line
"ch- cherry hair, so super bowie" SIRIUS BLACK HELLO
also did i mention family line?
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littleaclove · 1 year
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Content warning: This fanfiction contains themes of physical injury.
You had always known that Tsukishima Kei was a bit of a prickly character. He had a sharp tongue and a dry sense of humor that could cut through even the thickest of tensions. But despite all of that, you had always found yourself drawn to him. Maybe it was because you saw through his tough exterior and knew that there was a softer side to him that he kept hidden away from everyone else. Or maybe it was just because he was incredibly good-looking.
Whatever the reason, you found yourself sitting beside him on the bus ride back from a particularly grueling volleyball tournament. The two of you had been partnered up for the doubles tournament, and despite some initial reluctance on Tsukishima's part, the two of you had ended up working well together. But it hadn't been enough to secure the win, and the disappointment was palpable in the air.
You were lost in thought, staring out the window and watching the passing scenery, when you suddenly felt a sharp pain in your side. You gasped in surprise and looked over to see Tsukishima's elbow digging into your ribs.
"Ow! What the hell, Tsukki?" you exclaimed, rubbing your side.
"Sorry, I didn't mean to," he said gruffly, but you could tell that he wasn't really sorry at all.
You sighed and leaned back against the seat, trying to put some distance between the two of you. But the bus was crowded, and there was nowhere else to go.
As the ride continued, the pain in your side grew worse. You knew that you must have bruised a rib or something, and the constant jostling of the bus wasn't helping. You tried your best to ignore it, but it was becoming increasingly difficult.
Finally, Tsukishima must have noticed that something was wrong. "Are you okay?" he asked, his tone surprisingly gentle.
"No, not really," you admitted, wincing as you shifted in your seat.
Without another word, Tsukishima moved closer to you and put his arm around your shoulders, pulling you into a half-hug. You were surprised at the sudden display of affection, but you couldn't deny that it felt good to have someone else taking care of you for a change.
The rest of the ride passed in silence, with Tsukishima's arm around you and your head resting against his shoulder. It was a small gesture, but it meant the world to you.
When you finally arrived back at the school, Tsukishima helped you off the bus and walked you to the nurse's office. He waited outside while you got checked out, and then he walked you back to your dormitory.
"Thanks, Tsukki," you said as you opened the door to your room.
He shrugged. "It was nothing. Just don't expect me to make a habit of it."
You laughed, knowing that he was just trying to hide his softer side. But in that moment, you didn't care. You were grateful for his company, and for the unexpected comfort that he had provided you with.
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littleaclove · 1 year
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Content Warning: This fanfiction contains mentions of anxiety and panic attacks.
Tsukishima had always been a bit of a closed book. He never shared his emotions with anyone, not even Yamaguchi. But lately, Yamaguchi had noticed that Tsukishima seemed to be struggling more than usual. He was snappier than usual, and he seemed to be on edge all the time. Yamaguchi wanted to help, but he didn't know how.
One afternoon, as they were walking home from school, Tsukishima suddenly froze in place. Yamaguchi turned around to see what was wrong and saw that Tsukishima's face was pale, and his hands were shaking. "What's going on?" Yamaguchi asked, concerned.
"I don't know," Tsukishima replied, his voice barely above a whisper. "I just feel... off."
Yamaguchi put a hand on Tsukishima's back, trying to comfort him. "Do you want to sit down?" he asked.
Tsukishima nodded, and Yamaguchi led him over to a nearby bench. Tsukishima sat down heavily, his hands still shaking. Yamaguchi didn't know what to do. He had never seen Tsukishima like this before.
"What's going on?" Yamaguchi asked again.
"I don't know," Tsukishima said, his voice trembling. "I just feel... like I can't breathe."
Yamaguchi's heart raced. He had heard of panic attacks before, but he had never experienced one himself. He didn't know how to help Tsukishima. "What can I do?" he asked, feeling helpless.
Tsukishima shook his head. "I don't know," he said. "I just need to... breathe."
Yamaguchi tried to steady his own breathing and encouraged Tsukishima to do the same. "Breathe in, breathe out," he said softly. "It's okay. You're okay."
Tsukishima closed his eyes and tried to follow Yamaguchi's lead. After a few minutes, his breathing started to slow, and his hands stopped shaking. Yamaguchi stayed by his side, holding his hand, until Tsukishima felt strong enough to stand up again.
"I'm sorry," Tsukishima said, once he was on his feet again. "I don't know what came over me."
Yamaguchi shook his head. "It's okay," he said. "We all have moments like that. Do you want to talk about what's been going on lately?"
Tsukishima hesitated for a moment before nodding. "I don't know what's wrong with me," he said. "I just feel... anxious all the time. Like I'm not good enough."
Yamaguchi listened as Tsukishima opened up to him, sharing his fears and doubts. It was hard to see his usually confident friend so vulnerable, but Yamaguchi was determined to be there for him.
Over the next few days, Yamaguchi did his best to support Tsukishima. He encouraged him to talk about his feelings and tried to reassure him that he was, in fact, good enough. It wasn't easy, but Yamaguchi was willing to do whatever it took to help his friend.
One night, Yamaguchi received a call from Tsukishima. His voice was shaking, and Yamaguchi could tell that he was on the verge of tears. "What's wrong?" Yamaguchi asked, his heart racing.
"I don't know," Tsukishima said, his voice barely above a whisper. "I just... I can't do this anymore. I can't handle the pressure. I feel like I'm drowning."
Yamaguchi's heart ached for Tsukishima. He knew how hard it was to deal with anxiety and the weight of expectations. "Take a deep breath," he said softly. "It's going to be okay. I'm here for you."
Tsukishima took a few deep breaths, and Yamaguchi could hear him starting to calm down. "I just don't know what to do," Tsukishima said, his voice still shaky.
"Let's talk about it," Yamaguchi said. "What's been weighing on you lately?"
Tsukishima opened up about everything that had been bothering him: his grades, his volleyball skills, his relationships with his family and friends. Yamaguchi listened patiently, offering words of comfort and understanding.
"It's okay to feel overwhelmed," Yamaguchi said. "But you don't have to go through this alone. We're all here for you."
Tsukishima sniffled, and Yamaguchi could tell that he was crying. "Thank you," he said. "I don't know what I'd do without you."
Yamaguchi felt a warm glow in his chest. He was glad he could be there for Tsukishima when he needed it most. "You don't have to thank me," he said. "I'm your friend. That's what friends do."
Tsukishima took a deep breath and let it out slowly. "I know," he said. "I just... sometimes it feels like I don't deserve you as a friend. Like I'm just holding you back."
Yamaguchi's heart ached for Tsukishima. He knew that feeling all too well, the sense of not being good enough for the people you care about. "That's not true," he said firmly. "You're one of the most important people in my life, and I wouldn't be where I am today without you. You're an amazing friend and an amazing person, Tsukki."
Tsukishima sniffled again, but this time, Yamaguchi could hear a hint of a smile in his voice. "Thanks, Yamaguchi," he said. "You always know how to make me feel better."
Yamaguchi grinned. "That's because I know you so well," he said. "Now, let's focus on what we can do to help you feel better. Have you thought about talking to someone about your anxiety? Maybe a therapist or a counselor?"
Tsukishima hesitated for a moment before nodding. "I have," he said. "But... I don't know. It feels like admitting weakness, you know?"
Yamaguchi shook his head. "It's not weak to ask for help," he said firmly. "In fact, it takes a lot of strength to admit that you need it. And it's not like you have to do it alone. I'll be there with you every step of the way."
Tsukishima was quiet for a moment before speaking again. "Okay," he said softly. "I'll think about it."
Yamaguchi smiled. "That's all I ask," he said. "And in the meantime, if you ever need to talk or if you feel like you're drowning again, just call me. I'll be there for you, no matter what."
Tsukishima's voice was thick with emotion. "Thank you," he said. "You have no idea how much that means to me."
Yamaguchi felt a surge of affection for Tsukishima. He was grateful for the opportunity to be there for him, to offer comfort and support when he needed it most. "Of course," he said. "I care about you, Tsukki. You're my friend and I'll always be here for you."
They sat in silence for a few minutes, just enjoying each other's company. Eventually, Tsukishima spoke up again. "Hey, Yamaguchi?"
"Yeah?"
"Thanks for not giving up on me," Tsukishima said. "I know I can be a pain sometimes, but you always stick around."
Yamaguchi felt his heart swell with emotion. "You're never a pain," he said. "And I could never give up on you. You mean too much to me."
Tsukishima didn't say anything, but Yamaguchi could feel his gratitude radiating through the phone line. They stayed on the phone for a while longer, talking about anything and everything. Eventually, Tsukishima yawned and said he should probably get some sleep.
"Okay," Yamaguchi said. "Take care of yourself, Tsukki. And remember, I'm always here for you."
"I will," Tsukishima said. "Thanks again, Yamaguchi. You're the best."
Yamaguchi grinned. "You're pretty great too, Tsukki," he said. "Goodnight."
"Goodnight," Tsukishima said, and then the line went dead.
Yamaguchi set his phone down and leaned back against his pillow. He felt a warm glow in his chest, knowing that he had been able to help Tsukishima when he needed it most. It wasn't always easy being friends with someone who struggled with anxiety, but it was worth it for moments like these.
As he drifted off to sleep, Yamaguchi felt a sense of peace. He knew that there would be more tough times ahead, but he also knew that he and Tsukishima would face them together. They were a team, on and off the volleyball court, and nothing could ever change that.
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littleaclove · 1 year
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Content Warning: This fanfiction contains themes of emotional distress.
One day, as they were practicing their volleyball skills together, Tsukishima suddenly became angry and started lashing out at Yamaguchi. "Why do you always try so hard? You're never going to be as good as me," he sneered.
Yamaguchi was taken aback by Tsukishima's harsh words. "What's gotten into you?" he asked, hurt.
"I'm just sick of seeing you try so hard and still fail," Tsukishima retorted.
Yamaguchi could feel the tears welling up in his eyes. He had always looked up to Tsukishima and respected his opinion, but now it seemed like Tsukishima didn't even believe in him. "I don't know what to say," Yamaguchi said, his voice shaking. "I thought we were friends."
Tsukishima's expression softened slightly. "We are friends," he said. "I'm just frustrated because I want to be better, and I feel like I'm holding myself back by always practicing with you."
Yamaguchi nodded slowly, understanding. "I know you want to be the best," he said. "But you don't have to put me down to make yourself feel better."
Tsukishima looked down at the ground, ashamed. "I'm sorry," he said quietly. "I didn't mean to hurt you."
Yamaguchi stepped forward and wrapped his arms around Tsukishima, hugging him tightly. "It's okay," he said. "I forgive you."
Tsukishima hesitated for a moment before returning the hug. "Thanks," he said gruffly.
From that day on, Tsukishima and Yamaguchi's friendship grew even stronger. They continued to push each other to be better, but now they did it with encouragement and support instead of hurtful words. And even though they still argued from time to time, they always knew that they could rely on each other for comfort and understanding.
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littleaclove · 1 year
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Content Warning: This fanfiction contains themes of emotional distress and mental health struggles.
Tsukishima had always known that Yamaguchi struggled with his self-confidence. But he never realized just how deep those issues ran until he found him crying in their shared bedroom.
"Yamaguchi, what's wrong?" Tsukishima asked, his voice laced with concern.
Yamaguchi looked up at him, tears streaming down his face. "I don't know, Tsukki. I just feel so worthless sometimes," he said, his voice barely above a whisper.
Tsukishima's heart ached as he watched his friend struggle with his emotions. He had always admired Yamaguchi's kindness and determination, and it pained him to see him in so much pain.
"You're not worthless, Yamaguchi. You're one of the most important people in my life," Tsukishima said, taking Yamaguchi's hand in his own.
Yamaguchi looked up at him, his eyes filled with surprise. "Really, Tsukki? You mean that?" he asked, his voice shaking.
Tsukishima nodded. "Of course, Yamaguchi. You're my best friend, and I value your presence in my life more than anything else," he said, his voice gentle and reassuring.
Yamaguchi smiled through his tears, a small glimmer of hope shining in his eyes. Tsukishima wrapped his arms around him, pulling him into a tight embrace.
"It's okay to not be okay, Yamaguchi. I'm always here for you, no matter what," Tsukishima said, his words filled with sincerity.
Yamaguchi buried his face into Tsukishima's shoulder, allowing himself to cry freely. Tsukishima held him close, offering him the comfort and support he so desperately needed.
As they sat there, Tsukishima realized that he didn't always have to be the strong one. Sometimes, it was okay to be vulnerable and show his emotions. And if it meant helping Yamaguchi through his own struggles, then it was more than worth it.
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littleaclove · 1 year
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Content Warning: This fanfiction contains themes of physical injury and emotional distress.
Tsukishima had always been the rational one in their duo. But when Yamaguchi got injured during a volleyball match, all of Tsukishima's composure went out the window. He rushed to Yamaguchi's side, panic etched on his face as he assessed the damage.
"It's okay, Tsukki," Yamaguchi said, trying to keep his voice steady despite the pain.
But Tsukishima wasn't convinced. He watched as the medics tended to his friend, feeling helpless and scared. He had never felt this way before, and it was terrifying.
After the match, they made their way back to their apartment. Yamaguchi was still in pain, but he tried to hide it as best he could. Tsukishima, however, could see right through him. He watched as Yamaguchi winced with every step, and it made his heart ache.
When they got home, Tsukishima helped Yamaguchi to sit down on the couch. He knelt down in front of him, taking Yamaguchi's hand in his own.
"Are you sure you're okay?" Tsukishima asked, his voice laced with concern.
Yamaguchi shook his head. "It hurts a lot, Tsukki," he said, tears welling up in his eyes.
Tsukishima felt a lump form in his throat. He had never seen Yamaguchi cry before, and it made his heart ache even more. He didn't know what to do or say, but he knew he had to do something to help his friend.
"Let me get you some painkillers," Tsukishima said, standing up and making his way to the bathroom.
He returned with the painkillers and a glass of water, handing them to Yamaguchi. He watched as Yamaguchi swallowed the pills, his eyes closing in relief.
Tsukishima sat down next to him on the couch, taking Yamaguchi's hand in his own once again.
"I'm sorry this happened to you, Yamaguchi. I wish I could take away your pain," Tsukishima said, his voice barely above a whisper.
Yamaguchi looked up at him, his eyes filled with gratitude. "You're already doing so much for me, Tsukki. Just being here with me is enough," he said, a small smile gracing his lips.
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littleaclove · 2 years
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Class 1-A Music Tastes
Ft: Izuku, Bakugo, Todoroki, Mina, Denki, Kirishima, and Sero
Ok i’m back with some headcanons! Anime ones at that are you proud of me?
Izuku:
I personally believe he listens to folklore music like The Amazing Devil and The Oh Hellos
He listens to artists like Ricky Montgomery, mxmtoon, dodie, Rex Orange County, and Beach Bunny too
I think he also listens to Cavetown if not just for the instrumental
Bakugo:
I think he also listens to The Amazing Devil but in general I think he listens to more heavy music
Especially when he’s at the gym I think he listens to a playlist full of Skillet, Eminem, Five Finger Death Punch, etc
When he’s studying I think he listens to lofi music or just softer music in general
Todoroki
I don’t think he listens to music all that often, but when he does it’s generally to calm him down if he’s angry or overwhelmed
I think he listens to lofi or soft music to soothe him
A sprinkle of Conan Gray in there too
Kirishima
He’s always listening to mitski 24/7
Name any song and he knows it
Secretly he’s still in his emo phase so mcr and mother mother are on a playlist somewhere
same tho
Denki
He listens to Marina religiously
Also he was a theatre kid so there’s a bunch of broadway music
Definitely Olivia Rodrigo too and Taylor Swift
Some Doja Cat if he’s feeling ✨spicy✨
Mina
She listens to Doja Cat, Taylor Swift, and Olivia Rodrigo with Denki
I also think she listens to dodie, girl in red, and Beach Bunny if she wants to have some softer vibes
Sero
He likes a lot of music
He listens to spanish music, some party music, some classical, and maybe some indie sprinkled in
He’s very diverse when it comes to what music he likes
A/n: If you guys wanna check out the playlists I made for these characters (because that’s what I based this off of) I’ll have my spotify linked in my bio!
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littleaclove · 2 years
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i’m debating whether or not i should start streaming lol
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littleaclove · 2 years
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BOTH OF MY PARTNERS ARE IN MARYLAND AND IM THROUGHLY UPSET THAT IM NOT THERE CUZ IM AN ATTENTION WHORE
My one partner goes to my school and the other lives in Maryland so she’s going to see him without me 😭
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littleaclove · 2 years
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VIKTOR I CAN LOOK LIKE JAYCE PLEASE DEAR LORD
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littleaclove · 2 years
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BRO THIS IS THE FIRST THING I SEE WHEN I OPEN TUMBLR 😭✋✨
why weren’t you at the group meowing session bro everyone was so worried
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littleaclove · 2 years
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Hi loves! So I just got a new phone cuz my ass is amazing and i dropped it in a puddle outside so everything has been kinda crazy but I’ll try to post on a more regular basis. I’m gonna start doing less anime related things because I haven’t been very inspired lately. But like guess who’s watching voltronnn also why is there 8 seasons??? Anyways I just wanted to check in and see how you guys are doing! I’m sorry for making a whole ass paragraph so if you read this far thank you! Have a great day loves!
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littleaclove · 2 years
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They always say not to go into the abandoned carnival, for it will swallow you whole. Only fools dare to step foot near it. Fools like Carson. He was said to have walked around in there and no one has ever seen him again. Of course you won’t be as stupid as he was, right? You won’t go exploring things that shouldn’t be touched. It’s a silly thought. I know you love everything the way it is. You don’t need change. You don’t need curiosity. You have everything you could ever want and wouldn’t trade it for the world. Wait! Why are you going off the planned path? This isn’t the way we planned! Where are you going?
Don’t head where I think you’re heading! Didn’t we already establish that it isn’t safe? Listen to me! Don’t go in there! You’re such a moron.
Hey you need to get out of here right now. You still have time before they find you! Come on! Go back to the entrance. Now.
Stop going deeper! You’re going to get yourself killed!
They’re coming…
Hide!
Oh no, they’re here.
Why didn’t you just listen to me?
I’m so sorry I couldn’t save you…
Please forgive me for running.
I would’ve taken it back if I could.
I hear people rushing by me as if nothing has happened.
I’m running for help I swear!
Why does nobody believe me..?
I told them about you, but they think you’re just a rumor.
Just like you did…
I’m sorry Carson
A/n: Ik this didn’t make a lot of sense but i wanted to share it to show i’m not dead! I wrote it in 20 minutes, as i do everything that’s not anime related and i don’t go back and edit it so it’s raw. I hope you enjoyed, loves!
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littleaclove · 2 years
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A/n: Hiii! it’s been a while hasn’t it? ik this is different from what i usually post but i figured why not. this is a writing prompt from school i figured i would share. i’m still working on it since i did this in 15 minutes so bear with any errors. I hope you enjoy my loves!
We had moved after the accident. We moved so far that no one knew my name, where no one had even heard of us. I swear I didn’t mean for it to happen. We had gone so far from what I knew, and it was terrifying, but it needed to be done. I got the attic as my room. They’d built an outside lock on it so they could contain me in one place. It wasn’t supposed to be like this. She wasn’t supposed to be mangled and I wasn’t supposed to be the cause. I swear I wasn’t. The red and blue lights had come right after we’d left our house. Mother said it was for the greater good and who was I to deny her? She had helped me throughout the whole situation. She said she helped me escape. I’m not exactly sure from what, but I’m not in trouble anymore, she said. I’m not allowed out of my room anymore. It’s not fair but Mother says she needs me with her forever. I love Mother. She is everything for me.
Mother tells me to sit still, as she will be back in a moment. I haven’t been allowed on the other side of the room yet, the one without my bed and dresser. I am getting more and more curious, but Mother says it’s too dangerous to go over there, since she’s not cleaned it out yet.
Mother has stricter rules than the other place now. She’s written them down and hung them up in my room.
Don’t open the door
Don’t go outside
Don’t explore
Don’t look through the boxes on the other side of the room
Don’t make noise
And absolutely do not look out the window
Mother loves me. She says she puts these rules in place because she doesn’t want to see anything happen to me. She says she cares about me too much to lose me. I don’t know why I would ever doubt anything she tells me. She would do anything for me. This is why she helped me after the accident. She knew I would never want anything to happen to someone else. She knew I didn’t mean to. The girl was just so fragile. It’s like she was asking me to. Mother tells me it was good that I took care of her, that it was the right thing to do. She never really liked her, though she wouldn’t show it. I just know Mother so well because I love her so and she’s the only person who will ever love me, she says.
I hear Mother’s footsteps coming up the stairs. They’re a lot heavier than mine, but somehow fitting all the same.
A/n: Tell me if you want me to continue this because i will if you want me to!
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littleaclove · 3 years
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besties tell me why someone said they liked me (idk how that happened but it did) and i go ‘could i interest you in a meme?’ LIKE HUH BESTIE-
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littleaclove · 3 years
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Me: *acquires what I think is a crush*
Me: *remembers i can’t tell the difference between platonic and romantic relationships*
someone help me-
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littleaclove · 3 years
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no cuz i’ve been binge watching people shaving off all their hair all morning (well really afternoon cuz i woke up at 12 and it’s now 1:30 s o) and i live through other people but i just got an undercut and now i wanna shave my head- someone stop me i only have 13 more days until school and i’m terrified of judgement-
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