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Does anyone have any tips to prevent hair loss before it starts?

#ana stuff

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Round three, here we come

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I bought some hair growth oil, so hopefully it will help my INSANE hair loss

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My partner read my journal. The only thing that I have to myself. The only boundary I have set in our relationship was not to read my journal. They have known this for years and completely ignored my trust. I feel so hurt and broken and I don't know what to do. We are engaged, live together, and share a car so I feel trapped. I just want space, but they haven't been able to respect that request either. They are the love of my life, but I don't know if I can heal from this. They have access to everything in my life so my journal was the ONLY thing to myself. The only place I felt safe to express my thoughts. The only thing I have ever asked of them was to give me that privacy. Am I overreacting or would you be just as upset?

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I fucked up

A reminder

If you don’t fuck up you’ll be at your goal weight in October

If you don’t fuck up you’ll be at your goal weight in October

If you don’t fuck up you’ll be at your goal weight in October

If you don’t fuck up you’ll be at your goal weight in October

If you don’t fuck up you’ll be at your goal weight in October

If you don’t fuck up you’ll be at your goal weight in October

If you don’t fuck up you’ll be at your goal weight in October

If you don’t fuck up you’ll be at your goal weight in October

If you don’t fuck up you’ll be at your goal weight in October

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I was actually doing pretty well for a week or two. I thought that I was ready for recovery, but that was a lie

I made the mistake of stepping on the scale only to see that i was 5 pounds heavier and I had a bit of a break down

I bought some laxs and lost 3 of those 5 pounds within the last two days lol

Back to the grind😈

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Quick check in wally world today. Finally seeing some progress in my legs

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Would 100lbs be asking too much? With my height, it would put me at 15.7 bmi which is pretty secy

now that I'm close to my goal weight, I think I'm going to lower it. I'm only four pounds away and I still look disgusting

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now that I'm close to my goal weight, I think I'm going to lower it. I'm only four pounds away and I still look disgusting

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I fucking hate myself

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Frankie and Ghoulia spot on lol

tag yourself

i’m a mix of draculaura, frankie and cleo lmfao

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I just broke a 71 hour fast with less than 100 cals of veggies and now I'm incredibly nauseous. I never want to eat again

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No one:

Not a single soul:

My eating disorder:

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Only part of my body that I can stand

If you recognize my tattoos, no you don't

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I swear if I can't lose these last 10lbs by the Fall Equinox I will have a true mental breakdown

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So far I've been successful with alternating liquid fasting and consuming less than 300 cals of solid foods, but I'm starting to plateau again. I assume that I'm retaining water weight from the sodium in broths on my liquid days so does anyone have any suggestions to get rid of it? I'm drinking plenty of water and I physically can't exercise like I'd want to.

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Restaurants Safe Foods Masterpost

Food from my master post, this is just so you don’t have to scroll through the whole thing if you didn’t want to on my masterpost

A&W

Applebees

Arbys

Bojangles

Burger King

Bj’s

Carrabas

Cheddars

Chick-Fil-A

Chilis

Chipotle

Chuck E Cheese

Cici’s

Cracker Barrel

Culivers

Dairy Queen/Orange Julius

Denny’s

Dominos

Dunkin Donuts

Fire House Subs

Five Guys

Fuddruckers

Golden Coral

Hard Rock

In and Out Burger

IHOP

Jasons Deli

KFC

Krispy Kreme

Little Caesers

Krystals

Logans Road House

Long Horn Steak House

McAlisters Deli

McDonalds

Movie Theaters

Olive Garden

Outback Steak House

Panda Express

Panera Bread Co.

Papa Johns

Papa Murphys

Pizza Hut

Popeyes

PF Changs

Red Robins (yuUUMMM)

Ruby Tuesday

Sonic

Steak and Shake

Subway

Taco Bell

Texas Road House

Tim Hortons

Waffle House

Wendy’s

White Castle

Zaxbys