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Hey, I'm Kittie. So much has changed. So much is still changing.
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#thinking about the universe
#and how it spits out fates you don't see coming
#and how you're usually
#both grateful and horrified
#and somehow its all foreign
#and somehow it's all familiar
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#and would it be fucked up
#if i told you how much i miss you
#because i miss your smile and i moss your smell
#and i could find fleeting joy in other people as long as i need to
#but fuck i wanna hold you
#i feel like after everything thats happened
#after all the time that has past and after all the hurt that ive felt
#that i shouldnt worry this much about you
#that i shouldnt miss you
#that it shouldnt still ache in my chest when i think about us
#that i shouldnt still be in love with you
#but here we are
#and im still so lost
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#are you mad at yourself for still being in love with her?
#well....... like YEAH???!?!??!
#on monday my therapist was like
#and i was like
#and i was maybe already aware of that
#i was maybe aware that im mad about missing you
#mad about craving your smell
#mad about wanting your embrace SO SO badly
#mad about you looking so damn gorgeous
#i know you never thought that word fit but like damn you are so fucking beautiful
#and im so so mad that i still love you so so much
#and im still mad that i still sometimes have to remind myself that it wasnt because i wasnt enough
#and im still sad
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#god i fucking miss you
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#i cried the whole drive home last night
#I've been go go going so much lately
#i haven't really had a second to process anything
#Or think
#or sleep
#or breathe
#and i just
#jesus fucking christ i miss you
#i miss you so fucking much
#it still hurts so bad
#im still so so in love with you
#im fine now
#like ill be alright
#it just fucking sucks
#and so i cried the whole way home
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3 years
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#man it sucks because
#im starting to heal and
#function better and like
#everything has been going really well for me these past few days but
#like
#damn.
#i still miss you so much
#i still love you
#i still want you so badly
#and i know its just going to take time
#but man does it suck
#you look so good
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#ive been thinking about this all night
#and i just really dont understand
#how youre able to do this thing
#where you just pretend like nothing happened
#like you just
#act normal?
#act like something didnt just happen?
#like everything is suddenly fine again?
#like nothing is actually different or changing or changed
#its really confusing to me
#like am i jealous of that?
#to just be able to reset to normal?
#or does it scare me?
#do you process anything in between?
#do you pretend it didnt happen?
#it chatches me so off guard every time
#it makes my heart hurt
#you look beautiful
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#im sorry if that seemed odd but
#i am
#i am so confused
#what just happened?
#you havemt talked to me?
#since last time?
#thar was certainly not what i expected
#im lost tbh
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#Im not really sure how to put into words where i am now
#im still not sure if i even know
#objectively im certainly improving
#i have an appetite
#im getting out of bed
#i made some doctors appointments that ive been needing to make
#but at the same time...
#i miss your voice
#i miss your face
#i miss your smell
#i am healing and im getting a little bit okayer every day
#but that doesnt change the fact that
#i dont want to reply to your texts because i like having the message notification from you
#whenever anything interesting happens my first thought is still to tell you
#i still think of you when i wake up
#i still think of you when i fall asleep
#i have amazing friends and a support system that would put the rest to shame
#and im so lucky for that
#and im getting better as time passes
#but i think maybe ill always love you
#i think that just maybe i will always imagine you in my future
#i wonder if ill always miss you
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#im eating again
#im smiling and singing again
#im functioning through my days again
#but at almost every turn
#every silent moment that the universe grants my brain
#i miss you i miss you i miss you
#i still expect to see your texts when i pick up my phone
#i still just want to hear your laugh
#see your smile
#smell your smell
#you felt like home and i cant stop feeling homesick
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#I'm managing better now
#I've started eating more
#I'm still not sleeping much but i honestly blame that on work
#it's been so busy and when it finally does calm down i still have reminders of you all around me to keep my head full
#to hear a uboat and feel a pain in my chest
#to missing the sound of your kitchen screeching
#to know that at every landlord walk i miss you walking through that door so badly
#but actually seeing you
#still hurts
#i dont know what level of hurt ill feel if i try to reach out and i think that scares me
#i just started to piece myself together and while i miss you so so much i just dont know how much i can handle
#i dont know if its just selfish at this poiny
#or if avoiding more hurt is even whats best
#or if youre doing okay
#i hope you are
#i hope youre talking to someone
#make sure someones checking on you. and dont get mad at them for it
#it may be annoying but those people are in your corner
#they just care
#i still care
#fuxk
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3 years
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#i miss you i miss you i miss you
#Im cursed I'm cursed I'm cursed
#cursed to miss you cursed to miss you cursed to miss you
#why am i still crying
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#this is still really really hard
#is this only really really hard for me?
#are you healing?
#are you at least talking to someone?
#i keep looking at my phone and expecting you to be on it
#i keep thinking i forgot to hit send again
#but thats not it anymore
#and i still dont know what to do
#and im still sad
#a little more patched up than i was before
#but still sad
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#I AM FUCKING
#PANICKING
#I DID NOT NEED THIS
#ON TOP OF EVERYTHING
#I AM SO SCARED I AM SO SCARED I AM SO SCARED
#WHERE DID IT COME FROM
#PLEASE DONT MAKE ME SICKER
#WHERE THE FUCK DID A TICK GET ON ME FROM
#FUCK FUCJ FUCK I AM SO SCARED FUCK
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#I'm not ready I'm not ready I'm not ready
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#do you even miss me
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#if i am so strong
#if i have so much in me
#if i am so smart and so caring
#if i am so incredibly capable
#then why wasnt i capable of being enough
#why wasnt i capable of being what you wanted
#i was never going to change who i was
#but why wasnt who i am capable of deserving your love
#it hurts it hurts it hurts
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