khaisafranco

[khaisafranco]

So today I’m 4 days late of my period... yes I have a histtof 3 miscarriages and if Im pregnant again I have a high chance of a repetitive miscarriage... the thing is.... he doesn’t approach me... because number one he already said to me that we have to do the withdrawal method... but I dont want to.. basically i just want to have our own baby since Im turning 35 this year..... im really rushing to become a mom.... since we have a time bounded frame for us to bear a child.....

Yah I know his mad at me because I always insist what I want....

Because if I don’t do that notthing will happen to our future... I’m really aick and tired of the relationship.. Im really felt forgranted... ignored.... and unloved we’ve been boyfriend and girlfriend 16 years now.. and still like this...

He’s mad at me because if i have to miscarry again we don’t have money to go to the hospital....

I just want to be dead....... sorry but I’m really having suicidal thoughts every fucking aingle day since I had a miscarriage last 2016. 2017, 2019 and possible by june 2021 this year..

I just wish we haven’t met.... I just wish she found another girl that can bear a child normally... I just want him to be happy with other woman.... the pain that I feel everyday with him is very heavy.... ignored and not prioritized.... always answers a problem with a problem....

It really hurts a lot..... to feel that you’ve been ignornored by the one you loved the most....

I want to be with my family who already migrated in the states.. I want to be with them... I don’t want to be alone...

#unloved #dark #depressing shit #miscarriages #i hate it here

[khaisafranco]

The feeling that you don’t belong 🥲

[khaisafranco]

Why He’s mad if he doesn’t have money

[khaisafranco]

I wish and I pray that this is Infinity 💜

[khaisafranco]

I just feel alone