i think i am actually legitimately forreal going through a mental health crisis this week
im on some both hands on the wheel shit no music playing just thinking i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die i want to die i need to die
i havent been doing well, jumping between states of being so often and frantically without knowing the cause behind it--it’s prolly stress or finances at the end of the day. just sucks. alot.