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I still think of you often. Your hands on my body. Your mouth on mine. The electricity between us. I have never felt anything so immediate or intense. 😞 I miss it more than you'll ever know.

#forever heartbroken

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What I want....right now:

A sub kneeling in front of me naked

A no limits, no safe word masochist

Someone to objectify and humiliate

A fuck boy to destroy

An object I can slap, spit on, pinch, punch, twist and whip into a frothy submission

A loud moaner who will beg willingly and gasp heavily when hurt

A sex toy sissy that I can peg while he wears long stockings, pretty panties for me to rip and his tiny cock caged.

A soft boy who will take all my pain and then cuddle with me after he makes me cum till I'm done.

😈 I'm so fucking cock starved rn. All my favorite subs live so far away. UK, Australia, Netherlands, Scotland, east coast of US. Even the close ones are still too far. 😭

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A Suicide Note from Mistress Jamie

Hello darlings,

I fear that I have some bad news to share. The time has come that I need to put myself and this blog to bed. To fall asleep gently, with pretty poison pills and beautiful white flowers in my dark hair.

Tucked into my soft bed, naked under a favorite duvet. You, dear submissive on my mind as I doze off into an everlasting scene of pure bliss and happiness. ❤️

Not to worry, this writer has no intention of leaving this physical world, I will continue on but barely a few know by what actual name. While I will always be a Dominant, my desire to dominate has shifted and changed into something else. Different than what this blog represents. So, along with Mistress Jamie, this will blog will end. ❤️

#mistress diaries #ceo of misandry industries #live in tingly fear #you still cant have me

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Look at that camel toe! 😍

Today, my Mistress has me wearing panties and yoga tights and a bralette as well as my chastity belt (which I have had on for…. Well… I’ve lost count how many days).

There are workmen coming to the house today, and I’m only allowed to put shorts and a r shirt on once they arrive. You can imagine how excited I feel!!!! Mistress has restricted my sugar and alcohol for the day, and increased my water intake. I do so enjoy having my day controlled. It is very freeing to give up that control. It makes me feel so…. Uplifted. And leaky.

I’d better hurry though, I have to drink more water and edge through pain for 20 minutes, and the first workman arrives soon!

Eeekkk!!!

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Well done my dirty little fuck, CRF. 😂

My Mistress and my Sister.

I have been serving my Mistress for a few years now. Its been a bit of a roller coaster for us both but it's been a fun one. I love her and I'm completely devoted to her.

She makes me do a lot of humiliating acts like having sex with dirt, pissing over myself, sleeping on the floor, dressing up, exposing myself and even using my mothers toys. All while she holds blackmail over me. She has everything I have ever done saved and she has my mothers contact too. Which is used to keep me in place. Occasionally exposes me on her MeWe account too for everyone to see. I worry she will get tired of that and start exposing in other places as I'm already very exposed on there. But I know she likes when I worry and that's enough for her.

She tells me to live in fear and I do.

Mistress knows I have a bit of an incest fetishs and encourages it too. Especially when it's about my sister. But one day I stupidly mentioned my sister also have a kik account. And of course without a choice, I had to hand over the username. And from then my relationship with my Mistress reached a whole new level. I thought it would be like the other contacts she has of me. Used as a threat and nothing more. But this time my Mistress contacted my sister. She acted like she found her username when browsing and just happened to find her. And to my surprise my sister started talking back to her and our becoming good friends. Im not sure how much they talk and what about. But I know they discuss about their jobs. She's told her that she's a professional domme and my sister has seemed interested in learning about this.

My Mistress has openly talked about humiliating things I have done for her. Like the time I went out in public and fucked a dirt whole in the ground. I get to see my sisters reactions all while not nothing it's actually her brother doing them.

Mistress talks about how she's going to either turn my sister into her sex slave. How she pictures both of us naked on all fours, worshiping her feet, eating her pussy and ass and doing sexual acts for her.

Or train her up as a domme. Which I'm very nervous about. As Mistress has talked about the idea of having me get a new kik account. One my sister doesn't know about and putting us in a chat together. Where my Mistress and my Sister will dominate me all while my sister has no idea its actually her brother she's having sexusl acts with.

All of this makes my heart jump and my body sweat and shake in fear. I think I know I'll eventually get exposed to my sister but I don't know when or how. They have been talking for months now. And I don't know my dommes end result. She has been very quite lately on their chats.

All I know is I should live in fear.

#live in tingly fear #mistress diaries #ceo of misandry industries

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I’ve been caged and building in horniness for the past week while Mistress has been on vacation. Today, I am still caged, and have been directed to wear my bralette and panties as well.

The longer I am like this, the more pliable I feel. The more my desires deepen and take on carnal lust status.

I want to be made completely hairless from the neck down, and feminized for a long stretch of time.

I yearn for breast (forms) and locking attire to keep me in sissy sub space.

I begin to crave pain. Clamps, piercings, pain edging and anything that is cathartic and that would make my Mistress happy.

I yearn to be used for pleasure while I am locked and feminized so that I may take pleasure from her pleasure.

I dream of her controlling sex toys on my, while I am forced to go about my daily routines and not cum.

I crave humiliation on a deeper level, yearning for golden showers, and small penis humiliation and just want to be humiliated in ways I haven’t ever considered before. To have Mistress fuck me with her cock, and to have her cum on my face.

I often wonder how I will survive these desires and the deep aching within me to please my Queen.

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My Mistress is away on vacation, but just before she left she had me locked in chastity. It has been a while, and I have definitely missed the excitement and energy that it brings, not being able to touch myself. My horniness keeps groaning, and Mistress keeps teasing me in small dribs and drabs, making me yearn more and more for my deep desires (to be feminized and fucked by her she cock).

I’m not sure how I’ll survive, but I suspect I’ll end up begging for more!

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Mexico, I'm inside you like the alpha bitch I am.

Lounging like a goddess. 🥰

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I've got BIG dick energy!

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My ex invited me to an all expense paid trip to Mexico. As long as I fuck him whenever he wants while we are there.

I am having such a hard time finding joy in anything lately, I said yes. Sex with him has always been fun, and I have kept him in my roster of playmates since we have parted many years ago. So perhaps this is what I need to kick my libido back into action.

8 days of pampering, lounging, drinking, eating, swimming, fucking and having my pussy licked till I scream.

🥰🥰 after the lingering disappointment I have experienced in the past few years, the toxic relationship, the ghosting and finally the pandemic, I fucking deserve this.

I.

Fucking.

Deserve.

This.

I'm going to go and enjoy myself to the fullest, like the queen fucking bitch that I am. 😈

#mistress diaries #ceo of misandry industries #you still cant have me

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My big dicked sub. 🥰 Needy boy who craves and begs for my attention. 😘

#mistress diaries #cock blocked by corona

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They always come back. 😏

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So I'm having the most fun I've had online in quite awhile with this one on again off again sub I have in the UK. He's into blackmail and exposure and doing any humiliating task I give him. We've been playing for a few years now. He's useless but he's cute and amuses me with his devotion. Dumb as a stick tho. 🙄

I digress. He has shared multiple fantasies about his sister with me. Which I of course have fostered and encouraged. Nothing I love more is some taboo sibling incest fantasies. 🥰

Enter his lovely sister. He discloses her Kik username to me. I used it as blackmail fodder for a bit. Until one night I messaged her. 😂 Now I am completely mind fucking both of them. She knows nothing of his relationship with me and I have yet to decide if I will out him.

But the absolute pure fear he expresses when I tell her about my online experiences with depraved and disgusting subs is an absolute joy and extreme turn on. 🥰

#ceo of misandry industries #mistress diaries #i will fuck your sister

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Dirty work clothes

Pretty panties underneath

Perfect combo 🥰