kageyuji

[kageyuji]

locked myself in the work bathroom on accident for like three minutes. it’s literally one of the basic ass doorknob locks people have on their bedrooms doors.

#lore.txt

[kageyuji]

choosing a roommate for college is so scary goodbye. imagine i slide into ur dms like “hii i saw ur post and u look really pretty and we’re majoring in the same thing and also i love reading too and also i need friends and also do u have a roommate yet” would u respond to me

#/hj #LIKE I WOUKDNT BE THAT AWK ABOUT IT BUTHSHDB #that’s how i feel. anyway- #lore.txt

[kageyuji]

a kid payed me $45 to write part of his essay (i havent written mine)

#lore.txt

[kageyuji]

(crying) no im happy either way, no worries

#the people pleaser in me is YELLING #lore.txt

[kageyuji]

xreader fic is so inherently healing like

do you love yourself? no? that's okay this character you love loves you back. are you kind? that is why they love you. are you patient? that is why they love you. are you a coward are you shy are you brave are you bold are you bratty? that is why they love you. you are loved and you will not be punished for seeking love. you are loved and you will find it here in these words.

do you love yourself yet? no? that's okay this character can love you until you do. this character will point out the few traits you can relate with yourself (your smile, your laugh, you brattiness, your whimsy, your strength, your sorrow) and tell you that they love that about you until one day you can love it, if not yourself, too.

do you love yourself yet? no? but you're starting to accept that you can be loved? that there is something in you- your awkwardness, your bashfulness, your straightforward mind, you ability to heal, your ability to fight- that someone could look at and learn to adore? well done. you're right, this character does see that and adore it. you may not love yourself just now, just yet, but now you see right? That there is something to love in you?

[kageyuji]

don’t get me wrong i love sabaton but i do think it’s really funny that a bunch of history nerds got together one day and they were like “hey what if we made metal music”

#‘metal music is satanic’ is propaganda let me listen to silly swedish men sing about d-day #lore.txt #sabaton

[kageyuji]

just two best friends

#sorry ik i don’t watch jjk but i love coi so pls look

[kageyuji]

online communities are so strange because people slip away so easily. you can be on here for years, folding people you've never met into the fabric of your daily life, and then they disappear, leaving only ghost posts scattered across tumblr behind. or their blog stays dormant, for weeks, months, years, until you're only still following them because you remember that they love sunflowers or they were kind to you when they didn't have to be or the last thing they posted was sad and raw and you still worry about them sometimes.

and sometimes they come back when you least expect it, years later, even, and there's this sudden rush of relief like there you are, there you are, even though you barely knew each other.

there's a strange kind of love to it. i don't know you and i want to hold your hand across miles and time zones and oceans. i can still see the imprint of you in this community you left. you don't anyone will notice or care when you're gone, but we notice and we care and we wish you well.

i hope you're all okay out there. i hope the sun is shining on your face and you are breathing deeply. i miss you.

[kageyuji]

[kageyuji]

i thought this was a safe place.

#I WAS LIKE 10 OKAY.. #lore.txt

[kageyuji]

i thought i was grabbing honey bbq chips but apparently they were honey habanero chips and im painfully white so im sitting here at work, alone, unable to leave and find another source of sustenance, nose running and mouth on fire bc my ancestors couldn’t let me evolve to tolerate anything spicer than black pepper

#lore.txt

[kageyuji]

one of my friends convinced me to download hsr im scared.

#the boot-smth mf looks like if ashe and cassidy from ow had an oops baby. #lore.txt

[kageyuji]

me when i drink iced coffee for breakfast and have to deal with the consequences of my actions

#lore.txt

[kageyuji]

tbh when i was like 14 i would rewatch phantom of the opera and defend erik to my grave and i really think that is the point at which my mom should’ve realized something was wrong with me

#‘he deserved to be loved’ oh sweetie #so did you but let’s stop projecting on a fictional man from 1880s france 🥰 #lore.txt

[kageyuji]

i just think hes neat

[kageyuji]

love how shelter animals have the most fucked up names. once met a litter of three kittens named shrimp, fried, and rice. met some pups today named jager, dill, cujo, kiwi, bartholomew, and killer

#killer was no more than 15 lbs btw #lore.txt

[kageyuji]

hey. personality quiz right here right now. What did you do at recess. :)

#depends! early elementary school i was a Fucking Loser and i would sit on a bench by the kids who had misbehaved and couldn’t play #i wasn’t supposed to talk to them but i think the teachers felt bad for me so they didn’t care LOL #and the other kids were happy to be able to talk so it was a win-win #but like. 4th and 5th grade i played tag w my bsf LMFOADH