justmyparttimeanaandme

[justmyparttimeanaandme]

8.1.22

wow here I am back again…

my best friend is on a „sport every day and healthy eating“ trip and she just told me that she hadn’t eaten anything from breakfast till now.

Idk why but this triggered me so so much, since she is already super thin.

My ed brain starts a competition.

I thought I was finally better and in the last weeks I really wasn’t having struggle eating.

#anamia #ana meal #eating disoder things #ed progress #edthings #restricted eating #eatimg disorder

[justmyparttimeanaandme]

I feel like I ate too many calories in purpose in the last days just to have an excuse to restrict now again :/

#anamia #ana meal #anorekic #eating disoder things #ana food #ana recipes #ana trigger #may be triggering

[justmyparttimeanaandme]

wow eds are really an up and down. I am totally fine with my body for a few weeks and suddenly it all comes back...

#anamia #ana meal #anorekic #eating disoder things #ana food #ana trigger #anorexjc #ana thinking #ana tricks #anorektyczki #ed progress #ed sheeran #ana

[justmyparttimeanaandme]

why does alcohol have so many fckn calories😡😡😡😡

#anamia #ana meal #anorekic #eating disoder things #ana food #ana trigger #anorexjc #ana thinking #ana tricks #anorektyczki #ana

[justmyparttimeanaandme]

hey guys, I am currently trying chew and spit. where do you spit your food? in bags? my parents can’t see that i spit.

kisses xx

#chew and spit #csdiet #anamia #ana meal #anorekic #eating disoder things #ana food #ana trigger #anorexjc #ana thinking #ana tricks #anorektyczki

[justmyparttimeanaandme]

Hellooo

i guess i am back haha:)

Summer is more near than I thought so I still have to lose some weight.

i am going to fast until tomorrow 2 pm.

I have holidays for two weeks from tomorrow on and i will try to lose as much weight as possible so i can come back to school skinnyyy

kisses xx

#anamia #ana meal #anorekic #eating disoder things #ana food #ana trigger #anorexjc #ana thinking #ana tricks #anorektyczki #thinspu

[justmyparttimeanaandme]

Hi guys,

I am trying to fast from now on until tomorrow 1pm.

I will allow myself one apple in the meantime, and some coffee if i need it.

wish me luck, I'll update later xx

#anamia #ana meal #anorekic #eating disoder things #ana food #ana trigger #ana thinking #ana tricks #anorexjc #ana mention #fast

[justmyparttimeanaandme]

my inspiration to keep going is that when I am finally skinny, I can eat whatever I want

#anamia #anorekic #ana meal #ana trigger #anorexjc #eating disoder things #ana food #ana thinking #anorexik #anorektyczki #avoidant restrictive food intake disorder #skinspo

[justmyparttimeanaandme]

I don’t really like hot tea so that’s why I created this masterpiece:

cooled down green tea

sweetener

frozen raspberries

it’s low cal (~7) and very delicious and it boosts your metabolism

kisses xx

#anamia #anorekic #ana meal #ana trigger #eating disoder things #ana food #ana thinking #anatips #ana tricks

[justmyparttimeanaandme]

another safe meal for youu:

rhubarb + sugar

yes sugar, but this amount is only 7 grams which is under 30 calories. and you don’t even eat up all the sugar.

rhubarb has only 20 cal for 100 grams. like that’s practically nothing

i am so glad that I found this meal, it literall satisfies all my cravings

kisses xx

#ana meal #ana food #anorexjc #eating disoder things #low cal cooking

[justmyparttimeanaandme]

reblog if you also lose control on the weekends and feel like you destroy your calorie deficit from monday to friday in just two days:)

#anamia #anorekic #ana trigger #eating disoder things #zero calories #low calorie

[justmyparttimeanaandme]

found another safe food: half an apple or a bit less + oat milk

only around 80 calories and is a good substitute for cereal

#ana mention #anamia #ana meal #ana food #ana recipes

[justmyparttimeanaandme]

favourite safe food for dinner: stock cube ~7 cal.

It also makes me feel full and suppresses the hunger:)

kisses xx stay safe

#ana meal #anamia #anorexjc #anorekic #anorexik #anatips #ana food

[justmyparttimeanaandme]

my stomach being full is the worst feeling ever.

#anamia #ana meal #anorekic #anorexjc #eating disoder things #avoidant restrictive food intake disorder #ana trigger #ana tricks #ana thinking

[justmyparttimeanaandme]

day 1 is going quite well:

I ate 606 calories and felt good

What helps me is that I have school every day except the weekend which allows me to avoid eating until 3pm. I have to have lunch at 1 pm but because that is my first meal of the day I can eat it.

to be continued...

#anamia #ana meal #low calorie #ana body check #ana food #ana tricks

[justmyparttimeanaandme]

a quote to always have in mind:

nothing will ever taste as good, as being skinny will feel like

think about that if you are about to binge:)

#anamia #ana meal #anorexjc #anorektyczki #anorekic #ana trigger #anatips #ana food #tw ana #eatimg disorder #eating disoder things #restricted eating #disordered eating tw

[justmyparttimeanaandme]

I want to keep my boobs and ass but I also want to lose weight. the fckn struggle is real

#anamia #anorekic #anorektyczki #anorexik #anorexjc #ana thinking #ed progress