They told me to go to anger classes I told them it's useless
I already know the answer
All anger is
Projected towards
Myself
So I'm a project towards revolution
Just need elevation .
If there were no back stabbing mo*h*erfu*ckers
Out there . I'll have known NO anger or ange
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Regret has no remedy
Everything we fear has value to us
It's not about regret it's self
But putting a price on something precious
Makes it difficult for us to get satisfaction or appreciation
In the way of life we've had great loss and
Things happen that may seem unlikely
And we to get to unlike something we did
And we wish we could have done specific things
Stuck on the thought like a DopeFiend
Regret is like a drug, just more destructive than heroin
If stuck in regret , the obsession to make it right
Might just be the greatest downfall, loosing your own identity.
I believe in second choice but there is no second chance if you think there is, it is a make believers own ridiculous ideology.
In reality there is no second chance. It's up to us to acknowledge reality. Nobody can change you
Why should you change in the first place
For me I'm a gangster and a raster whatever gangster shit I do I stay with it
Noticing the truth and acknowledging wrong doings is one thing that should come naturally and if it's forced it is done by the feeling of regret , and also from guilty feeling
But no feeling is final .. no feeling is final ..
NO FEELING IS FINAL . I respect how others feel
But NO FEELING IS FINAL
This statement should not be taken out of context because not a lot of people understand what it truly tells
It's an understatement to say that love is a feeling
Love is beyond just feeling .. and it's the final phase in human evolution to live love unconditionally
If love was a feeling then it should be conditional
Hunger is a feeling of lack of food ..but can never be unconditional. Satisfaction is a feeling of great condition
Hunger is a feeling of great disappointment, upset, etc
No other feeling is unconditional I can't just feel cold without reason . I can't feel pain without hurting
I can't be tired without lack of energy
Even in the times of great philosophy no body could actually give an accurate definition of love
Even now with greatest technology nobody knows love or have come to decide or come to discover the remedy or to decode and come up with an equation that solves Love it's self . Only reason is because it is not a feeling, it's already encoded in our DNA. It's up us to acknowledge it and let our souls encounter the body and learn the way of unconditional love through our spiritual transformation merging the very fresh we have with an entire entity that will help us through everything. There is nothing beyond compared to what you see. But if you can see something that is not there to the others you have seen it all
Because if what we've lost ..is an empty garage locked feeling .
This hold us back from the past
Understanding the future is about embracing the passed and not embarrassment of the past
This will punish us and Vanish our dreams
Banishing us from the future.
Regret is we with no remedy for it limits
Your minds to great possibilities
Leaving you with impossible responsibilities
Thus depriving you from personal progression
Causing great aggression.. anger and great depression
Trying to fix how bad you feel for the past actions by changing your present action is a worthless venture into darkness
It will reduce the humanity degrading every atomic cells in your mortal body
Leaving you empty after the failed attempts to fix what's broken comes exhaustion.. and the drive to do it again brings insanity
And even if we manage to fix what we broke
We always want to fix more and more because the satisfaction of replacing regret for accomplishment is inaccurate in the middle of the process of self acknowledgement, we want to be appliciated by the ones we are fixing things with . You or me do we actually think we going to thank someone who slapped us twice In the face just because they bought us face moisturizer twice .
There is no past mixed with the future or the present
In terms of reaction and or action.
No way to fix the past no matter how much changed you have become
Regret has no remedy
Is like a comedy gone wrong in Vegas same script
Isn't gonna go right in Texas
It's like performing to the wrong cloud
We all need a clean slate
That clean slate is about you not feeling regret
Regret comes from a low level some kind of devil
Trying to deprive you of your full potential
I'm not one to think about the past but regret
Always makes me stay stagnant
Moving in a maze
Circulation of the regret is massive insanity we all need to retrieve
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I have an EX Boyfriend who always complained we were not having enough sex .(!) Like it's food and he is at the verge of malnutrition.
I'm like ???twice every day ain't enough??? ...Can't go on having sex 13 hours straight literally I had to stop him before the 14th hour I was so exhausted I'm like ; let's rest.. he then says . We don't have enough sex and that he is being deprived of the very thing that belongs to him and he don't know if he can still be with me acting like this...gave me a talk of how intimacy is important in a relationship...bla bla blah.. I'm like this is no intimacy..
It was vandalism of the pussy. I had to run no wonder he is an EX. Jesus. Son of virgin Mary help me
I was like WTF. that's enough I'm never having sex with you again ,
Because clearly You are The most Unappreciative human of a dick. Jack ....head out of my vagina. And not to head in again.
Women lets speak out vandalism itself is a crime .. I mean what about vandalism of pussy .. Stop this masking of abuse in the name of love .. tell them to fuck love ..
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We made it let move on to the get go
Thanks to God ...
Strength requires wisdom..
Wisdom requires knowledge
Knowledge requires power
Power requires potential
Potential requires hardwork
Hardwork requires resilient
Resilient requires endurance
Endurance requires help
Help requires a good ❤️ heart
A good heart requires honesty
Honesty requires love
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I know that someone is working against me and they are using me for me to loose so
I'm going to stand up and my dearest Tumblr
I'll tell you when the win comes so here I go
I'll fight with no force but I'll just stand up from this corner they have tucked me and I'll walk tall.. I'm the baddest of the best. I belong to the beyond a world where only dark matter exists.. so they can't touch me ... I'm the force beyond the energy they possibly possess
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Today I felt very defeated..I felt that I have lost everything l, I was so down, disappointed, angry, depressed, distracted and disoriented. My own skin felt like a pile of dough being fried in hot oil. My whole body aching my heart broken shattered and crushed to powder. My hands shaking and my face hurting from the angry and crying face gestures pulling the skin so hard It could have ripped in pieces. Here I am broken and and discouraged to the point I wished Earth swallowed me whole.
I need help to make this heal
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Dear tumbrl you've been my rock here and there and today of all days I've heard news that one of my family member has committed suicide and succeeded
RIP
Martin
It's a sorrow loosing someone I've know in such a cruel way.
I myself have been at the verge many times and had wanted to take my own life .
I'm grateful I'm still alive today I know God is keeping me alive for a reason. Today I will thrive and survive every obstacle that comes. Knowing I am here to accomplish something bigger greater and mighty that nobody else can
God guide me please 🙏
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In time there is no limit, in life there is a limit, in death we all meet the limit of time.
Seek the knowledge of truth, to find unlimited existence of thyself.
What are you waiting for? We can not have delays, this is time sensitive, come on now don't let Thyself undermine the limit of Thy intelligence. Depriving yourself the luxurious possibility of abundance.
for there is no limit when you get to meet the sky.
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