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i just started reading mauve desert by nicole brossard and i'm not very far in but it's making me wonder if the people who made love lies bleeding read this book because it's a weird creepy semi-lesbian book that takes place in arizona and one of the characters is a ripped lesbian who's got something kinda off about her

#squash rambles #so far it's good but i'm only 25 pages in so idk what's going on really

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Kurt Cobain on December 27th, 1991.

📸 Neil Zlozowler

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oh look at my hair. its terrible. do you believe this hair cost 10 dollars. 10 DOLLARHS. andre did it. andre of paris on fifth avenue. ill kill that queen andre. well i dont like a set look... yew kneow? i dont like anything that looks too set. i like things a little... things that move. i think things that move are beautiful. like your bust... it moves........ cos you dont wear a bra.

#ten dollAIRs

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Shot by Crawford Wayne Barton, San Francisco 1978-1979.

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I think it’s fairly noticeable how Carl ALSO has stray lipstick on his mouth

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i'm 1/3 of the way through agua viva by clarice lispector and it's really good but also weirdly reminds me of maldoror by comte de lautremont???

which i have googled just now and apparently no one else has made that connection so maybe it's just me

#squash rambles

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spring cleaning in chicago: i just walked past a garbage bin with a christmas tree in it

#squash rambles

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#i never know what's funnier #peter manhandling carl's face or peter messing up carl's hair

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lol @ people trying to argue shit without having read the source material?

someone on fb is trying to argue with me about Withdrawn Traces and about my analysis/writeup, except they haven't finished WT and only read the beginning of my writeup. And then they're talking about the "Richard" novel having not read it, and call it a biography (it's not).

like bro do your research first. i've read pretty much every book/article about the manics and i spent a year researching and writing this analysis, i know more than you.

#squash rambles

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ahhh i love arguing with people whose arguments don't make any sense. or whose arguments kind of whiff past the core of the issue like they're taking some other parallel track instead of actually talking about what we're talking about.

#aka i figured out why my wt writeup has a bunch of new hits #and it's because someone is asking idiotic questions on facebook #and then when people answer them they're making dumb arguments #why am i wasting my time with this? no idea

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Pete Doherty by Hedi Slimane

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my withdrawn traces writeup just got a bunch of new hits sourced from facebook so i wonder what group it got posted in

#probably that shitty ''painfully beautiful'' group or whatever it's called that i'm blocked from #squash rambles

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happy we are indeed drifting into the arena of the unwell wednesday

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Nirvana, Rio de Janiero 1993 || Last Days, dir. Gus van Sant 2005

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#yes but no #as in: yes i can probably lift said weight #but no because i'm very short and most people's limbs would nearly touch the ground if i tried to carry them

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it cracks me up that carl is "carlos" now in albion rooms insta posts and even sometimes in random music journalism even though that's not actually his name and is just peter's nickname for him

#is it still a nickname if it's longer than your actual name?

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Willi Geiger Sankt Sebastian

Oil on canvas, 122 x 100 cm, 1914