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Starving makes me so nauseous but I’d much rather feel nauseous from starving than nauseous from the guilt of eating.

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An empty stomach is way better than a bloated one.

Remember that next time that you think about eating

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Every time I look in a mirror: fat

Every time I move: fat

Every time I eat: fat

My hands, my chin, my arms: fat

My thighs and hips: disgustingly obese

My reflection: a blob of fat trying to shape itself into a person

I don’t even look human

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Seeing the number drop a phat amount after fasting

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Completely versatile response

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if the people around me aren't worried then i'm doing something wrong.

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girls be like: not eating (I'll either get skinny or die, both are good)

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if you're looking at some food and doubting yourself if you should eat it or not, the answer is no

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i love that clean feeling after not eating all day

I feel so light

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It’s really rude that my body doesn’t burn like 1000000 calories in my sleep. Like how dare you not make me skinny overnight?

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*are you really?*

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My brain is constantly trying to decide between getting worse or getting better every second of the day 😭

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I wanna starve myself so bad

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the amount of calories in alcohol should be ILLEGAL

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Being hungry means losing weight

Losing weight means being hungry

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Why the fuck

is the quality of my day based off if I eat or not!! I get so depressed after I eat SO WHY THE FUCK DO I STILL EAT

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Are people annoying or am I just an irritable bitch because of anorexia?