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There is a lack of familiarity in my surroundings… I’m not a child but I feel like crying, craving the warmth and comfort of those I call home.

-Living alone

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There is one person that I thought of as my best friend.

One day I spent the night with someone for my own satisfaction and sexuality.

Then, as if they were entitled to any of my decisions, my friend started to ignore me. Was this friendship a way to my pants and when they knew they couldn’t do it they just shit on it?!

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I thought that I was an introverted and shy person until the last year of highschool.

Then I discovered that I just couldn’t connect with the people I grew up with, I was full of their shit and didn’t know.

Suddenly, I was social and didn’t know where that came from …

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Mental health awareness jumped through universities FOR SURE

Partying everyday is healthier than going to college, right now - at the end of the day everyone ends up with a fucked up head

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Why do some people feel the need to be a pain in the ass? Is it childhood trauma my man? Jeez

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I just discovered chaotic academia and I love it, never knew I needed this.

It feels like it is for people that want the dark academia aesthetic but have adhd or just leave things for the last minute.

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I hate gossip. I’ve always had. If I don’t want people to talk about me and speculate about what I do, why should I do it to them?

It seriously causes me a physical disgust

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And just like that you appeared once again in my life

taking away my confidence, my hapiness and my home

you are really a thief

not only did you steal my heart

you also took away my comfort

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And just like that you’re in my head again

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Maturing is learning that everyone has their problems and the way they treat you is based on that

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Sometimes everything feels soffucating

My mind is clouded and all i hear is my heartbeat in my head

No Logic thoughts can leave my mouth

And i end up being called rude and sensitive…

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My best moments, i spent them with you

So anything you do

i feel jealous

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Everytime its feels like sunshine

I always think rain is inevitable

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And that was it. I finnaly realised I was the side character in my own story.

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How am I suppose to wake up everyday of my entire life… and wake up to be me

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Why do i feel insuficient?

Unsatisfiead

Hopeless

There's not even happiness missing... is meaning

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