itsalexanderjay

[itsalexanderjay]

Got a new hand tat init 🤙🏻

#ink #tattoo #personal #sleeve #me #transgender #ftm #trans #neck deep uk #neck deep tattoo #pop punk tattoos

[itsalexanderjay]

You are a sick mental psychopath for chopping up your body

Good for you bro. Next time come off anon and say it👍🏻

[itsalexanderjay]

2018 vs 2022 🥹

It’s been a long journey, but completely worth while 🥰

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[itsalexanderjay]

Yesterday marked 1 year post op 😱 how time flies aye

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[itsalexanderjay]

Go check out my TikTok 👍🏻

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[itsalexanderjay]

Happy 3 year maniversary to me 🥳

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[itsalexanderjay]

So, the other day marked 6 months post op already! Honestly surreal 🤯

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[itsalexanderjay]

I’m officially 3 months post op. Legit where has the time gone 🥲

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[itsalexanderjay]

Nothing new, just your average dude embracing the sunny weather 👌🏻

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[itsalexanderjay]

Honestly can’t remember the last time I felt this confident like omg

#ink #me #transgender #ftm #trans #selfie #trans guy #piercings #guys with tattoos #ftm trans guy

[itsalexanderjay]

I’m officially six weeks post op and scab free 👌🏻👌🏻

#ink #me #transgender #ftm #trans #selfie #trans guy #piercings #guys with tattoos #ftm trans guy #top surgery

[itsalexanderjay]

Yesterday - I wore a vest and a white t shirt for the first time and it’s actually so liberating I can’t even explain 🥺

#ink #me #transgender #ftm #trans #selfie #trans guy #piercings #guys with tattoos #ftm trans guy #top surgery

[itsalexanderjay]

I got to see my nips yesterday. Honestly, can’t get over the feeling of freedom. Finally being in the body I was meant to be in. Every time I look in the mirror my heart just explodes, it’s the best feeling ever.

#ink #me #transgender #ftm #trans #selfie #trans guy #piercings #guys with tattoos #ftm trans guy #top surgery

[itsalexanderjay]

Quick update. It happened. I finally had top surgery, and the feeling is indescribable 🥺

#ink #me #transgender #ftm #trans #selfie #trans guy #piercings #guys with tattoos #ftm trans guy #top surgery

[itsalexanderjay]

I hit 2 years on T back on the 19th, absolute madness 🤯

#ink #me #transgender #ftm #trans #selfie #trans guy #piercings #guys with tattoos #ftm trans guy #my journey

[itsalexanderjay]

Here, have a selfie ✌🏻

1 day on T vs almost 2 years 👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻

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[itsalexanderjay]

Watch someone go from talking to you every single day, every minute they can, to not at all. In the blink of an eye.

Have them tell you how much you mean to them, to push you away like nothing matters and you don’t exist any more.

Build your hopes up, believing you have a chance for something more to have it taken away from you within a heart beat.

Why should someone constantly have to go through shit like this every fucking time.. it’s as if their feelings don’t exist, or matter any more.

It’s understandable the other person is going through a lot, and you’d do anything to help them get through everything. But when you get pushed away and told they’re not responsible for your feelings when you ask them where you stand in their life as if it’s a completely unreasonable thing to say.

Life is harsh, people can change just like that.

Stay wary.

#thoughts #me #life