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good things will happen 🧿

things that are meant to be will fall into place 🧿

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#I’m sorry I’m so long winded I just UGH I have a lot of thoughts on this #so I only hang out with him to avoid being lonely/for validation/bc of attachment if I’m honest #not bc of a real Attraction #so now I’m like... where does this leave me? what does it mean if I’m not all that attracted to the one man to keep me attached to the idea #of being attracted to men? #plus the fact that I can’t envision myself being as happy with a man as I could be with a woman #and a whole bunch of other stuff #but yeah #I’m probably a lesbian #thank u for going through all this <3

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#a while back I did some rlly intense questioning and realized most of not all of the attraction I’ve ever felt to men has been comp het #crushing on guys I never spoke to #not having a crush until someone else mentioned a certain boy was cute #being into a guy until he reciprocated and then wanting to throw up #I’ve done it all #but then I met a guy this summer who’s my type if I were into men #(@self notice that phrasing... if I were into men... and how u said it w ur whole chest) #he’s a skater who’s short and has long hair and pretty brown eyes and dresses well #all things that I’m into #when I met him I wasn’t really sure if I was into men but I did know I thought he was pretty and liked talking to him and felt a connection #and wanted to give him a hug #but then one night after a couple weeks we kissed. I didn’t really enjoy it then #was very confused and anxious and unable to get into it #he asked me if I liked him and I panicked and was like ??????? idk maybe ?????????? #we agreed not to start a relationship Bc we wanted different things but I still thought about him a lot. I was attached #I felt like I should let him go but then one night we were hanging out and the How Do You Feel About Me conversation came up again while we #were high and I still didn’t know how to respond to him but we ended up fucking bc why not I guess #I didn’t hate it so we kept on doing it and now it’s 6 months later and we’re still doing it #I like seeing him bc he means a lot to me but with the way it interferes with my sleep schedule I don’t always like it #sometimes it feels like a chore and sometimes I end up feeling used #but sometimes it feels really nice #emotionally or physically #*cw sex details* I often wish he would try harder to please me but also I kinda prefer when I just please him bc I often don’t enjoy it when #he tries to please me. like I get bored and the thought of him wanting me to orgasm stresses me out a bit #like I have to try to enjoy it #but I do really enjoy making out with him and cuddling with him and giving him head. and to an extent I enjoy the other stuff but not rlly #*end sex details cw* #so. always thought I was into this guy who I was fucking but I realized last week I only spend time with him to put off being lonely #like we’re SUUUUUUUCH different people we can’t really connect on anything (though he is a good listener which I like) and I don’t really #enjoy the sex tbh

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I have... a dumb question

#in the tags bc I’m a bit embarrassed and also don’t want to take up a whole bunch of space on anyone’s dash #this will be long #I’m doing this on this blog a) so more people can see this and respond to it and b) bc I don’t want irl people seeing me being confused lol #they already see enough of me #ANYWAYS #the tl;dr is it lesbian to want to call myself a lesbian #anyone who’s been following for a long time knows I’ve struggled with my sexuality a lot over the years - asking am I gay straight bi ace #etc #I think lesbian is the only one of those I haven’t fully embraced at one point or another #Bc I’m afraid of pRoViNg MySeLf WrOnG #but like #I kind of want to #I kind of want to just call myself a lesbian #I could go on a LONG tangent about why and how I feel comp het may apply to me but I won’t rn #my question is... is it lesbian to want to call myself a lesbian? is that A Sign™️? #this question is mainly towards bi women who are comfortable in their sexuality #have u ever had that temptation or am I just a lesbian #thank u if you’ve read this thank u even more if you respond #I love you #Nd I think I’ll make another post talking abt comp het

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venmo: forestghost / paypal: [email protected] / cashapp: ezradogteeth

i also wanted to say a huge huge thank you to everyone who donated already, thanks to y'all i was able to get supplies i’ll need for recovery (my prescriptions, scar care stuff, etc) with much less stress & strain even though i also had the big expense of having to get my phone fixed this week (😭)

seriously cannot thank you enough for your generosity, it’s made a very real impact on my life & i cannot wait until i’m able to start regularly making art for you to enjoy again <333333

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I'm not entirely sure if this is okay to request, but if asking to promote a blog is okay then I'll shoot my shot :') I have an art blog @morelikesin, and I am a super small creator. I do drawings, fics, and original works, and I do a variety of genres. I do mainly OC things but I frequent fanart for things I'm into as well :')

Absolutely!! Everyone check out @morelikesin !

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hi so like obviously I don’t use this blog much anymore but I want to make it clear - I have over 10k followers and while obviously that’s not a ton compared to a lot of other blogs/social media accounts, especially given that most of them are probably bots or inactive, I still want to use that reach for some kind of good. so if any of you ever have anything you want boosted, whether that’s a gofundme, a project you’re working on, etc, please feel free to message me and I’ll share it here :)

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I’ll fuck up my sleep schedule for you, I don’t mind

#suggestions #suggestion blog #love #sleep #cute

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I kinda miss this blog :/

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okay so full disclosure I recently got some money from my granddad who passed away last year and while obviously some of that is gonna go to needs of mine like my education, I do feel kinda gross about inheriting money that was earned by a white guy who worked in the corporate structure of an energy company in the jim crow south. so I want to pay part of it back out as reparations and basically i’m here to ask if anyone knows any good, reputable places where the money would go to good use

I’m thinking it would be ideal for me to do one big payment first and then set up a monthly donation somewhere. for the monthly donation, I know there’s a mutual aid network in my state where I can help pay for a family’s groceries, so I think I want to do that. but if anyone knows of any other funds I can give a larger, one-time donation to (or even other options for the smaller monthly donation) I’d love to hear them :)

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and once you meet someone this special, you’re never the same person again.

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https://www.gofundme.com/f/brandon039s-medical-bills-and-medical-expenses

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Please reblog this.

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7 years later i’m still someone talking about their feelings on the internet

nov 23

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I thought I wanted someone like me

I realize now its so much better to love someone who likes the red skittles and leaves all the green ones for me

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i want to be someone else’s safety. even nonromantically. i want to be “hey can i tell you something?” i want to be - i tried something new and i’m a little scared but i wanted to show you. i want to be “i knew i could trust you”. i want to be okay to hold the hand of, always ready to listen, always trying. even if i don’t get it perfect, you know? i just want to be a place other people can relax and be themselves and not worry for a fraction of an instant. 

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quarantine sucks but isolation is nothing new

allen ginsburg - a supermarket in california (1955) / edward hopper - nighthawks (1942) / lou reed - goodnight ladies (1972) / bryan anselm for the new york times (2020)