Today has been devastating for me...My late mother's house, along with most of her things, were destroyed in a fire. This has left me overwhelmed, heartbroken, & unsure of how to move forward. I really don't know what to do anymore or how much more I can handle.
It seems like the hits keep coming, that you get through or solve one thing 5 more popup. I'm not going to give up, I'm going to keep on pushing through but I wish I could get a break. Sorry just had to vent a little.
I want to say thank you to all of you that have made me smile so many times over the past few years. This past year has been difficult for me & I haven't been on here very often but I still want to thank all of you that have been there for me & given me love & support, it means a lot to me. I hope you all stay safe & well, that 2024 is a good year for everyone.
Today's my Mom's birthday, the first one without her. My first thought this morning was to call her to say happy birthday, in fact I almost did that, had my phone in hand ready to call & it hit me that I couldn’t call, that she wasn't here.
Sunday's the anniversary of her passing. This past year has been hard...Trying to not only deal with the pain of losing her but everything else has been difficult to say the least. I've learned a lot in this past year, some good, some not, some surprising, some a bit shocking & some hurtful. In the process of all this I'm learning who I am again.
To everyone who has lost & is missing that loved one/ones, my heart goes out to y'all. I'm sending all of you much love.