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[릴레이댄스] 키스오브라이프(KISS OF LIFE) - Midas Touch (4K)

#kiss of life #kiof #midas touch #julie #kiof julie #natty #belle #kiof belle #haneul #kiof haneul #youtube

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Thanks yall for another milestone 💜

I hope you enjoy this installment of BTS as meme tweets :]

#why did I have to download literally half of these for the accuracy though? #i feel attacked #bts #bangtan #bts memes

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💥우당탕탕 #휴닝즈 의 가위바위보 엔딩😆 #내일에서_기다릴게 #TXT #휴닝카이 #HUENINGKAI #Kep1er #HUENIN...

#txt #tomorrow x together #tomorrow by together #tubatu #hueningkai #huening bahiyyih #lea navvab huening #minisode 3: tomorrow #i'll see you there tomorrow

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#hueningkai #tomorrow by together #tomorrow x together #txt #tubatu #okay but is that not precious? #get this man a dog #please I'm crying #I'm crying! #he makes me so happy #he isn't even doing anything!

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BEOMGYU Deja Vu @ MusicCore (240406)

#txt #tomorrow x together #choi beomgyu #beomgyu #tomorrow by together #tubatu #minisode 3: tomorrow #deja vu

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SOOBIN ' I'll See You There Tomorrow ' @ Performance37

#choi soobin #tomorrow x together #txt #soobin #tomorrow by together #tubatu #ah lookit him! #look at him #male idol #he's beautiful #this is my favoritests choreography from them #you know #after can't we just leave the monster alive #he makes me happy

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🦀 Kudos Crab 🦀

If you are scrolling and see Kudos Crab, your fics will be blessed!

You will get good comments and kudos!

You will beat your writers block!

GO AND WRITE!

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I almost wish I had been born five years later so that I could be a mega BTS fan, but also Tomorrow X Together's music might be much more relatable. Like, I don't not relate to it, It's just like, oh yeah, I remember that feeling. ah,,, yeah that had sucked. I vibe with it and I love it, but I'm almost ten years older than them. I want to cover them up while also admiring their physique. and internet culture has me wondering if I'm a creep for even acknowledging that Taehyun and Hueningkai are attractive.

Plus, being five years younger would make me the third eldest sibling with two older brothers. Which would probably suck to some degree, but also hello, not the responsible eldest anymore! Oh wait. No. I'd be twins with my second brother. Ew, a February birthday. And sharing my birthday with two brothers at that? Ugh, the sacrifices we make for our idols.

#BTS #Bangtan #TXT #Tomorrow X Together #tubatu #BTS ARMY #MOA #MOARMY #siblings #family #in my 30s #bloody hell #am I an internet fossil?

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TXT (투모로우바이투게더) 'Deja Vu' Official MV

#tomorrow x together #txt #tubatu #choi soobin #choi yeonjun #choi beomgyu #kang taehyun #hueningkai #deja vu #minisode 3: tomorrow #Youtube

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HUENING KAI ♡ Deja Vu (240406)

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#soobin #yeonjun #beomgyu #taehyun #hueningkai #tomorrow x together #txt #tubatu #tomorrow by together #minisode 3: tomorrow #deja vu #choi soobin #choi yeonjun #choi beomgyu #kang taehyun #huening kai

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#kang taehyun #tomorrow x together #tomorrow by together #txt #taehyun #male idol #txt taehyun

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minisode 3: TOMORROW - Concept Clip 'Romantic' | Soobin

#choi soobin #tomorrow x together #tomorrow by together #txt #soobin #male idol #handsome #minisode 3: tomorrow

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TW: depressive thoughts, thoughts of death, rants about corporatized American society.

I just listened to A Supplemental Story: You Never Walk Alone for the first time in a very long time.

"You and I, if we're together, we can smile."

This is probably still my favorite line in their discography. YNWA is probably higher up on my favorites than I give it credit for. I've been feeling really down and depressive recently. I was involved in a hit and run which has left me handicapped and out of work for the time being, and that in itself is very frustrating. I feel useless. And looking at the hospital bills... I almost wish I had been killed instead; it would have been much cheaper.

I'm scared. Like. Really, really scared.

I want to cry thinking about it. This world fucking sucks. There is literally no reason why we have laws in place MEANT TO PROTECT THE PUBLIC, but someone can just pass someone a couple hundred dollars, a couple thousand dollars, some insider knowledge, a fucking trip overseas or seats to the goddamn opera and they'll turn a blind eye to doing their fucking job. I don't like being "the cost of doing business." My life isn't a toy. It isn't fair that hospitals have been corporatized. That government has been corporatized. That even fucking job searching has been monetized. it's depressing to think that I only work to make someone else rich, meanwhile I'm stretching nickels into dimes.

But it had been nice to listen to BTS for the first time in longer than I'd like to admit as a fan. I've been listening to their solo projects, but I haven't touched their group albums such a long time. 화양연화/The Most Beautiful Moment in Life (I like the Korean so much it's hard to remember the English) made me so happy. I forgot how much of their lyrics I knew! It felt so good to be able to sing along to more than just the English bits, even if it was still random bits. And then I got to the WINGS/YNWA album and 2!3! played and Outro: Wings and, finally, A Supplemental Story: You Never Walk Alone.

I have actually never looked up the lyrics to this song beyond a translation of "너와 나 함께라면 웃을 수 있으니까:" You and I, if we're together, we can smile. It might be somewhere on this blog. Or my other one. And maybe on twitter. I ought to get it tattooed xD But yeah, I read the lyric translations and just. They're so... I dunno. As much as I'm sitting here feeling sorry for myself, I am so, so proud of them. And as cliche as this sounds, they won't like to hear me wishing I had died instead of surviving and continuing on with my family. So yeah. I should shift my focus into doing what I can. I've been -- hopefully -- on leave of absence from my job since mid-February. I've been in good condition medically since about mid-March. And for the past two weeks, I have been weight-bearing on one leg. I can at least find online work, as difficult as that is. But it is manageable. It's a lot more manageable than turning a startup music label into a multi-billion dollar giant. Things are going to be alright. Just like we as fans put enough faith and good energy into BTS to raise them into superstars, I need to keep enough faith in myself and the people around me to ensure things turn out well. I don't need to come out flying; standing tall and jogging will be enough for me.

#bts #a supplementary story: you never walk alone #you never walk alone #personal #diary entry #tmi #fml #i hate it here #bts army #inspired #depression #barely kpop related #bangtan #the most beautiful moment in life

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I wish Americans fucked with more foreign music. You don’t have to know the language to appreciate a good record. Folks in other countries listen to our music and don’t speak a lick of english. Music needs no translator

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Top-Tier Villain Motivations

They will be safe. It doesn't matter who else or what else burns as long as They will be safe.

I will be safe. The hunger and the cold will never touch me again.

Fuck any bitch who's prettier(/cooler/better-liked/better at making dumplings) than me.

Yes, Master

Love me. Love me. Love me. Love me. LOVE ME!

I know the terrible things these so-called "heroes" will do if I don't stop them (<- is absolutely wrong)

I don't want a better future, I want a better past!

No other way to get performance art funded these days