iamnotout

[iamnotout]

I wrote this when I was sad

I'm so down deep that I want strangers to be around. Around to feel comfort and support. Even if I know it's fake, I need the attention. This feeling is killing me, when will this stop?

Why? A lot of words come up but it all goes down to why. Why do I feel numb? I got a lot of things going on inside my mind. My mind's so messed up, I'd rather be dead than keep up. Is that selfish? For me to just die.

My tears are about to fall but I can't let them fall. Everyone's alert and alive, questions will be a bother. It's too much for me to be questioned about my feeling. Why am I even building everything up inside?

I need help, but I don't want to. Isn't it ironic how I want attention but hate the questions and help?

#poetry #poem #sad #help #I'm okay now #literature #true words #words

[iamnotout]

Rue Bennett being a non-binary lesbian. An icon.

#euphoria #zendaya #rue #rue bennett #nonbinary #lesbian #icon

[iamnotout]

Damn

Who hurt you?

#question #story #who? #damn #fuck them

[iamnotout]

I saw the pictures you sent last night.

Knowing you in real life, there’s no flaws that I can find.

“Ethereal, what a sight.”

That was the first thing that came into my mind.

#rush #poetry #wow #I just taught of that in like #sight #ethereal #poem #I used chaeyoung #chaeyoung #twice #lgbtq #lesbian #bisexual

[iamnotout]

If I could

If I could get rid of your fear so it’ll bring you peace. I would bear it, just for you to have fun. If I could give back faith to you, for you to accept your every piece. For the reason that behind that big mountain awaits a sun.

#poem #poetry #If I could #I would #Love #self love #i love you #lgbtq #lesbian #bisexual

[iamnotout]

AHHH

I am going through writer’s block and I have to submit something today:((((

#author #poetry #block #mind is not working

[iamnotout]

DRUCK

I JUST FINISHED DRUCK LAST WEEK AND I AM REALLY AMAZED. This remake is one of the best for me, considering it’s low-budget. It hit so many issues that’s happening in our society. It also represents so much groups and what they are currently going through. I am amazed.

#druck #skam germany #hannah jung #mia winter #matteo florenzi #kiki machwitz #amira mahmood #nora machwitz #fatou jallow #sam m'pele #zoe machwitz #ava celeste pereira #mailin richter #kieu my vu

[iamnotout]

Women

I love women, why are we being underestimated?

I love women, fuck the patriarchy that was “made”.

I love women.

#women #love #lgbtq #lesbian

[iamnotout]

3 AM THOUGHTS

I’m sitting here at 3am thinking of you.

How your smile can brighten my day out of the blue.

How you look with those glasses, I love you.

I love you, but you don’t have a clue.

#poem #poetry #3am #thoughts #love #smile #sapphic

[iamnotout]

Can y’all recommend me some series to watch cuz I have a free week. It’s a bonus if it’s wlw. Thank you!!

#wlwl #series recommendations #series #wlw shows

[iamnotout]

sike, I ain't giving up on you

I'm slowly giving up on my dream. I don't think I can do it.

[iamnotout]

I'm slowly giving up on my dream. I don't think I can do it.

[iamnotout]

I opened my eyes but then I was met by a wall:(

I had a dream that made out with a girl BUT I DON'T KNOW WHO SHE IS

[iamnotout]

I made out*

I had a dream that made out with a girl BUT I DON'T KNOW WHO SHE IS

[iamnotout]

I had a dream that made out with a girl BUT I DON'T KNOW WHO SHE IS

[iamnotout]

Thank you for lighting my world. Without you then maybe I'll waste my time being sad again.

#kpop #twice #love #nayeon #jeongyeon #momo #sana #jihyo #mina #dahyun #chaeyoung #tzuyu #inspiration

[iamnotout]

me everyday

Me lately