iam9inwonderland

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reading carmilla is an experience because you'll read the most beautiful declaration of love you've ever encountered but then you remember this is a cautionary tale about the dangers of sexual perversions

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Joseph Sheridan Le Fanu, from “Carmilla”

[iam9inwonderland]

darling, darling. i live in you, and you would die for me. i love you so

prints!

another crop i liked + the sketch 💘

[iam9inwonderland]

““I have been in love with no one, and never shall,” she whispered, “unless it should be with you.””

— Joseph Sheridan Le Fanu, Carmilla, 1872

[iam9inwonderland]

perpetually torn between:

taking classic literature seriously and over analysing every detail so that I can deeply understand themes, motifs and references and absorb every poetic quote into my being OR treating classics as if they were just silly little stories about silly little gay people doing the most weird, unhinged and out of context shit ever (which they are)

[iam9inwonderland]

Joseph Sheridan Le Fanu, from “Carmilla”

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Ami Thompson

[iam9inwonderland]

i love u vampirism. i love u lesbianism. i love u homoeroticism.

[iam9inwonderland]

i think we as a society need more lesbian vampires in media

[iam9inwonderland]

"At least Glee gave us Brittana"

WRONG. Naya Rivera gave us Brittana, Glee never gave me anything but mental illness.

[iam9inwonderland]

just prewedding things 💞

[iam9inwonderland]

WLWMEME: 10/10 ships ♡ brittany pierce & santana lopez (glee)

As a math genius, I am one of the few people who understands the concept of infinity, and I will love you until infinity, Santana Lopez. And I will love you until infinity, too, Britt.

[iam9inwonderland]

bubbline x bottoms

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Josie and Isabel kissing while covered in the blood of football players? This is why we fight for gay rights

[iam9inwonderland]

"You know you didn't have to start like a whole fight club just to date me."

[iam9inwonderland]

man I wish people understood how much it sucks ass to be neurodivergent and trying to find the middle ground where people like/tolerate you. like, I'm either "boring" (trying to wait my turn in conversations, holding space for other people, taking a back seat to let others get some spotlight) or "too much" (too loud/talking too much, getting excited to share, trying to participate in group conversations/activities). No one really talks about how much of being neurodivergent is just sort of trying to make yourself palatable.

I feel like so much of my life has been spent trying to find this effortless sort of middle ground everyone else seems to automatically already know, and I'm always swinging too far one way or the other. I'm lucky to have neurodivergent friends who grok me, but goddamn I wish that I could just like, exist without the constant background script in my brain that's like "you're being too loud. You're not talking enough. you're being self-centered. you're being boring. you're wrong, you're wrong, you're wrong." I feel like I'm back in high school trying to make friends but stuck as the eternal "weird kid"

it's just... lonely and sucks bad.

[iam9inwonderland]

What if we hyperfixated together? 😗 JK JK… unless- 😏