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#charleston

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you know i don’t think we often talk about how difficult it actually is to suddenly realize that a belief you thought was good and moral and correct was actually really fucking toxic. how you have to look at something and go ‘oh shit, oh i fucked up. oh this is going to take probably years at minimum to deprogram from my brain because of all the little ways this shit pervaded the rest of my beliefs’

so. to all the people picking up all the pieces of a recently shattered world-view and trying to figure out what is safe to keep and what has to be thrown away and started over

to all the people having to relearn how to even listen to other people

to all the people putting in the work to do better while struggling with the guilt that comes from finding out you were the asshole

i’m proud of y’all.

it’s hard to admit being wrong and even harder to change in the aftermath. just keep doing the best you can and just know that the effort is appreciated. everyone can change. everyone can do better. keep fighting.

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psa to able bodied people: if you see someone with a limp in public, you don’t have to ask them why they’re limping, or “what happened”. you can actually simply just mind your business.

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Someone will be like "rejection sensitive dysphoria? that's just being human, nobody likes getting rejected" and you're like "okay but does everyone's sense of self worth get utterly decimated into rubble for seven to ten business days any time they experience the slightest bit of criticism or negative feedback on any aspect of themselves?" And then they'll say you're just overly sensitive.

#accurate representation of caro

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having just one friend who is also chronically ill makes me feel better, even though we don't have the same illnesses she gets it

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#bird #peacock

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CASSIE HOWARD — 2.04, You Who Cannot See, Think of Those Who Can

#i need to figure out how to do this #people are fucking crazy

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#my cats understand every word to “little bitty kitty one” #cat

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When you're diagnosed with a chronic illness, no one tells you that at some point you will cry while on the phone with insurance.

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Gorgeous King Alfred portrait by @acidbetta

#david dawson #the last kingdom

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not arguing w a dude that has a big strong nose. whatever u say beautiful

#crush man #and his roman nose 🥰

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#charleston

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best of ace 3/∞

#nancy drew cw

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Things I've Done While On Hold With My Biologics Provider

Changed clothes

Peed

Watched an entire episode of Taste the Nation with Padma Lakshmi, complete with ads

Cried

Thrown a tantrum about how it would be easier to go off medication and get progressively worse than to deal with the US healthcare system

Poured a shot of whiskey

Drank that shot

Read Jack Antonoff's Wikipedia page

Read Margaret Qualley's Wikipedia page

Remembered that Jack Antonoff and Margaret Qualley are married

Ate a large handful of tortilla chips

#this entire fucking healthcare system drives me to drink #personal